i hav to say french movies are worth watchin at the cinema. caught Le Grand Voyage somewhere last week & Anthony Zimmer earlier juz now with family. i juz love the name...anthony zimmeR. haha... the R has to be pronounced in the throat kinda manner. quite charmin. perfect for those who hav trouble pronouncin the alphabet R. no offence to those who can't. juz a statement on my part. =)


hav been watchin quite a no of movies with family lately. even caught Memoirs of a Geisha last sat with them. pretty fun but i miss the bf's presence. the only difference goin out with the family is i get to eat at nice restaurants! which is extremely fine by me! we were supposed to eat at secret recipe juz now but it's closed on sat & sun due to CNY. so had swensens... again. but that's okay. was satisfied with my Waffle Dream after some chicken dish & pasta. yumz!! but i stil wan my secret recipe!!! mum says next time... juz not our luck this time round. yeah, can't help it i guess. festive season & all.


accompanied mie to the gym in the mornin. checked my weight...again. after my bangkok trip, i weighed 55.2kg which was ghastly!! & i didn't exercise after that. it's been what?? 3 wks?? & im now 53.8kg. it's gd in a way i guess. im like juz eatin & not exercisin but losin weight at the same time. isn't that great? haha... im such a lazy bum!! stil hav 3.8 kg to lose. that's my mission. whether it's gonna be a reality or not is a diff story. i keep tellin myself i've to start doin sth rite now... anythin!! gotta keep movin... but wen there's food, all sense of pragmatism & reason juz fly out of my head. i love my food too much!! even tho my food intake has dropped tremendously... which is so sad. sighz. no, it's not that i don't wanna eat... i juz can't take in anymore. im seriously full to the brim. i think it has to do with age. but im not that old!!


& now, my nose is like drip, drip, drippin. super irritatin seh!! it's been drippin since yesterday. hmmmm, okay, more like since friday since it's sunday now. of all times to get the flu. i've been eatin sooo many oranges these days. hope all that vit c will help me get better...


ooooh... did i mention that im soooo blardy addicted to freecell rite now?? & spider solitaire too. everytime im bored, i'll hav a go at these games. this is terrible... im supposed to be readin my mountaneous stack of readins!! instead, i end up playin com games. & they're not even that interestin. i juz like numbers & the planning strategy to place the cards in order for freecell. im such a geek. oh no... this is not good.


im gettin sleepy.
my head is feelin woozy.
guess i better get some sleep since i've been awake since mornin. excited to meet bf tomoro tho... happiness!!
hav a great looong wkend y'all!!

me & my smart ideas. i bought a skippin rope a few days back. & now... im achin all over. esp my legs. ouch... each day the pain seems to worsen.


i had skul earlier this mornin. yar... i noe. sat mornin!! sux... was sooo sleepy. & my head felt woozy & all. the effects of not havin enuf sleep. kissed the bed wen i reached home. then mie woke me up to catch "memoirs of a geisha". the world of pretence. but it was a magical one. the kimonos were lovely & exquisite. it was wat one could say, livin life in a glamorous fashion.


& today, i dunno why but everyone seems to get on my nerves. im like practically screamin at everyone. okay, not screamin but juz givin a terrible face. & speak only wen spoken to. this sux. big time. & it rained juz now. not sure if it's rainin now. think it's the sleep thingee. def sleep. i get sooo cranky everytime i dun get enuf sleep.


it's saturday & im at home. doesn't this juz suck big time. i'll prob head down to Rezki later for some late nyte prata or sth. if i had a car, i'll travel all the way to woodlands or sth. this boredom is killin me!! but it's not like i don't hav work to do u noe?? i juz can't read on a saturday nyte!! it's like my brain automatically switches off or sth. it's only been 2 wks of skul but i can definitely tell u that i can't farkin wait for the exams!! why?? i juz happen to be sick of skul at this very moment. very sick.


i noe i already hav a job waitin for me but i juz feel like applyin for other jobs juz to see wat else can interest me. & maybe offer a higher pay. but not sure if i hav the time. gawd... the mods for this sem are farkin demandin. excuse the profanities. im in a foul mood. u noe, if i had a choice, i juz wanna fly off. where?? anywhere. doesn't matter. juz get away from the frenzied life i hav here. & to think i juz came back from a vacation.


