he was being such a bitch last nyte. wil not mention names here.
his bitchiness is gettin on my nerves.
im not one who's known for patience. & he juz sassed me.
gawddamnit!
but can't really say much due to his position.
i juz hav to swallow it all in.
damnit!!
im soooo blardy freakin pissed.
i can't wait for all this shit to be over.
aaaargh!!!


my tension headache stil bugs me... on & off.
it's there wen i wake up.
it's there wen im tired.
it's there in the mornin.. at times.
a lil worried. wonderin why it's lingerin for so long now...


i've wrapped up childhood & youth but i juz can't seem to get myself started on that freakin report for my biz mod.
somebody help me.
i NEED to freakin write sth.
i've the ideas but somehow i juz can't open up a new word document to type it all out.
there are days like the past few days where i can juz switch on the laptop & my fingers do the talkin. so im done with the assn in 2 days.
yeah, 2 days are all i need.
& they're like 3000 word essay or more.
& this freakin report is soooo short but i juz can't type it out.
think it's the fact that i've not read the materials... or comprehend it actually since i've read it.
it's too blardy freakin borin & im too freakin tired of writin essay after essay after essay. & to think i've only completed 2.
think it's the last sem thingee.
not sure if anyone else is feelin the same way as i do.
sure i love to write... on subjects that interest me of coz!!


im juz too farkin pissed off tonyte.
think that's why everythin juz feels so wrong.
bleagh.

done with 2 assns.
started on the childhood & youth one today & im juz left with one paragraph, which i've to read up some article.
too lazy to do that now. so yes, i'd love to say im done with it.
99% done at least.
givin myself the benefit of the doubt. hehe. gotta hand in the south asian one tomoro.
so 2 down... not sure how many more to go.
hmmmm... lemme see.
1. GEK 1039 report
2. SEA art pjct
3. SEA report
oh.. that's not too bad i guess. accordin to the submission dates.
& GEK 1039 test comin up in 2 wks on the 7th, same as the submission date of the report.
oh well, i win some i lose some. there's no exam for this mod hence the test.


last nyte my baby came over to collect his cds which i burnt.
i was clad in cj t-shirt & shorts. & he asked me to go to arthar for supper!!
haha.. that was the ferz seh. never been out of my house in that before lar!
ayang was like.. like go to the mkt like that is it?? & i was like... even if i go to the mkt, im better dressed than that lar!
so embarrassin... luckily at nyte. & coffeeshop, so okay lar.
thx for the supper baby.
this wk has been tirin for him. so im really happy to meet him even for a while cos he came over ard 10 & he had to go to work this mornin.


im wonderin if i should visit the gym tomoro.
haven't gone in ages!! but it's all the freakin way in orchard.
if ure wonderin, yupz... california fitness.
courtesy of mum. hehe.
gotta do sth bout my fitness level.
went for a free med check-up held in skul. everythin's normal.. & the nurse was like, keep up the good exercise & healthy diet. im like... wat exercise?? haha... healthy diet? hmmm... can lar. im not really into oily food & stuff.


irving didn't log on tonyte. i really need to consult him reg my photos & design.
gotta do it fast!
i'll juz hav to e-mail him & see wat he says.
thot i could juz send him the files thru msn & direct guidance from him.
that'd be time savin.
oh well....


i've got lec tomoro. juz 2 hrs. & that's skul for me.
hate days like this. so tirin.
hav to wake up early juz for 2 hrs of skul. not even 2 hrs.
but i've to hand in my assn tomoro so that gives me a reason not to skip it.
but... i've never skipped the lec to begin with.
haha... not gonna start now.
2 wks left of skul & im free...
in fact, i think it's only 1 wk left of skul.
the 2nd wk's like for mods that can't finish on time or sth.
4 wks before exams... surprisingly, im pretty calm.
not hyperventilatin or sth. haha...
xcept for 1 mod which i've no freakin idea wat the lecturer wil ask! *gasp*
but i'll consult him soon... to ease my fears.


alriteyz... it's time for met to hit the snooze button.
gd nyte!

done with 2 assns.
started on the childhood & youth one today & im juz left with one paragraph, which i've to read up some article.
too lazy to do that now. so yes, i'd love to say im done with it.
99% done at least.
givin myself the benefit of the doubt. hehe. gotta hand in the south asian one tomoro.
so 2 down... not sure how many more to go.
hmmmm... lemme see.
1. GEK 1039 report
2. SEA art pjct
3. SEA report
oh.. that's not too bad i guess. accordin to the submission dates.
& GEK 1039 test comin up in 2 wks on the 7th, same as the submission date of the report.
oh well, i win some i lose some. there's no exam for this mod hence the test.


last nyte my baby came over to collect his cds which i burnt.
i was clad in cj t-shirt & shorts. & he asked me to go to arthar for supper!!
haha.. that was the ferz seh. never been out of my house in that before lar!
ayang was like.. like go to the mkt like that is it?? & i was like... even if i go to the mkt, im better dressed than that lar!
so embarrassin... luckily at nyte. & coffeeshop, so okay lar.
thx for the supper baby.
this wk has been tirin for him. so im really happy to meet him even for a while cos he came over ard 10 & he had to go to work this mornin.


im wonderin if i should visit the gym tomoro.
haven't gone in ages!! but it's all the freakin way in orchard.
if ure wonderin, yupz... california fitness.
courtesy of mum. hehe.
gotta do sth bout my fitness level.
went for a free med check-up held in skul. everythin's normal.. & the nurse was like, keep up the good exercise & healthy diet. im like... wat exercise?? haha... healthy diet? hmmm... can lar. im not really into oily food & stuff.


