im down with stomach flu. which explains the queasy feelin in my stomach the past few weeks.
yesterday, it hit me bad. was nauseas durin invigilation; i thot i was goin to pass out.
so packed my bags & left.
paid the gp a visit, who granted me one day 'leave' for today.
& wat did i do?
i was practically in bed the whole day.
everytime i pop the medicine, i feel woozy. ooooh...
& my throat feels textured... it's sooo rough!
plus the phlegm doesn't make me feel any better.
*groanz*


it's stil the season of eid. to all muslims, i wish u eid mubarak.
altho im not up for the festive mood.
nothin new...


caught a lil bit of 'puteri gunung ledang' on tv juz a while ago.
hav caught it before on vcd.. the supposedly great production of the legend.
maybe it is.. in the eyes of fine arts.
but watchin it again stil never fails to incur wrath & disgust in me!
i can go on & on but i won't blab bout it online.
i've already shot off juz now... grrr... so blardy stupid.
i'd rather not talk bout it or there'll be no end to this.


visitin dad tomoro so it's gonna be upsy daisy in the mornin.
it's been 10/11 years, accordin to the islamic calendar.
& i stil miss him.
i miss u dad.. & im in no position to ask why u left cos God determines life & death. im sure He loves u more but so do i...
3rd day of eid 1997, 11th feb 1997, i can stil picture it in my mind like it was yesterday.
i can only pray for ure wellbeing. & i hope i've made u proud.


i've been thinkin bout life & wonderin if i've made the right choice. i was sure of it before but sometimes, my mind likes to play games with me.
in 2 years time, wil that be wat i dream of? wil that be wat i wan out of life?
til i happen to catch "eve's xmas" on star movies wen i woke up this mornin. errr.. okay, not very mornin.
it convinced me of the choice i made. im sure i made the right choice.
it's amazin how movies can relate to real life.


im supposed to wake up by 7 tomoro... bleagh.
im totally not a mornin person.
sleep... i need to sleep...
was hopin that'd help to deter my conciousness towards sleep.
guess i'll juz hav to count sheep tonyte.
or if it gets too hard, juz pop in the pill!

To haslina.. if ure readin this, happy 22nd girl!
may u be blessed with happiness...
im lookin forward to ure return!
a secret between us... so exciting!


im one happy lass tonyte.
why?
cos im done with marking.. which means im free to go shoppin tomoro (again).
& becos i bought myself a pair of diamond studs earlier this evenin with the bf. yayness!
my 'passion cut' studs, after sooo long of not wearin diamond studs cos the mum simply refuses to buy anymore for me after losing so many pairs durin my skuling days!
can't help it, i led an active lifestyle. so it's been gold studs from then.. cos i can't take silver.
ears wil start to swell & emit pus. tried silver before, stil do sometimes wen i juz wanna match my earrings with my clothes but it's one hell of a painful experience. vain lar... i juz hav to pay the price.
so yes, im ure typical 'diamonds are a girl's best fren' kinda girl.
haha..
& if ure anythin like my previous soci tutor, douglas, who tries to dissuade us from buyin diamonds, i dun think it's workin on me!
i've always been attracted to diamonds (courtesy of the mum previously, & now it's on my own budget.. shucks)
altho the exploitation that goes into it does make me feel a wee bit squirmish..

i gotta perform my prayers but im sooo sleepy already...
*yawns*

Happy Anniversary... to ME!

Happy Anniversary... to ME!

yes, it's my anniversary today.. the 18th!
can't be happier cos bf & i met earlier this evenin to break fast together with the guys.
lotsa laughter equates to lotsa fun. a much needed break from work.
anyway, it's our 8th anniversary today.
gave him my 'prezzie' which he loves. nothin can make me happier today *beamz*
i love u baby. so so much.


& i can't be more thankful that im reportin for work at 12 tomoro after 2 days of havin to report at 7.30 in the mornin!! aaaaargh... the torture of havin to wake up early!
not used to wakin up soooo early. really feel the stretch.
4 hours of work tomoro... so blardy happy lar!!
& then it's one last day of 'mornin shift' & it's back to my routine on friday.
before shoppin on saturday!! yiiiippppeeee!!


okay, i really need my sleep after havin slept late the past 2 nytes from watchin korean drama on youtube with nina. it's soooo blardy addictive!
im grinnin from ear to ear now =)
hav a great day ahead ppl!!
gd nyte!

can't wait to sink our teeth into the chocolate! 

blissful indulgence 

at hyatt's carpark cos i was tryin to capture the waterfall in the background but without success. cos we couldn't access it thru the main doors. the desperation.. haha. bf lookin reeeeeal happy after havin had his food. & i look soooo chubby!! aaargh! 

snappin away at straits kitchen, while waitin for the azan. 

