went to watch "sth about melayu" at ucc on wed nyte with nash, wana & ho. it was superb!! really great... like the mat cleaner best & zahdan...haha...the former was sooooo MAT & the latter was sooo hmm..how shall i put it..versatile. if mateen was really a mat cleaner, the ferz thing ppl would think when they look at him is "oh my gawd, blardy mat." he had this totally mat accent & language with blonde chicken hair. haha!! & haikal was great too. hearin him speak in malay was sooo entertainin. but that only applied to "musibut!" & the rest was in english. haha! anyway, snapped pix after the show. couldn't take any durin the show, of coz, but it was great! really...comin from me who's soooo anti culture & stuff, i think it really was magnifique. it was a play put up by malay society. even acap was shocked i attended the play. hmmmph!


nightmare is evident for this wkend. hav to hand in slides by midnight on sunday & hand in hard copy of the slides to HER on monday. i refuse to mention her name cos im refrainin from cursin her any further. haha! tryin to be nice here. so hell yeah, there's tons to do this wkend. but that's stil not stoppin me from goin out tonyte & tomoro. meetin my baby tonyte for supper ard 11 or so...im sooo xcited!! can't wait to get out & hav some fun! after a wk of sloggin...juz had my urban soci test juz now. havin chinese test nxt wk, hav yet to study for that. nvm, worry later. haha! no seriously, my breathlessness attack came again after bein gone for sooo long. it means im too uptight. gotta relax a lil. all the more reason why i should go out & hav fun.


okay, i gotta go bathe. feelin hot cos i completed the slides the minute i reached home...

amin & me..as usual i look so RED!! 

girls, girls & more girls 

liana's one of the cast..she was great!! 

the chief of the production right smack in the middle 

smoochy mood 

me & nashy 

us with 'asyurah...the manager of the successful show 

pretty maids all in a row...& ermm..1 guy 

pinky & the brain... the lovable wackos 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPI!! my beloved bro turns 18 today. the day he has been waitin for since 2 as he said...so he's able to book for drivin theory & practical lessons!! haha... welcome to the club boy!!


anyway, im in skul lib now. juz finished doin my ritual assn. today started off pretty bad i guess. woke up at 11 30 wen i wanted to wake up earlier to study. so studyin was out. got out of bed & got ready for skul. my ipod hang-ed on me on the way to skul!! aaaargh!! so i was music-less durin the journey. so ngantuk... it's stil hang-ed now. waitin for lec later at 4 then i've chinese pjct meetin at 6 til i dunno wen. MALAS!! damn it! it's sooo blardy freakin leceh..i swear i hate mother tongues even more now!! don't care which language..as long as it's blardy freakin mother tongue, it pisses me off thru & thru. grrr... im swearin off chinese after this sem man...endure, endure for now.


started off the day bad so i guess im even more pissed off. sorry if i snap anyone's head today. that should only occur to my gp mates i guess since i'll be meetin them later. gonna be alone for lecture...


quiz 3 for chinese tomoro, presentation for chinese tomoro & theatre production to watch later in the nyte at ucc. looong days today & tomoro. hope we're goin out for dinner tonyte if bro's home cos i really need to get out from home & skul altho my bag's killin me today cos of my laptop. but don't care lar...juz need to get out. padahal juz had dinner with mummie & nina on sunday nyte!! when i snapped that pix while waitin for a cab...haha...


hmmm..okay gonna pack up now. wanna drop by deck to grab fruits 4 lecture. ta!

*smile* 

i always hav fun on sats & i love it!! need the much needed break from the rest of the week! anyway, yesterday was made even greater cos i received my pay from tuition...haha...money makes the world go round. & gonna get my pay from the other tuition tomoro as well...hee! but it's not like im gonna spend it like i usually do. plannin to save...need it for future use. & no, it's not marriage. sheesh. haha! should hav started savin earlier eh?? well, the temptation of spendin is juz too great but i've saved a pretty nice amt if i muz say so myself...