irving didn't log on tonyte. i really need to consult him reg my photos & design.
gotta do it fast!
i'll juz hav to e-mail him & see wat he says.
thot i could juz send him the files thru msn & direct guidance from him.
that'd be time savin.
oh well....


i've got lec tomoro. juz 2 hrs. & that's skul for me.
hate days like this. so tirin.
hav to wake up early juz for 2 hrs of skul. not even 2 hrs.
but i've to hand in my assn tomoro so that gives me a reason not to skip it.
but... i've never skipped the lec to begin with.
haha... not gonna start now.
2 wks left of skul & im free...
in fact, i think it's only 1 wk left of skul.
the 2nd wk's like for mods that can't finish on time or sth.
4 wks before exams... surprisingly, im pretty calm.
not hyperventilatin or sth. haha...
xcept for 1 mod which i've no freakin idea wat the lecturer wil ask! *gasp*
but i'll consult him soon... to ease my fears.


alriteyz... it's time for met to hit the snooze button.
gd nyte!

finale pix... before we crashed 

ah... reflection is a must 

nash.. the narcissistic queen... hehe 

after 2 rounds of sheesha.. stil lookin perky 

raudah's too shagged & high... nash dah takleh maintain! 

maherah's feelin the high... haslina buat bodoh.. me tryin hard to open the damn bottle... 

candid! 

without flash... a lil shaky... but cool. warm, cozy ambience 

oh my gawd.. i look dishevelled! look at my hair! 

haslina 

nash showin off her lubang hidung... haha! 

waduh... manis sungguh! 

goofy... hehehe 

the 3 besties... dunno wat nash is doin?! 

2 lovely ladies 

nash-raudah 

hmmm... me & nash both whacked... maherah stil maintain her sweetness 

the narcissistic side of us 

i think haslina misses me too much she wans to kiss me! haha... 

takin a photo of nash takin a photo of us... sempat posin!! 

last nyte was sheesha nyte.

a complete gatherin of 5 girls... which is very rare.

al-majlis... as usual, the staff were unfriendly & soooo mat-tish. gawd.

like i always say, it all boils down to the freakin race or i should say ethnicity in sociological terms.

unfriendly service, bad work attitude.

yes, im a racist. haha... even if it is against my own race!! oh wat the fark...

anyway, last nyte was fun. lots of marriage & sexual talk.

stripper comin into the pix & all... haha!

lookin forward to that hen nyte!

was supposed to go for some wayang kulit performance on sunday but it totally slipped my mind til nash msged me! but it was too late.

out with mie... natas fair again.

every year... good deals i guess.

anyway, mie's always like... let's juz go see wat they hav to offer. won't really take up the offer. then, she'll sign up for sth & off we go.

this is like the dunno-how-many-times she's done that.

but at least this is like early.

my 17th b-dae trip to bangkok was like told to me a few days in advance.

so this time round, im leavin in june.

stil not sure bout the weather cos the weather forecast can't give out info too much in advance.

i've a feelin it's gonna be a trip full of visits to castles & museums.

cos that's wat they're famous for.

& a looooong flight of 17 hrs due to transit.

13+ hrs if direct flight.

both flights are stil T-I-R-I-N-G.

& i'll only return juz in time for my admission to NIE.

so hopefully all goes well.

oh & i juz received a letter from CPF last nyte.

wil be receivin 600 bucks! yay!

haha... some get more. think it's the house value or household or sth.

didn't really take a look at it closely. saw the value & shoved the letter to mie. she read everythin else. haha...

im juz happy im gettin the money.

that's in may. sth to look forward to. hehe

before that, it's birthday in april! lookin forward to it altho bombarded with pre-exam stress & assns.

can't wait to spend it with my loved ones!

& i always tell ppl im an expensive baby. my birth date's the last day for ppl to file for their taxes! so pay up ppl!

haha...

we played with the gamelan instruments yesterday. it was fun!! uh huh! hit! hit! hit! & no... it didn't contribute to my headache. thank gawd for that. hehe. gonna hav more music lessons for the next few wks! yayness! haven't kept in touch with the musical side of me for so long. piano's been left untouched by me for years...


btw irving gave us his msn addie should we need to talk to him reg ind pjct. cool huh? never had a lecturer like that b4. which means can stil keep in touch after graduation! haha...


i vetted my south asian paper juz now. juz left with the limitations part cos im really lost there. i've no idea wat to write!! startin on my understandin careers paper. gotta carry out my interview ferz. plannin to complete by this sunday. yeah...


another performance to catch this sunday at Singapore Art Museum. wayang kulit. think it's gonna be fun. hee! gonna watch it with nash & wana... more destressin time. i love it! reminds me of Brother in cjc. study all u wan durin wkdays. hav ure wkends to ureself. go watch movie... do watever. haha.. that's my principal for u. my principal back then... like 3 yrs ago.


wanted to look for a new bag juz now but it was rainin wen i wanted to leave the house so scrap the idea. went back to sleep wen i woke up at 11+! slept again at 2. heh... so it's work work work tonyte. thurs tomoro, which means skul. aaargh. mornin start. dread. & tuition after skul. cancelled on monday cos of the terrible migraine. gotta look at things positively. think bright thots, happy thots. somehow i hate thurs even tho my day is short. i prefer my fridays albeit the bitchy hours & i hav a hard time stayin awake in mornin class. haha... dunno why. thursdays are usually quite tame. but stil... think it's the mornin thingee... juz puts me off. big time.


okay, think im borin everyone with this entry. on another note, last nyte was a cool tour of our small island! courtesy of my fav person... the bf. lovely...

time for some chomp chomp at tong seng after performance... more like supper. 

i look so evil... i like!! 

my cute sissy... outside pizza hut with some construction works... haha 

a lil shaky...but stil nice... hahha 

don't the costumes look so pretty?? i juz love my new cam... eheh...