*purr* 

best fren 

the flower dat adds colour to my bookshelve.Mie,Nina & I have each got one...in different colours 

mouse-y distractin me from studyin 

ipod sittin pretty 

good things come in pairs : lychee-mangue

the chicken wing dat i devoured shamelessly

aaah...food.glorious pasta 

hehe..notice the eyes? 

the mouse dat Mie bought for me.Nina said it looks like me! 

tryin to immitate my mouse-y which Mie bought for me

Nina tryin to mock my mum cos Mie's eyes are slitty wen she smiles...hehe 

ooooh..he looks sooo adorable!haha...i can't resist dis pix 

*smile* 

both super full now...& dats my bowl of ice-cream.Lurve dis pix! 

im hungry...iz dis cooked yet? 

Great Weekend

I had a blast the past wkend!here's how it went...
Fri-spent the whole day wif the bf.ate @ Seoul Garden cos i had such a huge cravin for the food there.& he loved the place cos it's all u can eat since it's a buffet rite?anyway,he declares himself & me PIGGIES!haha...well,i simply adore eatin.but i can't eat as much as him of coz.watched Guess Who? & it really was a great movie!made me laff so much!really like the racist theme...pretty political.had such a blast wif him dat day dat i reached home only ard 3+ in the mornin!time simply flies wen im havin fun.& i feel dat it's the best gift dat he can give me...his time.it means so much more to me den any other material stuff altho a diamond ring would definitely be a bonus!hehe...but yeah,i had a wonderful b-dae celebration *beamz*


Sat-had to teach tuition in the mornin.Mie wanted to meet up after dat so met her at tampines since the kid stays in tampines.oh,did i mention im teachin my nephew on sats?on mondays i've to teach another gerl down at amk.anyway,nina wanted to catch Guess Who? so i watched it again...twice!stil made me laff tho.acap went to sentosa wif his frenz dat mornin & was hangin out in town in the evening so he din join us.
mie asked wat was great to eat at tm & i told her maybe we could try bali thai since mie hasn't tried it b4 but she doesn't wanna eat rice.my family doesn't really favour rice so fine.im not up for rice either.told her there's breeks & swensens.mie doesn't like breeks.okay...so dat leaves us wif swensens.told her dat i felt like havin north indian food down at holiday inn,not the one opp far east but the other one nearer to dhoby ghaut but nina was too lazy to travel.haha!izit my b-dae or not?but im fine wif it.anythin goes wif me.im not so cerewet ar.so we settled for swensens.went shoppin after dat & i bought lipglosses which are absolutely yummy!hehe..
oh apparently,acap & mat(haris' frenz) saw me tryin on the glosses at the lancome booth & called out my name but as usual,im oblivious to their calls.haha...til the bf had to call me dat they saw me!haha..but my baby understands cos he gets dat from me a lot too!


Mon-met priya after tuition & we slacked at simpang bedok.had a blast catchin up wif her since we haven't met in ages!but she had to fly off early today so we had to leave early laz nyte for her to get enuf rest.we were so bz talkin dat we forgot to take pix!nxt time...im supposed to call her after my exams so we can meet up again.yay!so fun!!can't wait!i simply love her to pieces...not as much as i love my baby tho..hehe


& i'd like to thank everyone for their thoughtfulness for msgin or callin me on my b-dae...my baby,Kak Ina,Mummie,Acap,Abang Dan,Priya,Haslina,Nashitah,Wana,Frinn...did i miss anyone else?sorry if i did but dis is all i can rem rite now.but thx guys!I LOVE ALL OF U!& yeah,if ure wonderin,my family msged me as well.hehe..


im supposed to meet up wif Frinn,Haslina & Priya after the exams.can't wait!we'll make plans yeah?i juz hav to get thru dis mth ferz...
oh,& random shots wil be uploaded...enjoy!

