Pigged Out

Yesterday was total pig out day...& it was fun!! Cos it was with him... Ferz we had late lunch at Tong Seng where I had my sliced fish bee hoon since I didn't noe what else to eat when we ferz reached. It was the ferz thing that came to my mind. Anyway, it was great, as usual. Wanted to catch a movie. By then, it was already 6.30 & Beach Road didn't hav any good movies at that time. I wanted to watch Sin City but it was showin at 8.45. A too long wait. The movies showin ard this time aren't that great either. So we slacked around a while cos I really wanted to get my dose of Gelare's waffles!! & we were too full after lunch so we waited for a while for the food to sink in. Headed down to East Coast (which I hav to say is waaaaay more happenin than the West Coast. I'm proud of the East boy!!) to get my waffles ard 9+. Ayang was hungry again by then so he had the tuna sandwich which is heaven...It's totally delectable. Yummy!! Cos I had a bite or two of his sandwich...hehe...sebok ajer. Then he had a cravin for satay & I told him to go to Food Village at East Coast itself since we were there. He was contemplatin between East Coast & Jalan Kayu cso he was afraid the one at East Coast was about to close since it was ard 11 then...in the end his dad told him East Coast has great satay. So we had satay too on the very same nyte. I was so full I was about to burst at the seams!! But the satay was delicious...mmm...I juz hav to run xtra long on Monday. Boo hoo. Even after midnyte Food Village was packed with people. Great food is what attracts Singaporeans...that I hav to agree. Who doesn't go round lookin for great food in Singapore rite?? By then, Ayang was too tired so we headed home. Think his body clock has adapted to his routine & regimental life of Monday to Friday. heheh... I was stil very much awake altho havin woken up early in the freakin mornin..okay,not so early...9.30, to teach tuition. It seems early for me cos I usually wake up only ard 12+. Punyalah liat nak bangun...can't even open my eyes when the alarm sounded. Gawd, I juz felt like throwin the phone away. I had a great weekend & I hope everyone else did too. The only thing we din get to do was catch a movie. Nxt time...


Some things which were said made me think. You should hav told me earlier. I was juz bein obligatin. Didn't noe you didn't like it. I wish you had told me earlier... *teary*


So what am I gonna do for the rest of this Sunday? Eat I guess... & sleep too. My body is super achin. I feel so old. I need the run. & cleanin up my room is a good idea too. I'm only left with one week. Better make full use of it.

Helped Mie with the online bookin of Pan Pacific cos the server had some probz. Somehow, the page kept appearin as server unavailable. Busy ar agaknye... So after like the tenth time, I managed to secure the bookin cos the particulars page appeared!! Yay!! But it took us quite some time ar... Yeah, Mie's goin for that unplanned weekend getaway with Aunty Faridah. & they juz hav to stay at Pan Pac!! & she's stayin on her own. Nice... The laz time we went KL as a family we stayed at Berjaya Times Square. Suites...cos that's the only type of room that they have. Nice view but don't really like the place cos the shoppin mall at the lower levels of the building sux. But the rooms were lovely...


This time round, I decided not to tag along... But I can always change my mind at the last minute. But I don't think so lar...nanti penat cos they're returnin only on the 9th. I stil hav to go to skul on Wed. Mie will definitely apply for more leave to rest. Will juz tell her what I want so she can get it for me over there. I feel like goin for a holiday too durin the one-week break in Sept but I'm not sure if I can afford to. May juz be bombarded with assignments cos that's what they always do. It doesn't seem like a break actually. Aaaaah...wish I can juz take off like Mie; anytime, anywhere. I wish.


Mie has some complimentary tix which can be used at any hotel in Spore. Hmmm..thinkin of throwin a bash. Hehehe... temptin temptin...


Now I can juz see the things I want in front of me like an oasis, only this time, it's not water I need but clothes & accessories. Okay, shut up. Guess I better turn in soon...joggin tomoro mornin & stuff to do for the rest of the day. Okiez...good nyte ppl,sweet dweamz!! *mwackz*

Got another pair of birkies!! & a new bag for the comin skul sem. Think I've spent enuf for a day... But I still feel like gettin that pair of shoes from x:odus which I tried on. Quite comfy & cute outlook... The dragonfly motif I'm usin now is pretty belapok. Been usin it almost everyday. I need a tote as well... My mphosis one is gettin worn out. It can still be used lar but I juz need an excuse to get another one. But this can wait. Haven't really seen one that is to my likin. I got some glittery sash too from far east. Dunno why I got them. They juz looked nice at that point of time. Bought 2 pieces at that. Shucks...nxt time I gotta think carefully before buyin anythin. But it wasn't too ex so it's okay I guess. So after thinkin thru, should I get that x:odus pair?? Very temptin I muz say but I decided to go home & think bout it for a few days. If I still dream of that pair of shoes after 3 days, I'll get it. It's somewhat like my personal curb in shoppin. Somehow, it works. Coz I muz learn not to buy things at 'first love'. I realize I love everythin nice that I see at first glance. Haha..superficial & materialistic love. They never last... Oh...I'm still thinkin of that pair now. Gotta think of sth else besides spendin $$. Maybe I'll grab an orange after this & watch some TV to take my mind of it.


