i feel blue lagoon-aish tonyte all becos of crys.we were ascribing ice-cream flavours wif respect to the colour of the tops we were wearin.had MNO meetin juz now for the presentation tomoro..juz to run thru the entire presentation slides & stuff.apparently,haagen dazs used to hav blue lagoon flavoured ice-cream but dat was super looong ago.why haagen dazs?cos our project's based on our interviews wif 2 managers from haagen dazs...


okay,enuf blue.it's beginnin to hurt my eyes.sooo sea blue..pretty glarin to the eyes.or maybe its juz me cos im sooo sleepy & tired.came home late again laz nyte.hehe.no one else to blame but me of coz.had skul in the mornin den met my baby & only came home at nyte,or mornin whichever seems the more appropriate name for the time.padahal skul was only from 10-12 in the morn.haha...so becos of dat,im sufferin today cos i got to noe only ard 11+ dat i've to do the 3101 quiz dis mornin at 10!wah...cannot wake up seh.ngantuk tu the max man.my whole body was freakin achin too & havin a slight migraine.but went thru the whole day w/o jeapordizin my life cos im known to do dat wen im sleepy.haha...like crossin the road wen the traffic light shows red man & the bus is like 1m away from me!nina had to drag me to run across the road or ...guess u guys can fill in the blanks.she says dat im tryin to get her killed as well since im holdin on to her hand.hehe..sorry lar...dun mean to but wen im sleepy,somehow the ways of the world juz dun make sense to me.im lost in my own dreams...


the quiz was pretty okay if i were to study.den again its a pop quiz.so wat the heck.but i cld answer the qns lar....juz hope the ans's sufficient.based on wat i could rem from the lecs...on weber & durkheim.the different types of rationality & the issue of social facts.pretty okay tho the ans to the second qn's shorter den the ferz.but they explicitly said dat the max length for the ans to each qn shld only be half a pg.so i guess my short ans's acceptable.


ooooh & i made a new fren today.crys's & veron's fren actually.alwiyah.she's sooo sweet.she looks bright not becos of the colour of her t-shirt cos she wore yellow, but she always wears a smile on her face.y?cos she's a happy person.hehe..dat was wat she told me.she waited for us to finish cos she din feel like goin home yet.some ppl ar...if me,i'll juz go home str8 from skul.so tired oready once skul ends.haha...but dats me.im not the type to stay in skul if im not required to.crazy man...saper seh nak stay kat skul satu hari suntuk kalau takde kerje?


my presentation is tomoro!yay!im sooo happy,not yet relieved cos it's not over yet,dat D-Day is comin soon.after waitin for sooo long & sooo tired out by the preparations,its finally here.get it over & done wif & shove it out of my life man!hav had about enuf of it.haha...& my gp wans colour coordination where they chose blue as D colour.blue of all colours!i dun really hav a lot of blue tops.the blue tops i hav are spaghetti strap & sleeveless.im not such a blue person.oh & i hav my denim dress.does dat count as blue?hmmm..dunno wat to wear tomoro.wil juz decide wen im gettin ready for skul lar.aaaah...11+ now & i stil haven't read for 3101 tutorial tomoro.feels like skippin but no jannah....u hav to go.laz tut for the sem.discussion 5.hav to hand in response paper anyway so dun tink i hav a choice.


okay den,me gtg read my social thot & social theory stuff.dat is if i dun fall asleep while readin.the readins can get really booooring...yar,& get screwed up tomoro.nope.muz try to stay awake no matter wat.okay,better start crackin on it.outz.

new skin

New Skin!
i luuurve dis skin.
pretty funky!
since i've completed my stuff,decided dat it's time for a change of skin.
but i dun noe y the link to frinn's webbie is not werkin...weird.
but i'll juz enjoy dis for the time being...* beamz*

Productive Sunday

Productive Sunday...