& u noe wat else im thinkin of?? think i should live on my own. i've always thought i'd do that by 18...but... who am i kiddin?? rent is sooo farkin ex!! but that would prob be worse. it'd get soo farkin lonely i'd juz go completely berserk. who noes?


gonna go entertain myself. how?? im not sure... i'll find out for myself. til then...

the finale... a kiss for the birthday girl *mwackz* love u nina!! 

& another... 

another one 

group photo 

bf & i. bf lookin weird as usual... 

do not disturb. bz eatin. 

do not disturb (part II) 

busy at work 

acap looks soooo cute here!! i juz hav to put up this pix. haha!! 

thai otah... super cute. i like the dome-shaped thingee. adorable. 

twins 

the girl who turned 15 (wearin her new watch...prezzie from mummie) 

Pooh=Nina 

we went for dinner at yang wingthai restaurant last nyte to celebrate nina's birthday. bf joined us cos mie wanted him to be there too. =) snappped some photos which wil be uploaded in a while.


it felt great that bf joined us. i felt an affinity that didn't seem to be there before between him & my family. which is a gd thing. he felt it too. *beamz* aaaah..im in 7th heaven of delight.


after dinner, family left to visit kak nana in the hospital. she juz gave birth to her third son. bf & i left for our own plans. it was a simple nyte but sth soared in my heart. can't really express it in words.


mie bought tix for some french movie & we're gonna watch it in a while. so gotta go...ta!

Happy Birthday Nina!!

today my sissy turns 15! yay!! happy b-dae nina!! bought gifts for her yesterday. a collection of pooh stuff. & she likes them. im happy she's happy. she got a pooh phone from abang amy. very cute. think goin for dinner with family later at purvis street. wil prob head down with bf later since we're meetin up.


juz got back from the pusara. kinda tired. gonna go rest for a while. bubye! hav a good wkend!!

bored while waitin for the bus... at least this is a pretty view 

can't help admirin my nails. had to snap it usin my phone's cam!! 

favenails

today's obsession: my nails. fingernails to be more precise. went for a mani earlier before tuition. happiness!! =)


was supposed to hav a 4-hr lec but it was held for 2 hrs instead. had time to kill so i went to get myself a mani. aaah..bliss. haha..okay, okay, that's like the millionth time i said it. but it's the only thing that keeps me goin the whole day cos i was super tired. juz got back & i've not even taken my bath & i hav an early start tomoro that ends late. grrr...sucky. at least now i can admire my nails wen im bored. haha...


bf got a new bike. i knew it last wk actually since i went with him to buy it! duh! but it was collected only yesterday. it's different but cute i would say. met for dinner last nyte but we were caught in the rain. wat else is new these days? it's been rainin non-stop consecutively. but we couldn't stay til late since he's got work today & i've my ferz day of skul to attend. even tho it wasn't late, i got back at 1. ahha...so much for not comin back late. which explains why im tired. no. screw that. the fact that i've to wake up at freakin 8 in the mornin is the reason why im tired. no matter wat time i go to sleep since i've been wakin up ard 2 in the afnoon durin the hols! bummer.


skul's okay. no surprises altho the workload is surprisin me a lil for this south asian mod i had earlier today. there's A LOT of work & class tests & presentations & the final exam. but i'll get thru it. this always happen to me after the hols. i always get shocked by the workload. haha... it's practically a shock ritual for me.


guess i'll go bathe now...ta!