Gotta head down to skul tomoro to get that laptop for Aunty Gracie. Prob hav to head down early to avoid crowds & I pray they still hav stock for that model. Usin Nashitah's name so I don't wanna trouble her again. Plz plz let there be stock. If there is, I can juz cash & carry. Settled. Can't use my name cos bought once oready. Smart ar?? They don't want people to take advantage of their discounted prices. I feel like gettin a new one too. Saw a Panasonic one that's super lightweight, only 1.4kg. Mine's 1.6kg & I'm complainin. Not much diff I noe but maybe it will be lighter. It looks super slim too. I juz like the outlook lar...the weight comes in second actually. But it comes with a whoppin price of ard 4K+. Thinkin of passin Acap this current one & gettin that one. Hehe... Don't think he'll agree to it though. I've very fickle relationships with my possesions. Thank gawd it's not with the bf!!


Gonna rest for a while now. I still haven't performed my Asar prayers... & it's almost 6. Ta!!

Saw a cute cat early this mornin when I went for a jog. It was white with ginger highlights. Yeah, that was the colour. & it had such an adorable face. If only I had my phone or my cam ard at that time..would hav taken its pix for all to see.


Biddin results were out laz nyte & I was granted all 3 mods I bidded for. Yay!! Now, I juz hav to wait for the rounds to bid for the other 2 mods - principles or marketin & woman's health & changes. Think it's gonna be in round 2A which will only commence on 1st August.


I juz read someone's blog who happens to hav the same name as me. Skimmed thru her taggie...frenz called her Jan or Jann. Was shocked actually when I saw that. No one should be callin anyone Jann (pronounced in the Malay manner with the 'a' as 'ah') cos it means the king of all syaitans. & she dons a tudung so it is pretty ironic... Sometimes you gotta noe these things to prevent unwanted happenins cos when ppl say ure name in that manner so many times, it may juz come true & it can be pretty scary!! It becomes somewhat like a prayer.


I gotta get myself a bag & shoes & clothes before skul starts. Need the bag for skul & I better get the rest before skul starts or there won't be any time. Tuition on Mondays hav to change too cos I can't make it on that day. Maybe hav to teach Farah on Friday cos I won't be free on Mon & Tues & she's not free on Wed & Thurs. Guess I'll hav to settle for Thursday to teach Nina, Friday at AMK & Sat at Tampines. Wow... So fun. Okay, guess it won't be too bad. & I need the $$. Gonna rest for a while now... take my mornin dose of honey & water, epilate & I'll be good to go. The shops will still be closed if I leave too early in the mornin. & I need to hav my lunch...need the energy to walk around. Whether I purchase anythin or not is a different story... Haha!! I juz get a kick out of screenin thru everythin in the shops. Now I'll juz hav to charge it to the mum...

Went for a destressin body massage with Mie juz now. It felt great!! Rejuvenatin... A little painful at first cos I was super 'stiff'. Too much stress on my upper back & shoulders...prob due to all the sittin & computer facin sessions. The masseuse kept tellin me to relax but I was!! Juz that my body is 'hard'. She told me I should sign up for more massage sessions to soften my body. Yar sure...muz ask the Mum ferz. She's payin... But I enjoyed the brief session. Thinkin of tryin out their facial..pretty cheap. Muz call ferz to make an appointment. Anyone wanna join me?? Think it's gonna be relaxin. Sounds pretty good. Will call them up one of these days b4 skul starts.


Wanted to walk around but it was rainin so we decided to head home. Kinda leceh ar to walk in the rain. But I really wanna get footwear... I badly need new ones.


Biddin's started. So far so good. Biddin points & vacancy are within acceptable range which is great. Will hav to check it again tomoro b4 leavin for tuition. Hope it stays this way. It's Monday today. 4 days to go til Sat. I'm countin down. I'm not bein clingy or desperate or anythin...but it feels different that he's stuck in camp. SOmehow it makes it difficult to reach him. Oh well. I've got things planned for the rest of the week so I hope that will make time fly by.


Wanna catch The Nanny on Star World...later...

At the dinner table... Acap: where's the food?? 

Acap showin his true feelins for me!! Haha 

Nina refuses to get her photo taken. & of coz, she's not complete without the Mum 

Snapped her pix without her knowin... *evil laughter* 

The turkeys look delicious... *droolz* hehe 

The greedy fishies at Desaru Fruit Farm 

Piggy..we haven't reached the ferz destination yet & he's oready asleep

Tweety N Martian Man 

Nice face lar...complete with the pimple to top it all off...hehe 

Surprise!! Us again :] 

At the start of the journey...pagi-pagi dah amik gambar..tsk tsk 

I juz found out Maisyarah's mum juz passed away dis mornin. Woke up to find dat Mie juz returned from the funeral cos her dad's Mie's colleague. The lady who passed away was also my dad's skulmate or classmate back in their skul days. Small world. My condolences to her...