went to huiling's b-dae thingee laz nyte.was super star karat seh...reached there only ard 10!& all my jc frens left oready.haha!well,i wanted my baby to accompany me and he was workin yesterday. so had to wait for him to finish work.met him at 9 30 at pasir ris mrt & we made our way.


met irene & some nus girl...can't rem her name.oops!wif all their bfs of coz.met shawn too...huiling's bf.shawn koh from 4E.small world.apparently, they got to noe one another thru irene.well,surprise surprise.haha!aaaah...turnin 21.growin old.but i dun feel any different at dis age,tho my b-dae's not here yet, den i did wen im 20.dun pretty get wat the big fuss is all about wen one turns 21.haha...am i gonna get more freedom from Mie?wat else can she actually grant me with?i dunno...but i guess, it goes well with the saying 'the key to independence is at 21'.apparently dats wat the big fuss is all about tho.to me?it simply means dat im turnin into an adult (gawd!i can't believe im reachin this stage!time sure flies...) and growin OLD.haha!enjoyed my time tho laz ntye wif my baby.reached home ard 3+ dis mornin..& surprisingly, i was awake by 11!quite an achievement on my part i hav to say!haha...


got crackin on my stuff & im settled with what i had planned to do for today.yay!tied up my race assn,done up my response paper due wed,typed out my contribution for the presentation on wed...whew!now,all i hav to do is study or shld i say read....about weber and durkheim for tomoro's quiz.which is like soooo idiotic.now,all im left to do for the whole of dis wk..shucks....is my social thot assn which is due on fri & i've not done anythin for it!wil haunt the lib tomoro for bks & claim those dat i've reserved for the assn.somehow,i'll manage...juggling between skul & social life aka love life.haha!it's a tuff job but hey,dats wat the world is about now,isn't it?juggling serious stuff and emotional needs like family & the werks...the key to being successful.haha!im juz feelin gud today since its been such a productive dae.hence im crappin...haha...


dis sem is endin soon...it's hurrah! & panick at the same time.which means..exams are nearin!& what hav i done to prepare myself for it?hmmm....not much really.gotta start studyin for it once im done wif the assns...okay,breathe.take one step at a time.gtg plan my schedule oready....tata!

juz becos...

It's 2+ now & yes,im stil awake.

doin wat?race assn.surprisingly.doin work & not slackin somewhere.
acap's like stil out there somewhere cos some ppl are juz so free from obligations of life.
he's done wif his exams & it's the start of the hols for him.
halfway thru it - covered the intro, lit review,methodology.
gonna start on data analysis tomoro & subsequently, limitations & conclusion & im done!
easier said den done of coz.haha!
can't continue typin tonyte for data analysis cos there's so much to analyse!& ny head's spinnin...quite a frequent ailment these days.maybe cos not enuf sleep.
& i wake up wif an ache these days.tink it's all in the mind.
unrested mind=unrested body
too tired to think.

Happie B-Dae

Happie 21st Birthdae...


to 2 of the best ppl i noe - Frinn & Huiling.wil be meetin Huiling dis sat for her b-dae bash & i'm still wonderin wat to get for her!dis happens every yr... haha!a vicious cycle...anyway, Happie Birthdae guys!hope u guys had a blast!i stil hav 2 hrs b4 the clock strikes 12 so im stil on time!hehe...been bz the whole day ...almost forgotten to msg them but i did.whew!


wen i tink of todae,i juz feel like going aaargh!drivin me crazy wif all the workload.so far,wat i've covered is deviance,tourism & almost done wif MNO.left wif social theory due nxt fri & race due dis comin mon & i've not started on anythin for the 2 papers!im in super deep shit man...can juz pix myself burnin the midnyte oil.my wkends are sooooo burnt.sighz.& to top it off,vineeta sinha juz has to hand out another response paper for social theory,which makes it the 3rd response paper.im literally goin bonkers man.can feel the ache in my body everytime i wake up in the morn.i juz wan dis wk & nxt to be over so i can hav some time for myself.these daes,it seems like 24 hrs is not enuf for a day.gawd, i can't believe im sayin dat!haha...
& veron drove me home today in her cute red beetle which was super cool & cozy.thx dearie for the lift!


i wanna change my blogskin but i juz dun hav the time to.juz hav to wait i guess.i really dun feel gud in puttin work aside juz to change my blogskin since i hav like a million stuff to do.the design is really startin to bore me tho...


okay,enuf destressin session.itz back to work now.outz...