anyway, met bf straight after tuition cos he fetched me. had lunch at seoul garden which was a pity for me cos i was sooo full halfway thru the ferz plate!! but i juz carried on eatin to complete what i had placed on the plate. then i had ice-cream which is always yummy. but i was ready to puke after that. headed to town & after walkin ard aimlessly for a while which is always at hmv btw, we decided to slack at liatt towers starbucks. love the idea. jalan2 pun tak tau nak pegi mana. wanna catch a movie but nothin's great. later at nyte we slacked even more cos bf was hungry. haha...headed to simpang for his food & met his frens there. haven't seen them for quite a while. so yeah..almost the whole day was spent lepakin!! but it was great anyhow. wanted to snap pix but i forgot!! can u believe that?! cos i've not taken pix with my hot new sexy bf..haha!! it's true! for me at least.


hmmmm....i really gotta change my skin soon. gettin a lil stale. it's been too long...but i can't be bothered to search for new skins now. im juz too freakin lazy.


juz did research on AI stuff. pretty interestin actually considerin the fact that im never into all this tecnology stuff. juz gotta start readin them & takin down the impt points. now that's a drag.


it getz a lil lonely for me at times & it seems more difficult knowin the kind of person that i am. frankly speakin i don't hav many frenz for me to juz call anytime of the day to slack with me should i get bored. unlike acap & bf who can befriend the whole world if they wan to. books are my companions esp for weekdays but they can get massively depressin at times. bloggin is the next thing that i indulge in to express myself. sometimes i wonder the reason behind this loneliness. does it lie with me?? maybe it does.


anyway, bf's birthday is approachin. wonderin where i can treat him for dinner. any ideas anyone?? was thinkin of gurame cos we've not tried that before. but im open to any suggestion. desa kartika sux big time btw. so does that restaurant down at novotel sth..can't rem. straits kitchen is out too cos it sux & it's juz not plain worth it. & yes i can't cook if my life depended on it so cookin sth is out too. hahha..im oready limitin myself. hmmm...but tag me yeah if anyone has any suggestions for good food?? would appreciate it a lot...


time sure flies by fast. came home ard 3 laz ntye. woke up at 11 & it's oready mid-noon now. planned to do stuff for the rest of the day. & i dunno why but i hav a strong urge to get myself new clothes!! but i haven't seen anythin to my likin as of yet. saw this halter dress down at ripcurl yesterday but it wasn't too great. seemed more like a beach dress. yeah, it 's ripcurl, what can i xpect rite?? haha..im totally digressin from the subject of time. yes, rat race. esp in spore...

almost done with studyin for urban soci mid-term to be held nxt wk, translated the mooncake story as far as i can possibly translate for chinese lecture nxt wk. juz listin them down..pretty much a jumble in my mind cos there's so much stuff to do. juz hav to complete my readings for 3rd world cities for urban soci, & meetin up with zairinah on monday to help me with the translation stuff for mandarin. gotta research on robotic pets which will be done on sunday. stil need to write the essay for ethnographic films. okay, im settled. good.


tomoro's sat. the day that i've a love-and-hate r/s with. dread the mornins cos i've to teach tuition ferz...but meetin bf after that so that always cheers me up. i can't live another day facin my notes & readins... at least settled the chinese thingee...so that's a burden off my mind. gonna read myself to sleep with urban soci readins i guess. but seriously, they're an interestin read. i like soci readins. some of them are pretty light-reads but def interestin. hhaa..sounds like im promotin soci. juz love it...that's all.


not much of an update tonyte cos im not done with work yet. it's mountin at the back of my head tellin me to work, work, work..don't stop. that's what happens with me. think that's why i get stressed easily cos i can't rest til the work's done. & i'm very fussy so it has to be done properly which wil take lots of effort & time. my eyes are bright & im wide awake to carry on thru the nyte but i noe i gotta turn in soon cos i gotta wake early. gawd noes im not a mornin person...damn it. i'd rather work thru the nyte. & sleep durin the day. even tho i've enuf slp to wake up the nxt mornin, it's never enuf. never fails to make me sleepy again by mid afnoon. oh well...