im not sure why im bloggin now. maybe its becos i've nothin else to do. i didn't do much today. no skul til thursday so im stil bummin ard at home. it's raya haji tomoro & i've to wake up early tomoro to see my kambing. say hello... they look so cute. & no, i dun squirm like how i see some ppl do wen they see their sheep bein slaughtered. last yr was mummie's kambing. this time round it's mine. we take turns. =) think i'll take photos of my kambing. think i'll recognize them durin judgement day? haha... dun think so. they all look the same don't they? they muz be thinkin the same thing bout us humans too. 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, 2 ears. how diff can we be to them rite??


was supposed to teach tuition earlier but it was cancelled so ferz lesson wil only start this wednesday. which was a gd thing that it was cancelled. menses came today. & this month, my cramps were bearable. didn't hav to take medication. no vomiting either. this is good. thankful to god.


bf's been posted & today was his ferz day of work. they received their deployment & watnots. & he's on duty tomoro. even tho there's no more bookin in & out of camp, it stil feels the same way to me. i dunno why. been feelin a lil down of late. maybe it's due to the gloomy weather. & i dunno why i felt so sad wen he told me the news. it seems so far. i need a long walk. if only my stomach is not feelin crampy, would hav gone for a walk. wat would feel nicer than a walk in a cool nyte? with the breeze blowin against my face. aaah... & let the breeze carry with it all my thoughts.


thinkin of signin up for membership with the gym. i really feel i should. so that i can work my ass off & hav that toned body i've always dreamed of ever since i lost it after secondary skul. haha... im pretty happy with my body now altho i could do with losin some of the flabs. human nature i guess. never satisfied with wat we hav.


i should be slpin now but i juz can't seem to. im wide awake even tho i didn't take any nap durin the day. okay, okay. i did wake up at 1 in the afnoon. so that explains why i guess. acap juz went out. heard mie's voice & the door slammed. not rudely. he's never home at nyte esp if it's public hol the next day. i guess if i had my own vehicle, i would hav done the same. i'd go for a long drive wen im feelin bored. acap's frenz stay ard this area so that makes it convenient for him to meet them at any time of the day i guess. came home ard 2 on sat nyte & his frenz were at my place. watchin soccer & eatin supper. guys. i wonder if that's all they do. soccer & food. haha...


wen i think about the frenz i made, it makes me sad. where are they now?? everyone's bz with their own lives xcept for me i guess. im stil tied down with skul. even a best fren doesn't noe bout my life's progress. is that wat i call a fren?? i dunno. becos even i hav no idea wats goin on in her life since she's never ard. all i noe is things haven't been goin great.


wen did life stop? where hav all the good times gone to?? were they juz meant to be memories of skul days to make skul more meaningful? why does life suddenly feel so lonely? sometimes i feel that skul really does bring me joy. secondary skul. even jc days didn't bring me such joy. oh well, look at me now. im turnin 22 in a few mths time. i gotta accept this transition of life...




i miss you. & i need you rite now. here, by my side. to juz hold me tight. to make me smile & laugh & forget about all my sorrow. to wipe the tears streamin down my cheeks. & tell me you'll always be there for me.
i juz received a msg from you tellin me u missed me. it's like u could read my mind. it's a comfortin thot... but i stil miss you baby...

rain.stop.rain.stop... & it goes on...

it's been rainin on and on since yesterday!! such gloomy weather, perfect for an in-bed experience. hehe... & i juz woke up too ard 4. shucks. such a bum. oh well, a few more days of bummin ard before it's back to skul.


but "work's" startin tomoro. as in tuition. that's work for me since i get paid. so that's gd rite?? only i get paid at the end of the mth. but it's twice a wk this yr since i'll be teachin 2 subjects. hence more pay. yayness!! haha...


bf & i caught wallace & gromit last nyte. hilarious. im not sure if the ferz 15 mins skit put up by the penguins of madagascar were part of the show but i loved it. i love them actually. i love madagascar. they're the cutest bunch of animals ard. =) then wallace & gromit started. cute. it was similar to chicken run since they're from the same producer i think. but the ppl were ugly lar. but the show was good. good for a laugh. actually we weren't plannin on watchin a movie last nyte. but at 9.30 & stumped for ideas, i suggested catchin a movie. anythin. so we did. it's a gd thing PS screens movies til late. even cartoons.