Yesterday was the Durian Trip thingee to JB. Luckily Acap & I had each other's company or we'll both be bored to tears. Snapped some pix which consisted of mostly the both of us cos it's taken from my cam...ehhe...unless those taken with Mie's cam. Gonna upload a few of the pix cos I'm too tired to upload all. Anyway, I was elated when I realized we're gonna be home earlier than xpected cos I can't wait to meet Ayang!!


Took a bath, watched Bring It On for a while on Channel 5 den got ready to meet him. He fetched me ard 12 & reached home ard 4. Although a brief meetin, it thrilled me nonetheless. The paz week felt really draggy..couldn't wait for Sat seh. Was super tired though when I reached home. Mana tak..from Sat mornin all the way til dis mornin. I juz woke up but I'm feelin quite tired. Goin for my massage tomoro with Mie. Lookin forward to that to relieve my body aches. Guess all the late nytes are takin their toll on me.


I feel like shoppin now but Mie's asleep. Prob ask her wen she wakes up later. Guess she's super tired after yesterday cos she was mabuk & pretty pissed off when there was the durian smell in the bus. She doesn't take durians, can't stand them even..& I wonder why she went for the trip in the ferz place. Plus she woke up early today to go to the funeral...don't think the tiredness has worn off. But I really feel like shoppin!! shuckz..gotta curb my desires. Maybe I should juz go back to sleep...


Havin running nose, blocked nose & slight cough. Quite irritatin... I think contracted the virus from my tutee. Hope I get well soon... cos stressful period is startin tomoro. Biddin of mods. Dread it.

Greedy

I'm feelin greedy. I feel like havin Gelare's waffles (again!!), Fish & Co. anythin, pizza, pasta...the list goes on. I wan food!! :]


Skul's startin & I'm sooo not in the mood to go back to skul yet. Somebody help me!! Room's in a mess; been tellin myself that I need to clear my room durin the hols...now that the hols are endin, my room's stil in the same state - a mess. Well, not exactly. You can't see it on the outside but once you slide the doors of my cupboard...you get the pix. It gets worse cos I've been stockin up durin the hols!! More clothes,same space. I need a bigger cupboard. Nope, I need to CLEAR my cupboard. Shuckz... never did like cleanin up anythin.


Got a strange request from frenster. Some guy called Pibu from Phillipines wanted to be a 'new' friend. Haha!! NO.Dun think so dude... Some nigga wannabe, judgin from wat I read. "Hey, ms btiful..." was how the msg went. Kinda revoltin...like someone tryin too hard to impress ya, u noe??


Went for a jog again this mornin. Tryin to keep to my schedule of runnin 3 times a wk. So far so good...for the paz few wks. Let's see if this can go on...& for how long. I need motivation!!


Headin down to JB tomoro...from mornin til nyte. With prison staff & their families i guess. Kak Ina has this day trip organised by prison & the whole family's goin. I din wanna go at ferz cos it's freakin 7 50 in the freakin mornin at Causeway Point!! Meetin place..either that or 7 20 at Changi Women's Prison. Oh gawd, no. BOth are bad. But Mie keeps persuadin me to go even tho the other 2 kiddos are goin. I'm like "No, I dun wan. I need to sleep." But tak sampai hati ar. Cos at ferz Mie said she's not forcin anyone to go. Acap & Nina are cool with it. But she kept persuadin me. I think if the other 2 are not goin, she won't even bother persuadin them. It's juz me. Tapi ye lar..tak sampai hati. So I agreed & I've to cancel tuition..which is great. But I stil hav to wake up early in the freakin mornin!! Haha...it's okay lar,for one day only. Make this an xception. Wil only be back in Spore ard 11 at nyte..which means I can only meet my baby after midnyte. So late!!! I'm oready missin him like crazy. BUt he has family plans too on Sat nyte..so I guess he won't hav to wait for too long without doin anythin,which is a good thing.At the rate I'm meetin him,wil only be home ard 6 on Sunday mornin. I hope I can tahan all the way from Sat mornin!! hehe...I really hope so. Weekends hav become precious to me.


I'm feelin super sleepy now but I think I should try to clear up some stuff in the cupboard. SHould I??Oh the bed is like callin me oready...& I stil need to epilate & bleach. Tuition later at nyte. Boring...


I really feel like gettin another pair of birkies. Maybe nxt wk?? Yeah... the one I hav now doesn't seem to go well with skirts. It only looks okay with pants or shorts. Kinda looks farnie with skirts. Oh..this is sooo temptin!! Yeah, wil prob get it nxt wk... Can't wait!!

snapped dis pix with my phone...quite blurry but notice the change in hair colour?? :] 

Oh & I've forgotten the most important even of the day... Happy Birthday Mummie!!! I love you... Happy 46th & may you live to a ripe old age...