i sound so irritatingly annoyin. yes, even to myself. the tone that im typin this entry, the mood it implies....aaargh. not in the best of moods i guess. btw, can one be conceited but not arrogant?? read that entry somewhere, found it interestin. juz wonderin...interestin perception. oh & there's this quote from someone which is so true...u can tell others not to judge u but u stil judge others. it's a vicious human cycle. everyone judges everyone. how apt. unless u totally don't care bout others & ure social env, maybe u won't fall in this category. at times, yeah, i do feel like the latter. i juz don't seem to bother enuf. let the world get on with its hustle & bustle, leave me on my own. that's only when im feelin sucky. so go screw ureselves.


okay, im turnin bitchy & irritable. better shut up. hav a good nyte everyone. & hav a great time... lotsa luff from me to my loved ones always.

viewed films in skul yesterday. kinda hav a ruff idea of what i wanna write for the essay. which is good cos i wanna get it over & done with as soon as possible. there's stil other assignments for the other mods to be completed.


gonna do the chinese assn after prayers. & gotta study for the comin quiz as well when skul resumes. mid-term test is comin up too. hope i can rem all the x-ters... romanised languages are def way easier...


met up with haslina for a while laz nyte for dinner. she wanted to develop bf's pix as well. satu-satu gelap gelita seh...haha. can't be helped lar...trainin under the sun & all. but he told me there were nicer pix before he had to reformat the cam & everythin was lost. quite a pity. oh haslina & i had dinner then she went to get her perfume which smelt real nice!! citrusy & light...clinique happy to be... sth i can connect with. eheh... im very fussy with a lot of stuff. can't help it. prob in the genes or sth. haha...then we slacked at starbucks at the nice, comfy, lush sofa. lurvely...(rollin the rrrr) great, quiet time... juz the both of us. life's troubles & stuff get us down sometimes but that's what life is about..full of challenges & surprises. we muz hav faith in ourselves to get thru everythin...


im feelin broke but im not really broke. haha..hows that possible?? cos i bought my facial wash yesterday since it was finished. decided to switch to skII since im usin the range for toner & essence. the price was an ouch to my pocket but at least it lasts me a loooong time before it's time to replenish the stock. replenishin stock always makes me feel the pain. haha..then again, that's what u get for usin the stuff eh??


gonna crack my brains after this. gotta pray ferz tho. before i lose my motivation, i better get started on it cos i need the mood to complete chinese assns. ciaoz!!

mum's home. bf's home. it's been great. bf touched down last nyte...met him ard 1 last nyte for a drink. dah seminggu tak jumpe...rindu...ehhe. met him again earlier today before i left for tuition to teman him to the bank. he was sweet to send me to the place. thx baby. he's back in camp now. muz u go back dear?? it's a rhetoric qn. of coz.


gotta meet prof waterson tomoro mornin..well, not so mornin ard 11 but stil mornin to me. =) gonna analyse my ideas for the term paper. plannin to start on it this week. & there's stil chinese & urban soci stuff to study for the comin mid-term tests. which are like nxt wk i think. then there's the IRRITATIN & STUPID new media shit which I juz don't farkin understand what she requires of us. aaaaargh!! she's drivin me crazie.


Weekends came & went...with nothin done. feelin a lil panicky...since i didn't do anythin. hav to be on full blast tomoro to catch up with all the work. somehow, i find this sem sucky. maybe it's due to the mods. oh well...another 6 wks to go & the sem's over. persevere...


okiez..gonna wrap up my stuff for tonyte. gonna hav an early nyte (i'll try...). hopin to be fresh tomoro to face everythin that is in store for me. books, papers, films...here i come...






i do hope i get it. Insya-Allah

oh laz nyte i had a call from amp wantin me to teach a gp of K2s english & math. 8 of them. but i've got lessons til 6 on tuesday so i had to pass. but it's good $$ tho. 25 bucks an hr. oh well... they said they'll call me for other assns.


i retrieved sth from the mail when i reached home from skul. a booklet. sth caught my eye. depression & its symptoms. flipped thru it. one of the symptoms - loss of appetite. proves to be true for me. feelin down too at times but not major. not sure if i'm REALLY sufferin from depression. appetite hasn't improved. i dunno lar....sigh.


