I'm down with fever, throat infection and flu. Again.
Caught the flu bug on Friday night when I went to bed with a stuffy nose.
And now, I can't stop sneezing.
I'm having palpitations too and it's causing me to feel so weak.
This is like the 2nd time I'm down with flu this year.
Sighz.

I met up with Terence on Saturday with Mum and bro.
A meeting with the AV guys need to be set and I'm wondering if the montage will be played using a computer or a dvd player cos somehow, the burnt CD can't be played on a dvd player.
I need to buy DVD-R cds and that other cd.
I want to settle this asap!
The montage is 99% done, I'm just left with dining songs.
Oh... it's all happening so fast now!
And I don't want to be sick!

All my cards are out save for 1.
I should be able to pass it to him on Tuesday.
I just like to get things done quickly and as early as possible to save me tons of headache.

But getting things done way beforehand is a huge headache itself...

I admit. I have a weakness.
I'm surfing bag websites again!
When I just said that I wouldn't. I can't help it. I need the distraction.

I'm having a major headache now and I feel like puking.
Busy schedule today after a hectic day yesterday. I got home after the tournament and fell flat on my bed. Concussed.
I woke up to peform my prayers and then I can't get to sleep again even though my head is throbbing.

So I'm up, checking and replying my e-mails, and hounding some people for work to be done, making notes everywhere to remind myself to settle everything from work to wedding details. And now, I feel like puking.
I'm stressed and I need a break!
So immediate relief was to surf.
And naturally, I went to look-see at bags.
Haha... They provide instant and immediate relief from stress.
Looking at the oh-so-gorgeous bags!
My hands are beginning to itch. Again!
Gotta restrain...

Anyway, Valentine's tomorrow. The overly overrated day of the year, make it of the century.
And I just found out the story behind it.
I'm just not taken in by it. Plus it has some religious connotation to it.
I've had enough of that for now.
I need to seek solace with my own faith cos it's torturous to sit through rituals associated with it when it's not what I believe in and I didn't choose to be there in the first place!
Anyway, that's secondary.
It used to be cool to buy gifts for friends for V-day when I was in school.
Now, come to think of it, everything was overpriced! What a rip off!

I can just imagine the scenery in town tomorrow. Packed with girls carrying huge, and I mean huge, teddy bears and bouquets of flowers that will wilt within a week which probably cost the boyfriends their whole 1 week's allowance or more.
It's nice to celebrate a love-day, I don't deny that but celebrating on your anniversary seems much sweeter, don't you think?

Love is in the air.
The nervousness has subsided...
I'm quite cool about it but I'm still wowed over the period of time left.

3 weeks.
Gosh.

I always reach home earlier than usual when we have a field trip after school. And I always, I simply have to stress on that ALWAYS, never learn my lesson.
I will drag some of my marking home, hoping that I'll get them done at night.
But it's ALWAYS the same outcome. It's stuck in the bag. I don't even bother taking them out.
I'm too tired.
There are times when I really question myself, why do I keep bringing work home when I know that I won't get it done?
Security blanket. Just in case I feel like doing some work...
But I never do.
I'd rather meet the fiance if he's free or sleep early if there's no plans.

Then there're the wedding details to be finalised.
One thing that both of us agree on, we can't wait for it to be over and done with.
For that one day, so many things have to be done.
I'm not planning for a grand wedding. I have never wanted a grand wedding.
I just want my wedding to be cosy with people I know around us.
If it was up to me, it would be 50 people. Max.
250 people is already a little overwhelming for me.
Talking about the wedding, my wedding is exactly 4 weeks away.
4 weeks away.

Wow.

I am so fucking shagged tonight.
A colleague was asking for my help with capitalism, socialism and communism. And I told her I'd dig through my stuff to see if I've kept anything.
I do have some notes on them but I'm frustrated that I did not keep the reading packs! Or at least the Soci 1101 book. Aaaargh!
In times like this, how I just wish I NEVER threw anything out.
Too late for regrets now but I can't help regretting!

Why is she asking for such chim-minology stuff, you may ask?
She needs the resources to teach her GE SS classes.
The gifted kids sure learn things waaaaay different from their normal counterparts.
But it's interesting I have to admit. I'm just not sure how much of the information will actually stick with them. But they are the GE kids. I'm sure they can cope with all the information given.

I'm done with digging those notes.
Now I need my sleep.
Good night.

I feel quite frustrated with myself.
I left the office ard 3+, after saving all the work that I need to complete at home in my thumbdrive and, guess what? It's not with me now!
I must have left it on the table cos that was the last thing I did before I left the office.
This is so frustrating!
The reason why I'm saving it all in my thumbdrive is because the printer in the office has somehow gone haywire and we can't print anything.
Photocopy, yes, but not print. Isn't that just so frustrating?
I've a good mind to lug my printer to the office tomorrow so that I can print my stuff.
But how I'm going to lug it all the way from the carpark to the office, I've no idea.
From tomorrow onwards, I'll be bringing my external hard disk.
It's size will remind me to constantly check that it's in my bag and not lying around on my desk!
Aaaaargh!