aaah...work-free for a while now.stayin at home doesn't really help tho.all the noise & dust is drivin me nuts.which was why i spent time at the bf's place yesterday.seemed like a movie marathon since i brought my bro's godfather dvd to kill time.& it's a goddamn long movie!real good but really hav to sit down to understand its contents.wil do dat someday when my house is in perfect order.but it's pretty okay today since all the hackin is done.only the irritatin sound of the cuttin of tiles.mie said hackin's gonna resume on tues.hope i'll be at work den.


bro had his op today.mie called...he seemed fine.stil unconcious & under study.was gettin ready to visit him & bring some stuff dat mie wanted but it seemed dat he's kept in some close study room for the time being before bein transfered to the ward.visitin hrs are like pretty fixed & unnegotiable for this rm.took off everythin again-clothes & makeup.pretty leceh ar...dah pakai nak kena bukak lagi cos mum called again not to come.can come down only in the evenin.wonder why seh.he's all alone in dat rm & we can't even stay for long.bukannye ganggu dier kan?hospital regulations i guess...pretty relieved dat he's fine after the op.cos of his size,the mortality rate is pretty high & it's a risky op.but all's well.mum's stil there,shld be back soon.she's been there since mornin to teman him & she wans to be there wen he awakes.tink it'll be a few hrs later dat he'll awake.pretty borin to be there rite now since there's nothin much to do.it is a hospital after all...


jess called.asked if i could make it to the bbq dis sunday after the weddin.not sure wat time the weddin ends tho...or to be more exact,wat time i'll be back home.& i won't be able to bring anythin if im comin down so late.maybe can arrange for them to buy the satay ferz den i'll pay wen i arrive.since im supposed to get the satay for the bbq.wil c how.


met nashitah & maherah for dinner a few nights ago.came wif haslina since we're workin at the same place.fun!!only haslina wasn't feelin too well...but she's better now.met her yesterday at her place(of coz..haha).sounded much better too.


haven't met frenz for a looong time.& it's oready the 20th today.june's comin...doesn't time fly by so fast?& i miss priya.wen r we meetin gerl?she's hardly ever ard which makes it more difficult to meet.the last i met her was in april i tink.yeah,shld be.


& i need to satisfy my bimbo get-up,gotta shop real bad!im so deprived these days.i refuse to go out durin the day cos it's sooo blardy freakin hot.haha.& the fact dat i usually wake up ard noon or later for dat matter wen not workin.my sleepin habits doesn't help too.sleep most of the time wen at home.sheesh...tsk tsk.wat's becomin of me these days?need to get out more!!to curb my sleepin time...eheh.juz another excuse to go out.


acap went to watch revenge of the sith yesterday.i wanna watch too!!but with whom?bf doesn't wanna watch star wars.prob wil drag the mum along.eheh.dunno who else to drag.if acap hasn't watched it laz nyte,could hav asked him to watch with me.but of coz,dats not possible.the reason why he booked his tix for yesterday was becos he had to go for the op today & the fact dat he has 2 wks MC from skul to recuperate.dun think mie wil allow him to go out.


but,kinda enjoyin my time at home now.it's been a looong time since i spent time at home.feelin so sleepy oready & i juz woke up.prob gonna sleep after dis entry.can't take it no more.eyes are droopin now...


oooh,before i forget,wanna congratulate sis tea who's becomin a bride real soon!congrats!invited for her weddin...can't wait to see her clothes.tink she'll look gorgeous.most brides are...the bridal radiance really brings out the beauty in them.tink happiness beautifies a person.agree?a smile really brightens up a face.


okay,gonna zonk out now...zzz...

it's been a loooong time since i last updated.been tired & busy with work.
hence the lag in bloggin.
after about 2 wks of werk,realized dat soong fee & i hav more things in common den i ever thot!haha...for a start,we're both orphans.our fathers hav passed away...& some other itsy bitsy stuff dat we do which i find similar.she mentioned dat we could hav been sisters!


tuition's takin on a slack note now since the exam's over.which is pretty gud for me.juz waitin for the $ to come in at the end of the mth.hehe.& $ from werk too which wil only come in june i think.sooo loooong...need the $ seh...but stil gettin my allowance from mie which is a gud thing so i won't be so broke!haha...


went out wif baby on sat.we've become totally weekend couple now!unlike the past few yrs where we meet up on wkdays & wkends.y?due to werk...we're both tired at the end of the day.but he does fetch me from monday tuition sometimes which is pretty sweet.it's these lil things dat makes me appreciate him even more.never insisted on it but he volunteered.love u baby...thx for everythin...


oooh...the story on sat.he fetched me ard 8+.plans were to search for mackenzie.after an hour,we were stil unsuccesful.so decided to scrap the idea.headed down to newton hawker centre but he doesn't wanna eat there cos there's sooo many ppl.can't be helped ar...sat seh.everyone's out!!haha...the newton one was me idea.den he decided dat we shld head down to woodlands al-ameen.im fine wif anythin really.. not cerewet.so yep,we did.reached there only ard 10 i tell u.after 2 hrs of travellin!!haha..finally had our food.
& it had to rain while we're eatin.heavily some more.after food,while waitin for the rain to stop,we walked ard the area.found an 'osim' alike chair where we had to pay a dollar for its svc.was soooo farnie!haha..should hav seen the bf's face!he was in pain!!he looked sooo farnie...like in perfect torment & torture!hehe...he went ferz den i tried it.i loved it tho.but i think i prob looked seducive cos there was this 'vibratin' action & my boobs were like vibratin so violently!haha...yeah,it was fun!even at the chair.was laffin so hard wen i saw his face.it was all scrunched up & all.dunno if he was exaggaratin it for my pleasure...hehe.
we moved off soon but it was stil drizzlin.& on the way,we were caught in the storm & rain on the expressway.bf was swearin & cursin oready.exited at yio chu kang & seeked shelter at a busstop.so romantic i tell u.2 freezin ppl at midnyte caught in heavy rain.we crapped & talked a lot & took photos while waitin for the rain to stop!ahha..the things we do.& it was ard 1+ den.but it was damn fun!!