dunno what else to say. guess i'll juz log off...nytez everyone.

in 'asyurah's room now...wana & 'asy practicin their thai while i'm playin ard with her laptop. hehe... she has irritatin neighbours tho...keep screamin & screamin like monkeys, vulgar monkeys at that. they've been screamin since we ferz reached 'asy's room.


oooh forgot to blog bout the movie i caught with nina that night - the longest yard. damn hilarious. pretty good show. had a few good laughs. they hav a few famous ppl casted in it too...partly cos it's an mtv production.


been searchin for ehtnographic stuff since term assignment's up & loaded. mid-term break nxt wk but think i'll be spendin most of my time in skul cos gotta view the films in the lib. & hav to study for upcomin tests too. time flies damn fast...already 6 wks of skul & what hav i learnt?? hmmm..haven't had time to sit down & think bout that. hav been readin but...haha.


i've been so dead for skul these days. dunno why. but i'm pretty much awake after classes!! mutual response i guess. sheesh...


spendin time in 'asy's room cos i gotta wait til 4 to collect my laptop sleeve which i ordered with the arts club. it's so leceh seh. the time is so inflexible & hav to collect it by today. why can't they make it earlier rite?? ended class at 12 but i've been killin time since then to wait for the collection time.hope it turns out nice...ordered one with red furry material. hee!


hmmm....nash & wana are asleep & 'asy's been to the toilet. makin me sleepy as well. gonna hit the bed when i reach home i guess. thinkin of hittin town tonyte juz to look at stuff but gotta wake up early to fetch mummie from the airport tomoro mornin. good thing that aunty faridah's fetchin me to the airport cos she wanna fetch mum too. gotta sleep early lar tonyte...nanti besok takleh bngn. already slept late last nyte & ready to fall flat on my face juz now. oh & my urban soci lecturer was so garang today!! he approached me & handed me a piece of paper since we're each to ask at least a qn durin lecture period for the semester. i've not asked any for the past weeks & he recognises me since i'm so bising durin tutorial so he was like, take one & write your qn. i was goin damn it! haha...told him to read it last & he had to say it over the mike. okay, read yours last. how bitchy is that?? hahah...but it was all in the name of fun. nice guy.


oh well, lookin forward to break nxt wk. lookin forward to some me time on top of all that studyin & research..hopefully...

i had a great time yesterday!! the bez in a long while! met up with 2 of my greatest frens & we zoomed off to jb for a fabulous time!! plannin tanak spend ar konon..hehe...yeah sure.


okay...full story..from the top. went down to haslina's workplace ferz cos i ended skul early. spent time at SNEC for a while, got to noe new faces. then we headed to queen street...wanted to kill time so we decided to take the bus down while waitin for raudah to come cos she's gonna be late since she had to send her cat to the vet. but we stil had to wait for her!! haha... at least there's company so it wasn't too bad but the day was freakin hot! & i was in singlet. gawd... anyway, raudah finally came & we're on our way!! uh huh...


ferz stop after changin our $$ was city square (think that's the name of the shoppin mall). baru masuk tak sampai 5 mins & i found a pair of shoes which were perfect to me! haha... cos i needed sth not too high & black & it helps that it was pointed so it was sth diff from what i've acquired. was thinkin of wearin them for my interviews...hehe..think so far. haven't even finish my studies. but bein prepared is good rite?? so that pair of shoes was the only thing i bought durin the short trip. didn't even plan to buy anythin!! but i was glad i bought it. *beamz* haslina & raudah bought quite a number of stuff tho!! they did plan to shop anyway...hehe..


had a short break in between shoppin. ate at this portugese place which didn't seem portugese. seemed more like western to me. had 2 chicken wings & was full. that was around 6+. i only had a banana earlier when i was over at haslina's workplace. dunno what's wrong with me. later at nyte we headed to singgah slalu & had a pretty good spread i muz say. & we had shisha too!! apple flavour...but it was a tad too sweet. hahah..that was pretty good fun. ppl muz think i'm bad influence or sth...but it's juz shisha!!