I had a spontaneous rendezvous with Crystal yesterday.Fun would be an understatement. Great would be it!! Haven't met her since exams & the sweet girl missed me...I miss her too!! Met her on MSN & I told her i wanted to go shoppin...alone. She wanted to accompany me & I said why not rite?? At least there's company.


Met her at City Hall MRT, walked through Citylink then Suntec. Couldn't find anythin nice enuf to my likin. She had lunch at the foodcourt down at Suntec & I had hot cheng tng. Full oready...had lunch before I left home. We headed back to the MRT & stopped by this nail place in citylink cos she wanted to hav her eyebrows trimmed. Pretty cheap, 12 buckeroos. Then we stopped by Gelare's for waffles!!! Cos it's half price on Tuesdays. Yummy!! I had a whole waffle by myself & it felt soooo sinful but I'd love to go for it again!! Uh huh! Crystal had a small waffle cos she juz had lunch. eheh... Took the train down to Orchard. Started the journey from Far East up to Somerset. Got my long wanted skirt from Far East..I love it! Wanted to get the psychedelic printed one but the salesgirl told me they hav more stock for that. Crystal told me to get the other one. If I like it (I love it!!), I can always return to get it again soon. Maybe I will... dependin on the buckeroos I have.ehhe...


Walked over to Zara to get my medieval top cos I've been wantin to get that but I dunno where to get it from apart from Mango which is sellin at 49 bucks after discount & the latest design is sellin for 85. Shucks. Damn ex seh...cos I'm kinda broke rite now. Been spendin too much lately. But it's oh so lovely. Tried it on with Crystal & she said I look like a princess...haha!! Sure the day would come in the near future...Juz hav to fantasize bout it. Anyway, she told me that Zara sells those tops too but short sleeved. Told her I'm okay with short sleeved. Headed down to Zara & got myself the top. I'm soooo happie!! I feel like the happiest person!! Haha... Shoppin does wonders to me.


Last stop for the day: dinner. Yup, I need the recharge after a whole day of walkin & spendin $$. Now I juz hav to ask Mie for a little bit more $$. Okay, a lot more. I'm juz tryin not to feel guilty. It's not workin. Damn it. On the whole, I feel great cos I got 2 new things!! Aaah...this is life.eheh...


Mie's bored & she's thinkin of takin a short trip on National Day weekend. 5th to 9th August. Wonderin if I should accompany her. Kinda tight that week cos biddin would hav started. Damn leceh ar... Aunty Faridah's headin down to KL on that very week & Mie thinks of comin along. If not, Bangkok. BUt Mie said M'sia's havin Megasale durin that period. Damn!! She's gonna go shoppin. Should I go? But I'm gonna miss Ayang cos I only get to meet him on Saturdays now. She leaves the decision to me. Shucks...decisions decisions. I hate makin them. But shoppin...?? & sales...?? Oh, why must this happen to me? Will hav to think bout it thoroughly for the next few days. Mie likes to do this...She likes to take off for a short trip & hopin that I would come along (I can hear it in her voice even tho she doesn't xplicitly say it. Said it's all up to me...) when she feels bored. Like in JC 1, she took me out of skul on my birthday cos she wanted to go Bangkok which was planned like only 1 or 2 wks before. So called my 17th Birthday prezzie plus all the shoppin of coz... Now, she's doin it again. I've to miss the ferz day of skul if I wanna tag along. But I don't care bout that. Haha... So should I go? Should I stay? Dilemma...


Thinkin of headin down to skul later to register for some workshop that can't be done online. Soooo freakin leceh...cos there's payment involved. Called the lady & asked if we could register through the phone & pay up on the day itself but no sirree. She said "skul's gonna start soon rite?? So why can't you come down?" bitch. Skul starts on the freakin 8th not 3rd you dumbo. NUS juz hav to make life difficult for everyone. & Crystal juz filled me in on honours stuff & hell, it's damn messy & leceh seh... She's doin 2nd upper or ferz class, not sure which. >4 pointer some pple...so smart ar??


Now I hav to figure out which mods to take up this comin sem. Stil not sure which. Thinkin of takin marketin but now NUS has 2 campuses. Biz will be over at Bukit Timah. Wonderin how the arrangements gonna be like. Maybe there'll be a specific venue at Kent Ridge? Not sure...okiez...gotta go figure out my life for the comin sem...tata!!

I'm no longer a rusty blondie!! Yep!! Coloured my hair again laz nyte. THis time round, with the help of Mummie. Ahaha! After Mie's birthday lunch, we headed down to Bugis & they're havin DIY colour kits at offer prices for Revlon. Bought a pack cos Mie can't stand lookin at my blonde highlights anymore...heheh. So got the brown colour that goes well with my base colour. So now, I hav perfectly normal hair!! Haha... I stil do hav a tinge of blonde here & there though. It's DIY mah...not perfect but I like the colour now better than the previous one. NOt too harsh & golden.