Tired

Tired...


Had supper @ Mas Ayu laz nyte and bumped into Priya!sooo happy to see her.have missed her soooo much.some ppl are juz super bz..fly there,fly here.havin the time of her life.hehe...oh...& she bought herself a new car!mitsubishi lancer...one of the latest models.din see it but she filled me up wif the details.some ppl are juz sooo lucky.rich & even richer parents.haha!well,can't wait to hitch a ride from her & prob drive it as well cos she always lets me do that.hehhe...cari kesempatan aje....& she was so sweet.she wanted me to confirm the date dat i wanted to celebrate my b-dae so dat she could apply for leave & spend time wif me.isn't dat super sweet?i love u gerl...


quite tired today cos i came home late laz nyte.was out like the whole day & nyte & early mornin yesterday...hehe...mornin lessons den chucked my bag at home & met my baby.went out the whole day..if not for the fact dat i've skul dis morning,not for lessons but tourism pjct meetin at freakin 9 in the mornin!!,tink we would have been back later.haha..juz can't seem to get enuf of each other.hahah...gawd,i love him so much.


finalised the tourism essay today.edited the parts & compiled them together.2 mods down.3 to go.bizad's assn's gonna be carried out tomoro & finalise everythin by sunday.pretty relieved.gotta head down to siglap haagen daz tomoro evenin,yes ppl..it's a sat evenin & im off to do an interview.such a nice way to spend my saturday huh?haha..wil prob slack somewhere after dat wif i dunno who.c how lar....


oh but b4 dat, i've to teach tuition in the mornin.aaargh..wake up early again!sigh...& i've a new assn comin up.teachin my mum's fren's P4 daughter English.more $$ for me...yay!she's super smart ar dat girl which makes it easier for me..quite a relief.it's quite a challenge sometimes to teach ppl who're like so clueless.her mum wants her to have tuition for practice.straight band 1 girl.her bro too who's in P2...except for his malay.failed.family doesn't speak malay lar...so maybe dats y but i stil dun c why he failed malay.maybe cannot understand...their grades are like refelctions of my pri skul results.haha...those were the days wen one gets excellent grades cos ure gonna get screwed by the parents if u got a band 2.haha...& somehow mum always said lady luck is smilin down at me for malay cos my malay sux big time but somehow i've gotten A* for PSLE,A1 for both 'o' and 'a' level malay.dun ask me how i did it.i swear i dunno how.only my oral sux.it's a gd thing oral's not counted.i've never gotten a merit ..only a pass.there's a lot of 'errrr...' cos i dunno wat to say.haha...juz to break the silence & to cover my ignorance,haha...but acap & nina are like super bewildered cos among the 3 of us,tink im the worst in malay.but like Mie said,lady luck keeps smilin down on me.haha...


okay den..now i gtg teach acap his engin math...i really shld charge him...haha!no lar...my own bro seh....not dat $ minded ar.wanna see him excel in his field too...but i always ask him why he chose engin.it's a super boring subject,engin & IT.to me lar....haha.i'd prefer accounts or mass com or sth like dat.took physics for A's & i've had enuf to laz me a life time.juz give me math.nothin else plz...no theories & the works.haha...A's was like the worst time of my life man.econs & physics.2 hated subjects of the yr.no choice but to strive for it til the end & im glad i did.econs was super manipulative i tell u.ferz 3 mths i took it,got an A for it.thot it was pretty okay.den wen the REAL syllabus started,it's soooo sucky.basically everythin revolves ard $$.such a boring theory.


okay..now i really hav to go.tata!

