dun comment on the double chin. aaargh. i dunno y i look so fat here!! & yes, i realize that i hav plenty of black tops. wanted to wear a blue one initially but decided not to at the last min. should hav worn it to match with bf eh??

dun ask me wat he's doin here. i hav no idea. but he looks droolicious in that blue top... 

dinner last nyte.. mum's too bz with her phone to take notice. heh. 

more baby pix.. i look so stiff while carryin sarah!! i was freakin scared at carryin her!! such a gd baby.. she didn't cry.. & look at those overflowin cheeks! i feel like bitin them!! haha 

im not feelin well & i'll tell u why... it's a lesson learnt.
NEVER take free coffee unless it's from a respected cafe!!
it's true!!
attended a faraidh seminar with mum at SP yesterday.
a whole freakin day seminar on a sunday. bleagh, i noe.
anyway, there was mornin tea break, as they call it.
they served coffee & tea, both with milk. & the food sux btw.
since i dun drink tea with milk, yes, there's a story behind that, i took coffee.
only to find myself coughing & coughing like crazy after the break & sufferin from sorethroat after that.
it was basically brown water. mum took the tea, not much difference.
& we had to pay for the seminar mind u!!
lunch was slightly better... not much.
anyway, the seminar was pretty okay... im aware of most of the stuff mentioned cos mum told me before. initially i didn't wanna go, but mum said it'd be gd for me considerin that im much older now & prob need to think bout it in a few yrs time.
doesn't hurt to gain knowledge rite?


we went to tampines after the seminar which we left earlier, ard 4 cos we didn't wanna sit thru the QnA & listen to the minister talk.
so from dover.. all the way to tampines. fortunately there were seats.
bf met us at tampines. yes. *beamz*
we went scoutin ard tampines after which, we had dinner at telepark, called Restoran Kampong Eden if im not mistaken.
well, the food sux. really.
but we were hungry, no... famished. so wat the heck, the 3 of us juz lapped up the food.
but feelin unsatisfied. haha...
mum left for home but i stayed behind with bf to juz spend time on our own.
of coz i missed him, albeit meetin him last wed. heh.
now, i feel as if there's a whole new level of emotions, or u can say passion, that we feel for each other.
it's a wondrous feelin...


& tomoro, i need to remind myself to get strepsils cos i feel like a croakin frog.
my throat feels soooo croaky!!!
garau... sexy?? i dun think so. it hurts.
at least now i dun feel feverish anymore, after poppin a panadol earlier & gettin my beauty sleep.
speakin of beauty, it's time to put on my mask.
self-indulgence... purely blissful.

one nyte bf came over to use my laptop & i was so bored waitin for him.. so i lay myself down beside him on me bed & snapped away. hehe 

the wonderful frens i made 

Nur Sarrah with her daddy 

i've not blogged in eons!!!
okay, let's see... quite a no of things happened...
ferz up... 19th went great. got a pretty gift which was totally unexpected.
but it was super sweet.. i love it =)
issues were discussed & finally finalised.
i was hyperventilating tho... i couldn't eat the whole day! haha... which is rare.. i noe.


& my newborn niece, Nur Sarrah Binte Syahidan, was borned on the 21st!!
i think that's how the name is spelt... haha.. im not too sure. I didn't take a look at the birth cert.
she's sooo cute!! but she's down with jaundice at this very moment that im typing this.
she's stil in the hospital now... admitted a few days ago.
so poor thing rite?
& that cute lil thing?? she has a wardrobe full of clothes. 47 pieces to be exact & she's only like wat?? 6 days old today!! hehehe... kak leny's mom said.. dun buy anymore clothes for her! she's got too many!!


then it was dinner with colleagues & ex-colleagues from SNEC at Fig & Olive.
it was lovely to finally meet up with all of them.
bf joined us & i, especially, enjoyed his presence. hehe.


last nyte, haslina & i caught 'pretty persuasion' after work. cos i asked her to accompany me to town to get FANCL stuff cos they're havin 20% off storewide. it's a damn gd deal!!
wonderin if i shld head down again later to get more stuff...
anyway, bout the movie, i felt it had an expected ending.
but besides that, i thot it's super scary if someone whom u thot was ure best fren did that to u.
so freaky.


alright, til next update...
lotsa love from me....

lost in shah alam 

Shah Alam KTM Komuter station.. to bring us back to kL cos none of the cabs in shah alam wanted to bring us back. 

the museum was close to Masjid Negara... as indicated by the freelance, unappointed tour guide 

& we finally reached the museum after a 1 hr taxi ride 

more of us 

on the way to shah alam from kL.. bf looks soooo serious. 

i dropped my phone in the toilet on thurs & all my contacts are lost!
aaaaargh!!
i feel soooo lost without it!
cos my phone has been sent for repair.
thank gawd for an extra phone lying around the house...
technology has brought about such dependency.. tsk tsk.


today is THE day.
the clock seems to be ticking faster than usual.
it's getting nearer & nearer.
plz let things turn out fine...


i've cleaned my room & i think it looks presentable.
haha...
cos i didn't really clean every nook & corner.
i didn't touch my 'entertainment' corner cos there's juz too much stuff & it'd give me a headache to sort it out.
cleared my shelves, my table, wiped a lil.. here & there.
so im pretty much satisfied with the condition of my room.
i've yet to clear the high stack of notes on the floor tho.
i can't seem to throw them out.. i dun hav the heart to do so!!
all my hard work of waking up early & staying awake during lectures... oooooh.
& yes, i stil hav some of my A level notes. heh. that's how karang guni i can be.
notes & books are precious!
think i inherited this from my dad. he keeps everything.



juz uploaded pix from my kL trip.
i juz didn't hav the time before cos i went right back to work. & i've been soooo tired since.
this is the time where i can really experience the preciousness of wkends...
everyday is no longer a sunday for me. heh.
which has been for a very looooong time...

results were in yesterday. an A- for my thesis & finally confirming my graduating status.
yay! im officially free!!
& graduating with a better cap score... wat better rite? heh.