was dead beat when i reached home. had 8 am lecture this mornin which i didn't attend. oooops!! couldn't wake up cos my back was achin & i had a slight migraine. came for the irritatin sucky 1 hr new media tutorial tho. such a waste of time i muz say. went home & slept again.


hey gerlz...we shld meet up more often aye?? that was pure fun!! love ya gfs!! takes my mind away from loads of stuff too which is a good thing.


didn't eat much which is so not me. if this goes on the bf's gonna find out & worry. haslina said maybe i'm under stress. yeah i am a lil cos of skul. guess i'm also not in the best of moods lately. depression can hit me faster than u can say motorcycle. but thing is i don't even noe what i'm depressed about. i'm not havin probz with bf, the rest of my life are goin fine. somehow i can juz sit & get depressed bout life. Life...it's a wonder sometimes. i can end up cryin for no reason. maybe it's pressure. but from what?? but it's not too bad..sth that i can stil hav control over i guess. maybe it's juz a phase. things were fine durin skul vacation.


startin the day at 8 tomoro. gotta hav my beauty sleep. sweet dweamz to everyone...& i'm waitin with anticipation for bf's return. i miss you.






P/S: i'm here for you should u need a friend. our friendship goes way back even before i met ure bro. we went thru a lot back in sec skul & things won't change juz becoz we don't meet everyday anymore. i love you dearly cos i think ure one of the greatest ppl i noe. thank u for a beautiful frenship. don't bottle up everythin inside cos it's not healthy.i wanna see u happy always...i hope u'll find that happiness soon

bf called juz now to say that he was leavin. feelin better today altho i'm feelin super lethargic. wil my menses juz come?? my breasts are sore & fillin out of my bra, back hurts at times...etc etc. symptoms of a girl's monthly best friend. oh back to the lethargic thingee. bf thought i was sad. ehhe...i was but it's not too bad. juz sad that there's no way of contactin him!! guess that's the reason why i was feelin like crap last nyte cos he didn't bring his mobile along for the trip. cannot call or sms!!


gonna catch 'the longest yard' with nina later tonyte. promised her. poor thing lar...mum's away so no one for her to go out with. she was home durin the weekends. so kesian. so decided to catch the movie with her. never even heard of the movie but she wants to watch it so what the heck. juz watch it.


spent the day at bf's place yesterday cos there was kenduri. it was okay xcept for the stares of some makciks since my hair is coloured i guess. dunno & don't care. haha. ure not my mum. haha...bitchy me. but seriously, i don't care what others say lar. as long as i'm happy. but the sis was nice as always. hafiz was cute...haha...teased him til he was furious!! & lookin forward to meetin haslina & raudah this wed! it's been a long time...


for the ferz time in weeks i actually ate 2 tim sum paos for breakfast!! that's a lot considerin how much i've been eatin the past few wks. usually if there's tim sum for breakfast, i'll hav half of a pao or at most 1. i was so full juz now i was ready to puke. i'm super full these days that's why i can't eat a lot. ppl say i'm dietin or nak jaga badan...haha...no lar. i juz can't seem to eat these days. juz lookin at the food is enuf to satisfy my stomach. i should order half of the portion when i buy food ar...maybe can get half price!! haha...


i'm so sleepy now. no matter how much i sleep, it never seems sufficient to satisfy my tiredness. gonna slack off for a while before headin for tuition later...adios!

i'm not in the mood...to do anythin. supposed to read for tuesday's tutorial but i can't bring myself to read. totally doesn't match my mood rite now. gotta do chinese...BUT screw it. i'm not patient enuf to learn chinese characters tonyte. so wat do i wanna do? i juz wanna layan my own feelins. i felt really fine till he called.


take care dear & enjoy the experience. i'll be here waitin for your return.


i hate feelin like this. never experienced this before. not even when he had to leave for holiday trips. why am i turnin so dependent?? get a grip. maybe it's juz tonyte & i hav to owe it to my crampy stomach which is on-and-off. expectin menses...maybe that's why i'm turnin too emotional. is that good?? or bad? watever it is, i miss you. & gonna miss you even more. altho he hasn't left yet cos the flight's tomoro but it feels like he has cos there's no way for me to contact him.