juz got back from watchin 'The Sound of Music'.watched it wif Mummie & Nina.
it was a great production!loved it...but the cathedral scenes seemed a lil boring to me.they were these dark scenes wif boring songs...din really sound like hymns to me since it was a theatre production.haha!no offence ppl...it's juz wat's been portrayed on stage.got a pretty good view of the stage.esp loved the youngest girl in the play...Gretel.she's super cute!think she's only about 4 or so?she's damn cute!& she yawned twice durin the play!haha!isn's dat juz adorable?can't blame her tho...poor kid.been performin every nyte since it commenced & it's prob waaay past her bedtime.oooh...& i bought absolutely divine chocz from dis choc shop in esplanade!yummy!& strawberry coated chocolates!mmm...& mie bought dis tin container from the shop.absolutely adorable...wif a cat on the cover. *miao*


bf came over yesterday and juz now & comin over again tomoro!& we've plans for friday...of coz.haha.seein him almost everyday these days!but i lurve it...lurve every minute spendin time wif him.


i saw dis adorable mini skirt at bugis the other day.dorothy perkins.din buy it dat day cos i thot it made me look fat.but now,i can't seem to get it off my mind!haha...thinkin of gettin it but i never seem to hav the time to travel down these days.i wanna get sooo many things dis mth...vit c essence,skirt,perfume.okay,maybe not so many after all.


okiez,gotta study now & den get my beauty sleep.plannin to trim my hair tomoro b4 the bf comes over so i gotta wake up early.adios...

got back tourism paper on wed.B+.yay!haha...pretty okay grade i guess. gp assn...a lil conflict on structure,so says Douglas.he's sooo meticulous on structure and grammar for the papers he marks.& pointed out dat our referencin should be accordin to social sciences method & not the humanities style.well,he's the ferz to point dat out in my 2 yrs in NUS.the other tutors & lecturers seem fine with any kind of referencin method.there's the harvard method,chicago style...bla bla bla.anyway,yeah,wil keep dat in mind Doug.thx for the feedback.wil use it for my other sems' assns.

collected my race paper juz now.B+ as well.a lil disappointed cos could hav done better.but well,it's been marked.prof said dat could hav been a better paper if i had interviewed more den 1 person.yeah,i noe.stated dat in my limitations.can't reflect the general consensus of the population due to super small sample size.i din hav the time to do dat cos i started on the paper only like 3 days b4 the dateline!!haha...hectic month of march lar.shld hav better time management nxt time.wil try.yup,definitely.& prof pointed out dat i could hav used the concept of 'ethnorace' by Goldberg.yar...y din i use dat?totally din think of it while writin for the paper.aaargh...anyway,there is 'more potential' in my paper (quotin him) & it could hav been an A paper.aaaargh...okay...no point regrettin now but i really could hav done a better paper if i had time in my hands.oh boy. hav to collect deviance paper on mon.hope it's gonna be a gd grade as well. MNO & social theory papers?i really hav no idea wen.no e-mails,smses,zilch.so wil juz hav to depend on my frenz for info i guess.such nerve-wreckin 'events'.

started studyin for deviance yesterday.left wif lec 9-11 now.met gana in his office juz now.apparently he noes dat i've 2 papers on the 26th which is my ferz day of exams.y?cos he's buddies wif my race prof.gana was his student.both of them noe me by name.gawd.intimidatin at times but can be pretty advantageous for me too if i need their help.hehehe.gana was like 'do u noe dat u've deviance paper & race paper on the same day?'yeah,i noe gana.told him it was gonna be my 'suicide' day.one paper's at 1,the other's at 5.haha...& he has such confidence in me.think he's tryin to build up my confidence or sth.told me not to worry.juz study all my concepts & theories.should be fine.dats y im startin on deviance now.after deviance,race.& it goes on...til the exam dates.

okiez...gonna hav my dinner in a while.almost 7 now.den wil prob start studyin again.unless Mie has plans of coz.i really feel like i need to get out more often.stayin at home too much means i've to go on studyin....haha.hav a gud wkend guys!tata!

im missin him so much.why?
miss his smile,his touch...everythin.
it's like i've not seen him for sooo long yet,we juz met up the other nyte.
maybe i miss spendin time wif him.it doesn't matter wat we do.it's the time together dat counts.even a simple dinner would be sufficient.but one can never get enuf of a good thing.i really hav to agree wif the person who came up wif dat statement.so true.


oh baby...i miss u so...


so wat did i do today to take my mind of him?study.yeah,u heard me rite.was readin on 'fuckin tourists' for my tourism mod.yeah,it's a sociological readin.sounds crude but it's not.it's really a political,economical & sociological,of coz,outlook on sex tourism.pretty interestin read.gonna continue studyin after dis.exams are comin man...hav to start revisin my stuff which i hav like a million articles to go thru again!hehe...exaggaratin as usual but i do hav a lot.really a lot.oh well,a few more wks to go...