Abang Dan commented that my hair colour was like besi karat!! So did Abang Wan!! Haha... The latter was tellin me to inform my mum to change the pipes cos "gawd damn it! It's so freakin rusty babe!" Mie helped colour my hair at nyte wen we got back & she coloured her own hair too with the balance. eheh. Before this, she's been colourin Acap's hair as well. SO i guess she can be pretty 'professional' with DIY kits oready. Haha!!


Now I can rest assured that I won't freak anyone out..especially the older ppl. I don't hav to freak the nenek out later when I go over for tuition & I won't freak out Ayang's mum as well if I happen to visit. Such a relief you know?? Thinkin of writin testis for some ppl but I don't think I've the time now. I stil hav to leave early for tuition today cos I've to visit Popular ferz to get a new assessment for Farah. Yeah, she's done with the current book. Pretty fast but that's how I am. I give tons of work. haha...pity the 2 kiddos sometimes but at least it shows results. So I'm not too worried about bein screwed up by the parents.


I wonder wat Ayang's doin now. He's prob bein tekan in this wet weather. I empathize with him but there's nothin I can do. The least I can do is lend him my listenin ear. & I miss him oready. Weekends seem so far away...


Happy 81st to me.

Tried out the food down at Tanjong Pagar Railway station laz nyte. The food was so-so. Not that great. Reached there only around 10 cos I left home ard 9+ cos ayang overslept. Felt a lil guilty for wakin him up to meet me as promised. If he was tired & needed sleep,I'm okay with it cos I know he's xtremely tired out from the vigourous trainin the past week. He woke up anyway to meet me cos it's gonna be one hell of a week this comin week. I may not even be able to meet him this week, unless he's feelin okay on Sunday. I'm not hopin for much of coz... Sigh. I'm gonna miss you real bad baby. When he hugged me before I opened the door to my house, I somehow felt sad and lonely. Maybe it's juz a temporary feelin since I've nothin else better to do these days to fill up my time. Once skul starts, it'll prob be better. Weekends are gonna be the only time of the week that I'll look forward to. Unlike the days of yore...where if we feel like meetin, we'll juz meet up even if it's in the middle of the nyte. Haha...def gonna miss those spontaneous rendezvous. & no more lifts from skul. Yup, gonna miss all those times. Now I know why I'll feel lonely. Juz keep tellin myself it's okay. Only a temporary arrangement.


Just realized that I'm stuck here in Singapore whole year round. Was supposed to visit Europe this year but Acap has some crappy academic calendar where he starts skul durin skul holidays for others. Weird. Definitely. So that's strike one. Maybe postponed to next year dependin on his academic calendar. Or like Mie says, juz leave him here. Haha!! As if he's willin to be left behind...
Leon's gettin married in Nov this year. Nov 26 & I juz hav to hav my exams on that very week although I'm not sure of the date yet. It's the exam week. Anyway, he's holdin it in Bali. Some resort theme. Hyatt or Hilton.. Can't remember. Mie's goin though. Sigh..so farn!!! Leon's a childhood friend who's waaay older. Okay, not so old. I'm juz exaggaratin. He works with the bank now & he's earnin a 5-figure income at the age of 20+. Isn't that soo cool?? & his gf owns a boutique. Rich background also lar... They met in NTU. Anyway, it's a resort weddin!!! How cool is that? YOu can laze ard with a bikini the whole day, soak up the sun & all it's natural goodness. Bliss... So this is strike 2.
I can't take on anymore strikes. If anyone plans to go somewhere, anywhere,please tell me only if I can afford to go. But on the other hand, I'm kinda glad to be stuck here in sunny Singapore. Although the weather's a bitch, I can get to meet my baby & listen to his voice anytime I want to without worryin bout the phone bill although Mie foots the bill. Don't wanna incur xcessive costs lar. Cos my baby calls me when I go on vacation... Nak lepaskan rindu...ehhe.


I'm beginnin to be able to live with my 'new' hair. I'm juz wonderin how I'm supposed to teach tuition at amk cos the nenek's always ard. Don't wanna scare her off. Haha. No worries for the other tuition venue cos that's my nephew. My cousins think it's cool tho. My aunt thinks it's "happenin"!! Haha..quotin her. Gawd, the world's turnin topsy-turvy. Bibik thinks the colour's cool. Only Mie stil thinks the blonde highlights are too bright & wans me to tone them down a shade or two. She's cool with the brown hair & stuff but the highlights get onto her. Haha!! But she's cool with it lar. Maybe nxt time I'll try pink or green or sth. Sheesh. Wonder how that'll turn out to be.


I had a lovely time laz nyte & I'm still filled with bliss & satisfaction with the simplest things in life. Thx baby for grantin me that. Love is such a beautiful thing, ain't it? It makes me feel so satisfied with life...

actin cool...

me at home without make-up & stuff...can u guys see the blonde highlights?haha...damn obvious seh... 