hope the week does get by soon...

acap's discharged on wednesday. thx to everyone who was concerned. mcm celebrity ever since he was admitted...hehe...thx to my blog no doubt. but all's well & i'm pretty relieved.


times like these that i really respect & salute mum for watever she does. she's to juggle work, sickness at times (like the recent incident) , keep the children in order like $$ & stuff, pay the bills...the list goes on. these are mandatory daily (well, almost) things of which i've never realised their importance. i was soo tired & stressed durin acap's stay in the hospital cos i had to settle lots of stuff for mummie & was spendin all my free time at the hospital daily. sooo tirin. mothers..they're god sent. somehow they do complete all the chores effortlessly. anyway mum was sweet bout this whole thing lar. she knew i was tired & stressed with all the responsibilities & she apologised for havin to dump it all on me. cos she called me on one of the days & i didn't sound too good. partly cos i had a tiff with acap as well. mummie & bibik are returnin nxt sat...time sure flies.


anyway, mummie has like sooo many freakin letters sent daily. & i've to take a look at them & pay whichever is required. credit card bills hav to be paid, phone bills are paid thru charges to the card...juz listin them down so i can remember which bills to pay. & some are paid thru online. can't rem which. wil only noe once i open up the statement. then there's all the cosmetics & sales mails which i've set aside. the stocks & shares statements to be put aside too...& a whole lot of other categories of mails. stressful seh...haha..cos i'm so blur bout which to pay & which not to as of yet. cos i couldn't rem some of the things that mie told me before she left.


this wil last for bout another wk before mie returns & resumes her tasks. haha... think i've had enuf of bein in charge for now. it's always been bout me, myself & i (selfish i noe) & it's kinda a big change to keep track of the whereabouts of my siblings. but it has opened up my eyes to a fact of reality that at some point of time in my life, i wil hav to experience it for myself. it's also taught me to be ready for any emergency & to handle it calmly & with order.


screw the week for now cos weekends are here! woop dee doo! meetin my baby tomoro..lookin forward to that. nina's buggin me to go swimmin tomoro but i've to teach tuition at my aunt's place. okiez, gonna catch my channel 8 drama...which is a must cos it's the last episode!! ta...! enjoy the weekends ppl!! *mwackz*

nina with an evil gleeful smile before she devours her share =) 

kak ina came with food for everyone!! 

wat?? 

i wanna go home..he literally said this juz before i snapped the pix!! oh & his fringe is tinged with blonde streaks in case ure wonderin what that is on his hair... 

nina enjoyin herself while the bro looks bored 

i'm dazed... 

can't get back to sleep after wakin up for subuh so i decided to print my notes. hence the early entry. gonna be sooo tired later...i can foresee it. haha...


visited acap yesterday & sempat snap pix seh!! the poor guy was sick & there i was snappin away. downgraded him to class B1 cos i think class A is gonna be too lonely for him. now he's stuck in a room with 2 others. but one of his neighbours was so blardy noisy lar!! i felt like punchin his face cos he was makin a hell lot of noise, like the tv which was supposed to be plugged in & heard thru the headphones were removed, so the tv was like practically blarin so much so that it pissed me off big time. i was goin to go over to scream at the old man but acap stopped me. told me that the ppl ard him were sick. don't make trouble. stupid old ppl. sometimes i really can't stand them. so inconsiderate. told him that if he can't stand them juz tell me lar. i'll inform the nurse to upgrade him. at least then he has a room to himself to make all the noise he wans without botherin others. grrr.... but acap's more patient than me. that is a fact. i would hav juz stomped & screamed if i was sick & the person beside is so blardy inconsiderate. wat do i care whether ure sick or dyin or anythin. that's ure freakin prob man. others need their rest too.