now,there's another collection to acap's gamin stuff.the xbox.he has like PS,PS2 & xbox.he has all 3 freakin machines.he only has a pair of hands.i dunno wat he needs 3 freakin machines for!?got it somewhere laz wk i tink.not very sure.one day,it juz appeared in my room.but tink he lent abg dan his PS.so he has sth to play with while at his wife's place i guess.guys...i'll never understand wat the craze for games is all about.


skul tomoro.sucky.sem's comin to an end so i only hav to go to skul like twice dis wk.mon and tomoro.nxt wk lagi bez.mon only.haha!since all the other lessons are over & done with.cool...now it's the sittin down & not fallin asleep on my readins dat is the challengin part.but i've sth to look forward to nxt wk.ferz up...gonna watch sound of music @ the esplanade theatre since Mie bought the tix.& im turnin 21 nxt wk!so faz seh.den hav to declare my age as 21 oready wen ppl ask.hehe..now im stil officially 20.


hmmm...break's approachin.wonder wat im supposed to do.werk?dat is if i can find one.slack?slackin too much can cause absolute boredom like how i felt after a levels.slacked for about 2 mths,cannot tahan oready.bored like hell.desperate for a job.thankfully found one.but werk can get pretty boring too.after a while,i juz dread goin to werk.so monotonous.mundane...zzz...wil worry bout dat later.now,hav to worry for exams ferz & talk bout break plans later.adios!gonna study now...

had the ferz lesson wif the Farah kid juz now.pretty okay.
she's sooo quiet but i assume dat it's the ferz lesson.stil shy & reserved...i guess.
she's my mum's colleague's daughter who's in P4.Farah Liyana.interestin name i thot.2 hrs went pretty faz.din feel draggy tho i thot dat it would at ferz.


handed in my laz assn for dis sem juz now.whew!sooo relieved.no more stress for me....for a while.skin's takin quite a toll on stress these daes.but wat can i do?the paz few wks were hell..to put it simply.so now,it's juz gonna be bout me,me,me.more time for myself these days...aaah...finally.no more alienation of the self.


i met my baby laz nyte.hee!sooo happie.hav missed him a great deal.
accompanied him to jb.met him ard 11 30 under my block & off we went.weather din look too promisin laz nyte but we decided to risk it.life's a gamble.haha!
anyway,there was dis idiotic mat who gave me the creeps.

• ferz, at spore checkpoint, he kept makin eye contact wif me.avoided him by lookin at the other side of my baby cos he was on my baby's rite.fine,he not happie.
• den at the post where ppl can take the white immigration cards at johore checkpoint,he waited by the side.upon seein us approach,he tagged behind so he's like behind us in the queue while waitin for our passports to be stamped.
• at the money changer,he came after us & parked exactly beside Ayang's bike.im like..wat the fark's ure prob man?

told ayang of coz but he said to juz fark it.he can't do nothin.true..but he gave me the creeps all the same.mats...he can see but he can't touch.hahah!i can't agree more baby!


but there were a lot of ppl seh!considerin the fact dat it was ard 1 in the morn!soo many spore bikes in jb!no werk ar ppl?haha..the qn can be directed to me as well.padahal i've skul today seh..10 in the mornin lec somemore!stil roamin ard in the morn.hehhe...seriously?i dun mind lar.since im spendin time wif my baby.lagi malam lagi bagus.not too heavy traffic & not too hot.he's ridin...needless to say there's not much protection from the weather durin the day.


slacked at the 'shelter' near my place.talked about stuff.serious stuff.which really opens up my eyes dat hey,im not gettin any younger.there's lots of stuff dat i ought to start thinkin about & plan rite now.there's so much more to life den juz skul & assns.career plans,etc....am i ready to embrace it all?i stil feel like im a kid.feels like im growin up too faz.but well,dats life for me.went home ard 3 & wakin up feelin like a car wreck dis mornin.haha!ape taknye,brape jam aje seh tido...


okay,now i wanna hav a loooong,luxurious bath to celebrate my 'freedom' from assns & to indulge in some ME time. *beamz* tata!