I surfed thru frenster...viewin friends' friends & many more friends...& i got damn pissed.Maybe attributed to the fact that I'm givin English tuition.I don't really mind the slang like lar or seh or others cos it's normal to Singaporeans but I'm pissed with the improper use of tenses & grammar.Like when i read "to liked", "i do cherished", "would liked", "people views & opinions" & countless more...It gets me so gawd damn pissed.We have pri skuls & sec skuls for a reason rite?That's to educate us & education has been primarily carried out in the English medium.That's a minimum of 10+3 (nursery & kindergarten education) years of compulsory education,carried out mainly in English.so wat the fark ppl!!?aaargh...it sounds bad,embarrassin even.


I noe I may sound like a bitch but aargh..juz gotta let off some steam.& that's the purpose of havin a blog rite?To me,you don't need to be superb in vocab to be good in English.Just masterin the basic rules & understandin of the English language is good enuf.So if ppl out there can't even do that,where does that lead them to?& the fact that they're Singaporeans,it tends to be embarrassin especially in situations where foreigners or tourists ask for assistance & one answers in such horrendous manner.One doesn't need to adopt an affected accent to impress others cos I think that's even more superficial & embarrassin.Sigh.Guess I'm juz rantin & ravin to myself cos there's nothin I can do bout it...

invasion of the freak... 

I'm now a full-fledged blonde...a title previously attributed only to my facial hair (above my lips) cos i bleach them.now my whole head is blonde....haha..well,actually only the highlights cos they're damn light.i think i look farnie...maybe cos i'm not used to the colour diff yet.went to get my hair coloured earlier today with frinn.she did hers in red & mine in brown but the highlights turned out blonde.i hope the colour fades soon seh....the blonde highlights i mean.kinda like starin straight out at me.brightly somemore.i stil hav to wait for my baby's comments.hmmm...wonder wat he'll say.anyway,think this wil be the ferz & the only time i'll colour my hair.juz for the xperience & for the fun of it.i'm oready missin my black-brown hair.natural colour is the best,i gathered after this xperience.ahaa...not that i dread it but i think i look better in my natural hair colour.i hope it grows out in time for raya seh..i can't go ard jalan raya with blonde hair!!?i'll look like some minah on the street...hahah!!


sat at the shop for almost 3 hrs.butt hurts like crazy.& the fact that i'm havin my ferz day of menses today makes me squirmish as well.kept feelin queasy.oooh...can't wait to meet ayang.wonder wat he'll say.oready described to him over the phone.initially i wanted him to be the ferz to see me in my new image but some things are juz not meant to be eh?no worries...anyway,he's fetchin me from tuition on friday nyte.i really miss him though.i miss him so much lately,it hurts.he's like the best thing that can happen to me...& subsequently,makes my life so much better with his presence.


i read soong fee's testi for me on frenster & i can't help but laff so gawd damn hard.i've been meanin to write her one but i never seem to hav the time to be online long enuf.she's faster than me eh?i really like her..she's one of the bez ppl i noe.she's non-superficial,like totally.& she's great fun to be with,despite the difference in our ages & our personality differences.i'm like a total nerdass who does homework without fail & she's like the super slacker who doesn't give 2 hoots bout homework & tests.hahah...it's my innate personality to be like that.i'll prob be sufferin from hypertension or immense anxiety if i were to be like that.not that i'm insultin her but i'm juz like that lar.can't help it.but i love her for who she is.for all the slacker attitude in the world that she is.she's like younger than acap but i can totally connect with her.sometimes,i can't even connect to my own brother.now i juz gotta find time to write testis for ppl whom i wanna write for.prob do it tomoro or sth...too tired tonyte.enuf activity for one day,wat with my crampy stomach & my newly blonde hair....hahah...i wonder...wat will the rest of the world say?

i juz discovered features that i never knew my cam had!!?really quite a surprise...tryin it out now.pretty cool...so now i'm wonderin if i should be gettin the nikon one.should i? *clueless*

i feel like gettin the new nikon coolpix S1 or S2.S1's sellin for 699 bucks while the price for S2 is still pendin...but should i even be spendin $$ on it?not too sure...wil scout ard for info & stuff.anyone with any xperience with the cam or any info bout it update me yeah?

me on his bike..tryin to look garang.think i look more like an amateur... 

ayang told me not to smile so i won't look fat & i think it works!!haha.. 

weekends were great!well,part of it...


haslina invited me for dinner with her family.thx dearie...really sweet of u to hav invited me.went off with ayang after dinner since his family's goin home.slacked a while,enjoyed the breeze.thought of catchin fantastic 4 at lido at 2a.m with his frens...but poor baby wasn't feelin too good.comin down with fever.so he decided against the idea at the last minute.we headed home instead.he sounded much better this mornin when he called.i hope he gets well soon...