Scrap

Scrap


seems to be my fav word these days.haha!stuff dat doesn't appeal to me is like - scrap.like the other dae, i was sayin...example:his face like scrap man,wah dat looks so scrappy,bla bla bla.haha...kinda mean but it certainly fits the description.


& i got an early b-dae prezzie dis yr from mummie which is quite a rarity cos she always doesn't seem to noe wat to get for me.she's been buggin me to accompany her to the IT fair @ suntec ever since it opened during one of the wkdays.so i said okay...& she said saturdae lar.supposed to be juz me & her but acap & nina wanted to tag along.as usual...


anyway,there were sooo many people.can form a stampede seh.maybe cos it was a saturdae.acap said dat if there was a fire,everyone would die cos u can't even walk w/o having to push your way around & of coz, i get so pissed seh wen dat happens.hate crowds but had to drag myself there.mummie was like leadin the the 4 of us & we juz tagged along to the booths she wanted to visit.she bought herself a thumbdrive cos she din wanna borrow mine anymore.pretty useful really..the thumbdrive i mean.anyway, somehow, we arrived at the 'creative' booth where there were like a trillion people!it was so packed with people seh!oh & i met kok leong there.the guy from NETS where i used to work at durin the hols.acap checked out the functions but i told him it looks like scrap.& he was like,do u go for looks or functionality?looks of coz!im not the kind to go for functionality as much altho it has to hav a certain rep of coz.mummie said the designed sucked too.she din exactly use the word sucky tho...haha.juz my words.but in dat sense lar.she doesn't like fat and bulky stuff as well.like mother like daughter ar?haha...so we walked towards the entrance of the hall where we noticed imac's booth but din visit.mummie brought us to the ipod area where there were displays dat one could try them out.ipod,ipod mini & shuffle were on display.i wasn't so interested in them so juz looked ard lar...im not really into the techie stuff.after a while,mummie's like 'wat colour & design u like?'i was like 'huh?' she's been meanin to get me an mp3 player dis yr...dats y she was like so insistent wantin me to accompany her to the fair.she thot it was the 'in' thing now for youngsters.which is pretty true but not really for me.haha! & i asked her 'u really wanna get me an ipod?& not a car?' & mum's like 'haha..yar...i'll get u hot wheels.or the miniature ones sold at tangs.i dun like the creative zen one cos it's too fat & ugly.tink ipod's nicer and sleeker' . & so i chose - the green one cos it reminded me of volkswagen, the metallic green one...similar to dat.well,even if i can't get the car,juz owning the colour is consolin enuf i guess.haha! juz psychoin myself into ownin wat i can't hav.oh & the bez part was,mummie got one for acap & nina as well cos she din wan us to quarrel & complain of her bein unfair.but im like..hey,it's my b-dae prezzie.wat happened to the idea of exclusivity?haha...but no complains ar.got the ipod mini cos the ipod comes only in limited colours & it reminds me of my palmtop,the size i mean.ipod shuffle on the other hand is pretty small & convenient but it doesn't hav a screen for u to view the playlist.it looks like a thumbdrive tho.& it comes in 2 sizes only - 512 mb & 1gig.acap & nina chose silver & pink respectively.so now we hav 3 ipods in the house...it always boils down to havin the same stuff for us siblings at the end of the day.haha...wif mumme to thank for of coz.thx mum for the prezzie!lurve u all the same altho you cldn't grant me a car as the 'ideal' prezzie for me!hehe..okay,shall not be a bitch.im thankful enuf.