my baby turns 25 today! Happy 25th love!
we celebrated his birthday yesterday cos we're both workin tomoro & we didn't wanna tire ourselves out today. speakin of work, im pissed off. but that issue wil be comin up in a while.
last nyte we had dinner at straits kitchen.
food and service were great. worth a return.
it was my treat for my birthday boy. hehe.
bf really likes the place so we may come back anytime soon...


shoppin was up next & boy did i spend! haha...
i wanted to bring us to max brenner but i wasn't sure til wat time it would be opened for business. plus the fact that it's ramadhan & i didn't wanna jeapordize our fast by bringin us there cos im not sure if we could actually eat the chocolate.
so it was off to marina square with our shoppin bags for some chocolate fondue.
yumz! last nyte was one extremely full-bellied nyte.
which of coz makes us 2 extremely happy people.


so we spent time til the wee hours of this mornin so that i could actually really wish him happy birthday cos i wanted to wait til after midnyte to wish him that!
if it wasn't for my bad stomach, think we'd hav spent time at my place til this mornin. but i've been havin very bad stomach these days. bf says it's indigestion cos my stomach feels bloated & it hurts like hell. especially last nyte... so we bid our goodbyes at 2 this mornin.


& tomoro, it's back to w-o-r-k. wat a dreaded word for tomoro.
u see, it's psle markin for these comin 4 days & i was really lookin forward to havin 4 days break.
last friday, i got a call in class cos there's a phone in every class, tellin me to report for work at 7 freakin 30 in the mornin for the comin 4 days!! aaaargh!!
so sucky lar!
full day at that!
i dun even report for work that early on normal days... sighz.
oh well, i keep tellin myself... the term's gonna end. i juz hav to endure a few more weeks.


it's stil the 15th so happy birthday love... i love u.
& i've reason to celebrate this special day as well as i turn half a year older on this very day. hehe...

talk about bein lucky.
right when the azan sounded, i felt sth dripped out of me.
true enuf, the time of the month has paid it's monthly visit.
i was expectin it anyway. i thank God that it came after the azan so i could complete my fast today.
feelin extremely lethargic today. & lost my temper with my P1 class.
lookin at the bright side of things... tomoro wil be the 2nd last day of the week!
before a hectic week starts.
lots to plan, lots to do.
at least it's before bf's birthday.
let me enjoy bf's birthday celebration & our anniversary... i dun wanna stress bout skul during that week.


last evenin was an impromptu break-fast with bf.
it was sweet. i loved the surprise cos i've missed him terribly.
im already lookin forward to our next date.
paul asked me last nyte.. wat's my form of escape from work?
spendin time with the family & bf. the most important ppl in my life.


well, guess it's time for me to take a break from the world now...

mummie & i made scones today. my all time fav spread with scones? butter.
but juz now, we tried with nutella and jam, apart from butter. my verdict? butter is the best!
that salty, soft, creamy taste with hot piping scones...mmm...
the best scones i've tried so far? apart from my mum's of coz... hehe...
in melbourne, at some farm. can't rem cos that was 2 years back.


so there was plenty of food for break-fast this evenin.
chicken rice, my fav vege-tau pok-fishball/fishcake soup, fried wantan, otah, murtabak, ayam percik, scones & choc cake.
those in italic were bought by maklung as she paid a visit to geylang bazaar in the afnoon. the rest were home-made/baked.
yumz!!
every evenin is a heavy-stomach affair. hehe.
& u noe wat? i was stil dreamin of soon kueh even with the spread of food on the table.
maybe i should ask mum to make for next week's buka...hmmm... or i should juz go buy it tomoro if i can't stop cravin for it!
such sinful foodie indulgence!
it's so wrong but i can't help cravin for food esp durin ramadhan! tsk tsk...


ever since i've started teachin, i dread sundays.
but today, im as happy as a lark. y? cos it's a holiday tomoro.. it's kiddies' day!
yay! i can't be happier! i think im happier than a kid!
no work... plannin to go for a massage & a scrub to destress... self-pamperin time.


hav been goin ard lookin for a bag to tote ard to skul. xcept for this bag from guess, the rest hav been disappointin.
mum & i went to the kipling boutique earlier today but that had been a disappointin trip too. mum suggested i get a kipling bag cos it's light. & it happens to be one of my mum's fav brands anyway. hehe.. i should juz use one of her bags if im gettin myself a kipling bag rite?
y waste money? but mum's payin for it so i should get one for myself. rite now, only that guess bag has caught my fancy... so how? buy, don't buy?


anyway, october has dawned upon us. how time flies.
bf's birthday's comin up which means, anniversary's comin up too.
im so xcited!! cos both days are extremely impt to me!
but october also means a hectic mth for me!
hell there's gonna be plenty of marking to do!! worksheets & more worksheets... exam papers...
but im gonna get thru this.
i noe i wil.