got a call ard 5+ on sunday mornin...a relative passed away.technically she's my aunt but i call her kak lena cos she's young.or at least she looks young for 38.yeah,she passed away at 38.still so young huh?her children are still young (i dunno their names though...) with the eldest one only in P5.youngest boy is still in P1.quite pitiful...was at her place from 11 in the mornin til almost 5 cos the body only returned from the hospital ard 2.duduk bersila sampai butt & kaki cram seh...kept stretchin & stretchin.
i can feel for the kids...even when dad passed away,i was already in sec 1 but nina was stil in K2. but at least i was much older than the eldest daughter.able to help my mum a lil i guess.but mie said that losin a mother & a father are 2 completely different issues.if one loses a dad,at least the love & care from the mum is still there...almost the case usually,but all 3 of us were close to both our parents so it felt disastrous too at that time.but losin a mum loses the affection & care from parents on the whole.cos the dad has to work doubly hard now to raise his kids & to worry about his house & stuff (like the house loan & all the bills that come along with it),somethin that only a mum is able to carry out.& it's gonna be weird for the dad to stay alone with the maid at home.so i dunno what the father's gonna do with the maid...the world should really celebrate mum's day everyday.cos mums are super...they shuttle from work to home & take care of everythin.i love u mummie...although of course the burden for mie is lightened since there's the presence of the maid & my aunt to help out at that time.
anyway,kak lena died of lupus.she was diagnosed with it before,a few years back & pretty cured i think.but it acted up again about a month ago.god loves her more i guess...though i really pity the kids.


anyway,there's sooo many cookies at home.mie baked it yesterday.& last week as well but that batch was finished.so i've been feedin myself cookies & durians cos abang dan bought them yesterday.had pizza on top of dinner too yesterday...*burp* haha...this house is just too filled with food.ayang said that if he stayed in my house he'd grow fat too...yeah,i'm like always munchin sth.& ice-cream too cos mie's like a total ice-cream fan who'll stock up the fridge with ice-cream once supplies are gone.& there's always like 3 tubs of ice-cream in the fridge.so tell me,how do i stop eatin?haha...willpower i guess.


gotta teach tuition later.i still hav to eat lunch cos i didn't hav my breakfast.woke up late as usual.gotta go cos bibik's callin me to eat oready...tata!

chattin with frinn now...plannin to go for hair colourin together with her nxt wk!!i'm sooo excited...weee!! but conversation juz stopped halfway.screwed up on me.shucks.tryin to log on again like countless times...great...technology.once they screw up,they screw up our lives.i'll juz keep on tryin....

Went to hav my hair trimmed juz now before headin for tuition.thought of givin 'hairology' a try since it's near my tuition's place.it's in the same street but opposite sides of the road.i'll never figure dat out.i've never stayed in places with streets & avenues which is a good thing or i'll end up lost while tryin to find my way home.


i was greeted with a friendly beng upon entrance.i haven't trimmed my hair in ages & the guy knew!!told me my ends were dry & he needed to trim them off a lil.& he snipped off like an inch to 2 of my hair on the first snip!!i almost cried...i was like woah...hold it man.& he gave me layers...sth i've been tryin to grow out for soooo long.reason was my hair was too thick & he wanted to give me a lighter feel.now i feel like my hair's too short.but it kinda makes me look different from usual.ahah..so i'm cool with it now.wanted to colour my hair as well but i lacked the time.gonna take me ard 2-3 hrs but i gotta run for tuition.wonderin if i should do it tomoro since i've to teach tuition again tomoro...shucks.hmmmm....


& i bought another new top!! la di da...im so happy.shoppin always lift up my spirits.i shop wen i'm bored,sad,happy,angry.felt sooo much better after gettin dat top cos i was feelin down the whole day since yesterday.& off i went for tuition...


sometimes i feel lost.dunno wat izit dat is required of me.& i sense unhappiness.izit because of me?i feel lonely...i wish i can escape.sigh.let me be void of feelins...should i even be askin for dat?is feel-less a good thing?i wanna voice it out but i dunno how to bring it up.in fact i dun even noe how to put it in nice terms.wat i wan to noe is am i the only one feelin it?wat about u?these days,i dunno anymore...i juz dunno...

went for a run this mornin.& laz nyte too.i'm becomin a health freak.in fact i've been runnin everyday for the past few days or so.& i think i'm becomin weirder by the day.i kinda feel guilty after eatin even though i don't really eat a lot.haha..sth that i've never ever experienced in my 21 years of livin.i've always been a food lover...ask anyone & they'll tell u the same.i've never had a prob with weight cos i've never reached 100%.usually it's 90% acceptable.but i guess lately,my metabolism is not that great.


i feel like gettin a whole new image.haha..not really,wen i put it like that it's as if i'm like goin for a major total operational change or sth.actually,more of juz snippin my hair off & colourin & highlightin it.before i wanted to keep my hair til my waist or sth cos i miss my long hair in jc.but den i feel like tryin sth diff.not dat i've never had short hair before...don't plan to cut it very short juz maybe like shoulder length bob or sth.dunno will see how.haven't visited jean yip for ages cos i thot i'd keep my hair long.but maybe i'll juz visit them one of these days.& blow a few hundred bucks i guess.juz hav to get the $$ ferz...ehhee


okay,hav to accompany me baby go somewhere.gotta go...