think i'll juz be surfin ard to pass time. til nxt update!!




im gonna miss it i guess. even tho it wasn't mine to start off with. but it sure was a reliable companion...

durin the day, we took a tuk-tuk down to mah boon krong after lunch at silom road. food's cheap!! & we ate til we're stuffed... 

at the hotel. more pix with bf... wil upload more wen i receive them 

photos taken before startin on our shoppin spree. & some cina lady juz has to walk past wen im takin my photo... 

together 

the view of suan-loom from the entrance. what greeted us was this cute water-thingee. there're rows & rows of shops... shop, shop, shop!! 

bf posin at some king rama's monument. the king (standin on top of that white block) can't really be seen since the pis is dark cos there wasn't enuf lightin. 

we snapped photos on our way to suan-loom nyte bazaar. we walked on the ferz nyte... 

more plane pix 

in the plane before take-off to bangkok...we're off to a fabulous trip!! 

Sick, Sick, Sick of Bargaining!!

im back ppl!! for those who were uninformed, i went for a short getaway to bangkok. i didn't really do much shoppin but i did loads of bargainin for who else, but the dearest bf. he bought loads of stuff. mostly t-shirts. so it's like the 'perfect' pair u noe?? bf chooses the stuff, gf does the talkin. why?? cos my dearest bf doesn't noe how to bargain. it's not like i noe a great deal of bargainin myself but i hav to rite?? i mean it's bangkok!! rite now, i juz feel like goin to a store & pick up sth, anythin, & juz pay for the price stated WITHOUT bargainin. who cares if it costs 200 bucks?? wat the hell...juz sign it & charge it to my mum's account. hehe. im really that farkin sick of bargainin!!


oh & u noe wat?? almost every thai person thought we were thais!! until we open our mouths of coz... haha... it's so hilarious. it's never happened before in my previous trips to thailand!! maybe cos my parents were around. but the ppl were frenly, smiley & one of the shopkeepers said i had a nice smile!! haha... thx for boostin my ego! anyway, we shopped & we shopped & we shopped til some of the shopkeepers could recognize our faces.


we didn't take a lot of photos cos we didn't really go sight-seeing. but i brought both cams - mine & mie's. mie's is sooo much better of coz. it's a sony cam with 5 point sth Mpixels. thinkin of takin over her cam since she only uses it occasionally. heheheh. wil hav to ask mie for permission but im sure she'll be cool with it. & bf thot the trip was too short & i hav to agree with him. our nxt trip has to be longer...at least 5 days!! & we're already thinkin of where to go next.


speakin of shoppin, i came across cheap, cheap MAC stuff at mah boon krong but it was sooo cheap that i became sceptical. im not sure if it was the real deal. i mean, the blusher here costs ard 32 bucks but over there it's 150 baht(approximately 3 bucks). i was tempted but at the same time sceptical. bf said not to buy cos it's for the face. might as well pay more & be assured of its authenticity. yeah, i've to agree with him. frinn, if ure readin this, im sorry i didn't buy back MAC stuff for you. was plannin to get some for myself too since im an avid MAC fan.


anyway, i touched down last evenin. pretty shaggadalic from the trip. & i took jetstar asia for those who're wonderin. it's cheap. really. a good deal for students like me. i woke up this mornin, actually i forced myself to wake up at 11, to bid, only to fall back to sleep again soon after & wake up ard 5!! im stil feelin a lil groggy.


this is specially for NASHITAH: thx babe for all the help durin the biddin rounds. i really appreciate it. thx babe *hugz*


okay, i gotta bathe now. oh one last piece of news. officially, i've no skul on mon & wed & since nxt wk is the start of skul & tues is a public holiday, i only hav skul on thurs & fri!! yayness!! haha...im sorry. a lot of ppl muz be hatin me rite now. hehe... okiez, gotta go!