& nina got herself a new phone. w800i, the latest from sony erricsson.
nice nice.. great camera.
acap got his 810i a few mths back.
i noe mum is plannin to get one...
so that leaves only me. haha.
soooo.... shld i get a new phone too?? hmmm...


19th wil determine everythin. how its gonna turn out to be like & stuff.
excited?? a few hav asked me... i've not reached that stage yet.
i admit my reaction is slow for everythin. from exam results to all the important things in life.
i'll prob feel it the nyte before or a few hrs before the event.
but i do admit im feelin a lil freaked out.
freaked out that it's gonna turn out terribly. im paranoid i guess.
more paranoid about how im gonna be like on that day.
im not very gd with that kind of stuff...
better not think bout it. it's makin me even more nervous. aaaaargh!


gonna leave for kL tomoro. juz a short wkend getaway.
im so tired these days which explains the frequency of my blogging.
tired out from work. heh.
it's not tuff but it's the daily mornin routine of wakin up early.
at least it'll be gd practice for me wen the real deal starts. it's kinda like trainin period now...
oh but i've yet to pack my bag. haha... it's always last minute for me.
even wen im travellin to far away places.
then mum wil keep remindin me to pack cos she'd hav packed like waaaaay earlier.
okay, guess i better start packin now...

TGIF

:: TGIF! ::


i never thot i'd say this but thank gawd it's friday! at least that was said yesterday... eeheh.
it's only been 2 days of work but i really feel like im deprived of sleep.
so last nyte was payback time. i slept till 12 today & boy does that feel gd!!
2 days of wakin up at 7 & im beat.


bf's workin today so it's stay home day. mum's not back from the gym.
maybe i'll drag her out later to go shoppin or sth. im sooo bored!!
but i do feel like goin back to sleep... im such a bum!


i miss him. i wish he didn't hav to work today.
then again, duty calls. i guess that's wat that sux wen one's in shift work.
workin hours are so irregular.
his birthday's comin up & i stil hav no idea wat to get him.
i've dinner plans ready but not the gift.
okay, i stil hav 2 mths. heheh... so i stil hav time to feast the eyes for the 'perfect' gift.


& i dunno wat to do with my hair.
i dun wanna cut it cos im waitin for the short ones to grow cos my hairdresser advices that.
on the other hand, im wonderin if i should rebond my hair while waitin for my hair to grow but bf says not to since my hair is already straight.
"juz be patient & wait for it to grow," he says.
so im lost. it's a lil out of shape but i can't cut it cos then the short ones wil never grow long.
the dilemma of a girl... haha.
should i visit my hairdresser again & ask him for advice?? should i rebond? should i wait?
& should i trim my hair?
someone plz give me an opinion...


anyway, work's relatively easy & it helps that there's 2 familiar faces from my last employment with them.
so that's great.


okay, hav a blast everyone... it's the weekends!!

:: songs say it all... ::

:: songs say it all... ::

im listening to the song by dione warwick & i can't help but feel a tight feeling in my heart & throat.
it's such a touching song.
it's a pleasant but dreaded feeling. haha.. contradicting i noe.
it touches me so but i hate feeling that way.
bleagh. im goin bonkers.


dinner with the bf last nyte was great albeit spendin only a few hrs with him.
he simply makes my day. hee... im so happylicious that i noe it can be irritatin. haha!
he made me smile from the ferz moment i saw him waitin for me.
thx baby.. for bein you, for bein the way you are.
every inch of depression & sadness was gone with the wind the moment i met him.
im beamin... hell yeah i am! haha...


tonyte for the ferz time in many nytes, it's time for me to turn in early.
& by early, i really mean early. no more sleepin at 6 in the mornin. heh.
that's bedtime for me for the past i dunno how many wks.
im so sleepy rite now but i won't fall aslp yet lest i wake up in the middle of the nyte.
*yawn*
early day tomoro... after so long.
im not sure if im up for it. i haven't woken up early for too long & stayin awake at that.
tomoro wil be a test. haha.. i make it sound so difficult. hell yeah it is!


john farnham's song's playin rite now. oooooh.. it's another of those touchin songs that leaves me feelin all sucky. hehe...
yeah, my ipod is full of these classic songs.
i'll pass on pop thank you.
this song was played while bf & i were down at esplanade on valentine's day this year.
it was magnifique.
the voice that sang this song was melodious & it touches rite down to ure soul that nyte.


wilson phillip's song's playin rite now. this brings back wonderful memories.
back to when bf & i were stil frenz or wen we juz started goin out. i can't really recall.
aaaah... too many old songs... too many memories.
im baskin in them... turnin emotional. there were times in the past that i wish i could turn back the time but not anymore.
im perfectly happy bein where i am: rite beside the love of my life...
i love you baby.