Priya's b-dae thingee was laz nyte.Held at westin,now called Swissotel the Stamford.the place was packed with police officers,complete with bag scanners & the works.macam masuk tempat high security gitu.guess the IOC celebrities are here for the meetin nxt wk hence the presence of the home team ppl...anyway,felt quite out of place at her 'party' cos everyone was drinkin xcept the two of us.all the arabs,malays,indians...everyone...drinks.im not surprised cos im pretty used to dat kind of env but it stil made me feel out of place.didn't stay long...went off after about an hour or so.hung out..juz the both of us.we talked & talked & talked...didn't notice the time.but i appreciate bf's presence altho he was really quite adamant bout not goin.i needed him to accompany me so i won't feel so alone.thx baby...
i got her a bracelet made with real rosebud,1 rosebud right smack in the middle.pretty sweet & priya loved it.im glad she does...i cannot not go for her b-dae thingee cos she's my best fren!!i mean,she'd be super hurt if i didn't turn up.even if it's for a while,i'm glad i saw her.oh & she rented a freakin suite,57th storey...& everyone was smokin so the balconies were opened.& juz as she blew out the candles on the cake,one of the hotel personnel came up cos they received a signal from the fire sensor.guess wat they told him?the smoke occured due to the candles.they juz blew out the candles...they're damn lucky!!cos dat's juz wat happened.but of coz..they're a bunch of liars.haha!dat kinda smoke can't be caused by a few candles!!all were farkin smokin like chimney pots...haha...


bought myself perfume before the party.pleasures...my fav.but it's damn farkin ex seh.xpected ar...but usually mum pays so i dun feel the pinch.hehe..anyway,it's been a while since i laz used dat perfume.i'm not loyal to any perfume.i go ard tryin different scents.but pleasures?it's a classic.i love it.my 200ml ck1 perfume is cleaned out in a yr.kak ina bought for me laz yr...hehe...do i use a lot?i dun think so...


been exercisin my butt off the paz few days ..consecutively.mum thinks i'm too fat.plannin to swim tomoro mornin but i stil haven't gotten my shorts.cos i prefer to wear shorts with my tankini than my panty bottom.haha...reminds me of wonder woman's costume.oh well,wil prob hav to make do with it for the time bein.at least it's a tankini.i can't bring myself to wear a bikini.i'm too shy i guess.& i can't tan.mum wil kill me if i do.she thinks i'm dark enuf.so no point gettin a bikini if i dun tan rite?unlike nina,she's super yellow.she's even more yellow than my mum!!nina looks more cina than my mum & even mum seconds dat.haha..nina prob takes after one of the ancestors or sth.


gonna catch haunted mansion in a while on star movies.& i stil hav to upload pix.oh well,toodles!!

Finally...i created a Frenster account!after sooooo long....the moment i created the acc,i've 4 frenz requests!haha...somehow it struck me as farnie.but frenster is damn slow...really testin my patience.im too used to click-page loaded-done.but wif frenster,it's like click-wait-wait somemore-loadin-almost done-done.now i juz hav to search for all my frenz...unless u can find me ferz.


lunch yesterday or i should say on wednesday was great.arzish joined us soon.great laffz...he mentioned i've lost weight.nope.actually i've gained weight now.too happy i guess.ehhe.prob the image he remembered from jc days.i was excused from PE for 6 blardy freakin months!!cos i fractured my arm.can u believe dat!?6 blardy months.i practically begged jason liew to let me join the class for PE after 2 months of not exercisin.my gerlfrenz call me crazy tho.they'd do anythin to get away from PE.haha...i simply adore runnin.& it's the only time dat i get to be free from lessons back den.jason liew's PE lessons were pretty cool...


came across my gp teacher's blog thanks to arzish.she was super nice!!her lessons were always so fun!apparently she's takin her PhD at michigan...it's been a looong time.haven't returned to visit my teachers at CJ since i left skul.aaah...it's been 3 yrs...i'm all grown up now.haha...u think?


hit the gym dis mornin.ferz time to a public gym.not too bad.& the entry fee is pretty cheap too - $2.50.thinkin of signin up for membership...not too sure.wil review the decision again.they are equipped wif those cyclin machines,treadmill,weights & the other machines which i dunno their names...hur...wat else do i need?usually i juz make use of the bike,treadmill & weights.


an all-girls day out planned for nxt wk.dis time wif my NUS frenz.dunno wen but i've a feelin it's gonna be a bingin dae!!haha...food is wat keeps everyone goin,not?priya's b-dae celebration thingee's dis sat.over at westin.haven't gotten her anythin.wil hav to go shoppin tomoro.im totally clueless...gonna kiss my bed now....toodles!