gotta werk tomoro.& the renovation works at home gonna start tomoro.wil be damn dusty seh...it's a gd thing im workin.dun hav to put up wif the noise durin the day.sighz....


ooooh im soooo excited!goin cyclin dis sun wif my baby!i suggested it after my trip to the gym on sat mornin.was bored out of my life on the cyclin machine.prob gonna head down to east coast or pasir ris.oooh so excitin!can't wait!i feel like a kid again!hehe


hmmm...need to head down to tangs after work tomoro.gotta get my skII essence.aaarghh...tired!ooooh & i got a new dress!so excitin!


& to all my frenz whom im supposed to meet...CALL ME PPL!!im waitin for ure calls!
okay,tk care all!

started work on wed...boy,can go cuckoo after workin hrs.
sooo many numbers!literally,there's tons of data seh.
but the ppl are great.frenly & crazie.eheh.


oh soong fee gave me dis webbie which is pretty cool.& farnie!profane too...haha!
should take a look at it - www.illwillpress.com/fatkins.html


joanne's comin back to spore..yay!laz time i saw her was in P6...gawd,dat was ancient seh!ooooh..& if ure readin dis jo,get me a few pots of MAC shadows if they're cheaper there eh?hehe...


dis is gonna be a super short entry.pretty tired & i've got my ch 8 drama to catch @ 9.til nxt time!enjoy ure hols guys!

been cravin for sooo many stuff these days!food to be exact...
hmmm...feelin so bloated now.gotta swim or jog tomoro..


got a job thru haslina.supposed to start werk tomoro but postponed due to admin probz.well,no werries.gives me time to slack a while.ehehe.
exams ended on sat for me.it's party time baby!
haha..back to my owl life.came home at 4 on sun morn & im supposed to wake up by 6 30 to accompany mie to the mosque.it's a fortnightly thingee that i go to wif her.so yeah,had only abt 2 hrs of sleep wif only myself to blame but surprisingly,din feel sleepy at all!


the ustad was preachin abt frenz & how they shld be there to say nice things to u even if wat u did was wrong.cos someone brought up a qn abt his fren who uses harsh words but claimin that his intentions are good.as a fren,the ustad said that one should always use kind words cos wat the mouth spouts out reflects one's heart.if the heart is pure,how can the words be black?in metophorical sense of coz...true,true.so all those who fall under this category are not worth acknowledgin them as frenz.
hehe..juz sth i thot i'd like to share wif everyone.


oooh & mie bought a new phone dat day!nokia 7610.quite a beauty but a lil confusin to me cos i've not used nokia for sooo long.haha.may come as a surprise to many dat i dun find nokia as user friendly anymore.mie offered to buy me a new phone but i hav to wait til sept cos then my contract would suffice a yr.juz bought my phone laz sept so stil hav to hold on to it.so sad.my r/s wif my phones are super fickle.


havin vacation til august now.aaaah..such sweet taste of freedom from skul.time to catch up wif frenz if they're free...some hav been buggin me to go clubbin but not a clubber anymore.sorry guys.haven't stepped in 1 since sec 2 man.unless i count the times i went for gigs.now im purely a lepak-er @ coffeshops!hehe...rezki (behind my house),athar (esp durin my jc days),jalan kayu,simpang,jb...& anywhere else.simple life w/o the noise & movement.song & dance.haha...like it tho.dun hav to scream to get myself heard.quite a change in env.


hav a few weddins to attend dis mth.one of my supposedly cuz's function's on the 22nd.the bez part is i dunno how she looks like,let alone noe her name,where she stays...all i noe is i've to show my face cos if not,my mum wil blow.cos she's relative.gawd.i won't recognize her even if i were to bump into her outside.we dun even visit each other durin raya seh!but i've to attend her weddin function.so tak masuk akal seh.
invited for sis tea's weddin dinner on the 28th!at least i noe how she looks like,her name,where she stays,her age...hehe...& she's sooo sweet too.hmmm...only prob is,wat do i wear?& shoes?gotta go shoppin soon...hehe.anythin to find a reason to shop.


speakin of shoppin,wil haunt the shops soon after bein deprived for so many weeks!need new stuff seh!badly...bought a few tops on sundae at mango wen mum was lookin ard for a phone but i wan more!greedy me...ehehe.


tink i better sleep soon if i wan my joggin or swimmin plans to become reality tomoro mornin.but my bro's stil out wif my cuzs.wonder if i shld join them...hmm...pretty bored.nothin else to study & the nyte's stil young.choices.wil c how.okay ppl,enjoy the rest of the wk!for those who are stil bombarded wif exams,study hard & persevere a lil bit more!it'll be over and done wif soon...my love to all of u.nytez!