oh acap's diagnosed with dengue fever. he's literally stuck in bed cos there should be minimal movement. pretty rimas ar... with the drip & stuff. hav to inform the nurse even when wantin to visit the toilet which is juz a few paces away. poor guy. he was much better tho yesterday. his appetite is startin to return altho not to the original state. but at least he's eatin. & hospital food sux. haha... not surprisin. nina & i visited the shops at level 1 before goin up to see him & he was like askin for our food. haha... told kak ina to buy it for him on the way up cos she was on the way to the hospital. & the guy is loaded now. ppl who visit him gave him $$. haha... one of the perks for bein in hospital i guess. & it's a good thing that i'm 21 cos it's possible for me to sign his admission documents. if not, leceh seh cos i'm the next of kin. watever it is, his fever's subsided & that's a good progress. juz hav to pray that his platelets will increase.


feelin a lil down. & lonely too at times. not sure why. sigh...


gettin sleepy now...guess i'll juz lie down for a while cos skul starts at 2 today. but gonna upload pix before i zonk off. ta...

had dinner with the dearest bf laz nyte. poor him has to work tonyte due to lack of manpower i guess. he was juz pissed with the fact that his weekends were burnt. i empathize... that totally sucks i noe...especially when weekends are the only time of the week that he can indulge himself which is precisely why i decided to surprise him tomoro evenin. *smilez* only if i can make it tho. cos something cropped up...bro fell sick. suspected dengue fever. made the trip down to the hospital earlier this evenin but his blood test results were on the borderline. his blood platelets weren't low enuf tho for him to be admitted which is a relief for him cos hospital's such a bore. hav to return tomoro for another blood test to observe his blood platelets. kinda tired juz waitin at the emergency dept.


went out with nina earlier tho. headed to chai chee to get my long awaited sushi!! yummy!! i knew how much bf loves sushi so i got a pack for him. planned to juz surprise him tomoro before he leaves for work at nyte. but now that i've to make my way down to the hospital,i'm not so sure that i can make it to bf's place on time. wil juz hav to see how the day goes tomoro. but i do pray acap's fine. i've to make a call to his skul to inform simon gani on mon to inform them that he's not able to sit for his exams this comin week. muz rem to do that before i leave for tuition...


nina & i had ice-cream at swensens earlier this afnoon. nice :) we're juz absolute fans of ice-cream. heheh...


another day has passed & one more day to go before the start of a new week. doesn't time fly by so fast..especially when i'm spendin time with you. last nyte felt really short. another long wait...with readins as my company for the week. i miss u...words as simple as these mean a lot.


as i take the bus home from skul, it triggers off sth in me...wonderin whether haslina is doin fine. reason bein the bus always passes by ngee ann poly. i noe she's bz with work but i hope she's doin great. it's been quite some time since we laz met & caught up with things. maybe we can do that someday... tk care dear friend. tho i may not be aware of the things goin on in ure life rite now, i hope things are goin great.


good nyte everyone. this is one of the super rare saturday nights that i'm home. haha... mummie would be glad. sleep tite & sweet dreamz... *twinkle*

hie! 

the family 

acap havin a fierce look..cos he's really not feelin well, with mummie. 

bibik, mummie & me 

juz came home from sendin mummie & bibik off at the airport. went for their umrah trip. they'll be back on the 17th. til then i'm responsible for everythin. acap's sick now...kinda worried. his exams are nxt wk...hope he gets better soon. i've to monitor him now that mum's away.


i'm spotty now. everytime i look into the mirror, i cringe at the sight of my spots. they're gettin better by the day, but i really hate them!! plz go away...fast! i blame it on skul. seriously. i attended skul at the ferz few wks with clean skin only to hav them ard this time!! aaargh!! muz be the amt of skul work & stress that i'm experiencin now. seriously, i'm so freakin tired. soo many readins & i feel stressed everytime i read them cos there's juz so many!! i noe...this is super selfish on my part, rantin & wailin abt sth as trivial as spots (but they're a huge matter to me!!) when others out there are sufferin from hunger or handicapped or sth more serious that can lead to deficiency but this is a HUGE matter to me. plz go away..plz plz...


i've other things on my mind but i juz can't put it into words now. i'm worried bout some things. somehow, i juz can't pen it down. i juz hope things would turn out for the better soon. only time wil tell i guess. but i don't know how much more time is needed. it's been too long now...


anyway, let the pix do the talkin. pssst...how often do u actually see me don the head dress? hehe...