todae's sun & i've not removed my ipod from the packagin yet.too many stuff to do...for skul.acap's the ferz to open it & explore wif the device laz nyte.& he was like,never check out ures ar?well,dat can wait ...if i dun finish my assignment,im gonna get screwed.haha!cos i came home late laz nyte.met ayang for dinner & only reached home ard 1+.was supposed to get started on my work yesterday but woke up late den i went out the whole day.woke up at noon today & immediately got crackin on my work.& finally im done wif it now!pretty relieved cos havin deviance's gp meetin on tuesday.stil haven't touched my tourism one tho but dat can wait cos my brain juices hav dried up for now.& dat gp meetin is on fri so i stil hav time.


hav a lec to attend tomoro for 2 hrs & im free for the day!yay!mummie's takin half day since nina's havin 1-wk break from skul so she wans to bring nina jalan-jalan.youngest child lar...so more pampered den me & acap ar.hehe..but itz okay.its kinda xpected cos nina's too dependent on mummie since there's no one else.told mummie dat if im free from my responsibilities,i'll meet them in town after skul.so wil c how.not sure wat they wanna do in town tho.shoppin?watch movie?but either way,it'll be gd enuf for me...all i need is to get out of skul!tink i've been spendin waaaay too much time in skul dis sem.ahha...due to my gp meetins held in skul.usually leave skul at nyte wen there's deviance meetin.feels so studious.haha...but we crap a lot too as a gp.


okay den,gonna use my mask now...sleep tite everyone to embrace the start of the new wk tomoro...

A Great Dae spent

A Great Dae spent...


aaah..my fetish colour..green & orange!im sooo in lurve wif these colours now.hehe.i had quite a pleasant dae todae cos haslina asked me out out of the blue cos she needed to get a suit.had a pretty short dae today so i agreed to meet up wif her.


we walked the whole of orchard,starting from somerset down to scotts & back to somerset where she finally saw sth she liked & within her budget at the end of the dae.pretty reasonable px too.but she was tired from all dat walkin ard...pity her.havin some probs wif her knee.givin her pain at the joints.well,anyway,we had dinner at delifrance.felt like old times huh haslina?slacking after skul durin sec skul daes...aaah..miss those daes.we used to spend almost every day hangin out together.she was like one of my closest frenz in skul den.could confide in her bout everythin.den we left skul & went our separate ways.nothin could beat those daes in sec skul to me.


but some shitty stuff happened & i cldn't be there.& sometimes i pity her but i dunno wat to do.i mean it hurts terribly to see one of ure closest frens goin thru the shits & u noe u can't help but juz be a spectator.i can only imagine wat she's goin thru but i can't make things better.& it doesn't help to impose one's views onto another person cos ultimately,she's the one x-periencin it & not me.but life has to go on no matter wat.& dats the hardest part.you can only pray the next day wil be a better one.sigh...


but all in all,i enjoyed the day.sth dat i missed doin.haha!slackin!& shoppin...well,not for me but it doesn't hurt to window shop rite?& i miss my sec skul frenz.haslina's here but she has other responsibilities dat take up most of her time & priya's away flyin most of the time.well,i guess everyone's growin up.i've my responsibilities too - skul stuff,which im supposed to start on but im too tired to do so tonyte.wil start tomoro i guess.juz hav to drag myself out of bed in the mornin or i won't get things done.haha!


i miss my frenz... & haslina,i hope things turn out better for u (u noe wat i mean rite?) & i hope all goes well for ure dad's upcomin op too.take care all! outz...

All in the name of beauty (& hygiene)

All in the name of beauty (& hygiene)


whoah....it's been a long time since i laz updated but i've been super bz the paz wk.& tired too.sleepin late & wakin up early.bout ready to drop on the floor actually.haha...no lar.anyway,was super disgusted on wed cos of some ppl.so this is a tribute to all the cina PRC who dun bathe in the mornin.it happened to me twice on wed.once was durin the start of the day durin mno tut & the other time was at the toilet at the end of the day.they actually hav the face to turn up for lessons in the mornin w/o bathin.the smell was damn bad.it's super masam...the only werd dat i can tink of at the moment to describe the SMELL.it's super disgustin.& the toilet incident was x3 cos there were 3 of them!& gerls at dat too...eeew!these ppl juz irk me to the core cos i hate unhygienic ppl!i mean,spore's super hot,it's no longer warm these days..& they can juz jump out of bed & proceed on wif the day.dun they feel sticky?watz wrong wif these ppl man?oh i knew they were PRC cos of their funny accent which i simply cannot stand.it sounds soooo cina.haha.den again they're cina.but u guys get wat i mean rite?


which brings me to my fav obsession - skincare & the werks.i like!not really linked to the above but i lurve talkin about my fav things...haha.i juz switched brands for my shampoo & conditioner to Loreal Elseve smooth-intense since i've been usin the hair serum for quite a while.decided to give the whole range a shot.im in lurve wif the range.it's absolutely heavenly.it makes my hair smoother which i've never had a prob wif my hair tho.it simply enhances the smoothness...do give it a try ppl if u need a change of shampoo.& there's less hair fall while shampooin too!


im obsessed wif cleansin my face cos i've oily skin.currently usin kiehl's cleanser & toner which i adore!was usin the skII toner previously but ever since kiehl's opened a counter at scott's,im stuck usin their products.the toner is super cool to me cos there's calendula petals in it plus the extract of the flower of coz.well,mine's the calendula toner.& ir u get the rose one,there's rose petals in it.cool huh?it's a lil pricey tho for toner.but it's worth the money.& yes,im usin the skII essence.hav been since jc1.it's pretty ex so i try to make the bottle laz throughout the yr.im dat stringent!haha..supposed to laz u for 6 mths tho.but hey,im not the only one.kak leny does dat too.every drop counts.hehe.oh & the mask is heavenly.after puttin it on,u juz feel ilke the most beautiful person on the planet.juz dun look at the mirror cos u look the same.it's juz the mentality...i got it wen i redeemed my crystal points at the counter.can't afford to purchase the box of 6 pieces cos mummie wil scream at me since one box costs ard 120+ or so.can't really rem the exact px.watever it is,it'll juz burn a hole in her pocket.haha.im pretty meticulous bout skincare cos mummie's always stressed the importance of it.wen i developed rashes on my face & everywhere else the other day,mummie was like 'why u never take care of ure skin?'well,it's not my fault dat the weather was super freakin hot rite?thank gawd it's clearin up now.not too itchy now dat i've taken medication for it.oh digression.was talkin bout masks juz now.usin Cortry's paper masks now.pretty gud too....waitin for the pack to finish cos thinkin of tryin out kiehl's mask.theirs are all conventional masks tho...a lil leceh but i tink it's worth givin it a shot.their products are really effective.i like! *smilez*


i've tried a few different brands of powder like prescriptives.was a loyal fan for quite some time but after a while i got lazy of puttin on liquid foundation and loose powder.cos i used the cusom-blend one.was usin it for a few yrs wen i decided to change to 2-way foundation.more convenient.tried lancome after dat cos mummie's a loyal lancome user but i din like it.den tried shu uemura.it was okay but it made my skin oily & oxidised super faz.den tried skII which i wouldn' t recommend altho i was rantin bout how much i lurve skII stuff.cos it was cakey.altho the powder's not meant to oxidise which is true,it felt heavy to me & i dun really like thick makeup.very rimas.now usin mac which is the bapok brand.haha.the powder's so far so gud.chose it cos most makeup artists use this brand so quite reliable lar...but the ppl there can be quite intimidatin.all the trans & gerls wif wayang makeup...if u get my drift.hehe


i noe this entry is super gerly but let's face it.im a gerl.which gerl doesn't like to pamper herself?rite?guess i'll juz hav to live wif dat!oh & mummie too since she pays for everythin.haha!okiez...toodles! *mwackz* hav a gud wkend ppl!