i was cleanin my cupboard earlier wen i came across old letters & cards.
read thru every single one of them... childish but memorable.
it's only once that you go thru life as a teenager.... studies,frenships, boyfriends, scandals... major issues then.
eyes were teary as i read thru some of them. & others, laughed my ass off. cos they were sooo hilarious!
it's only a matter of a few years & look how much we've grown.
raudah's tyin the knot this wkend, settin the ball rollin for everyone else.
some of us remain the same, others hav changed.
as for me?? i dunno. hav i been the same? hav i changed?
*sighz*


it's back to cleanin tomoro since there's nothin else that i can do xcept for sleep of coz.
im stil not able to go out & it's really killin me!! *shrieks*
albeit 3 days, it feels like forever.
my tongue is stil half numb but the swellin of my right jaw has subsided a lil. not too painful anymore.
but i stil can't eat solid food. can't talk properly.. soundin like daffy duck as i can't pronounce my 's' right.
this is so depressin.
i really hope i'll be much better by friday else mum won't allow me to go to raudah's plc!!
& i really wan to!


anyway, baby sarah's real chubby now. grown longer too.
& she has her bibik now.
wonder if she'll turn out to be like me. not bein able to do anythin... householdchores i mean.
it's a convenience to hav a helper ard... nothin else to say.
now that bibik's gone home, i've to help out at home.
& mum is the kind to scrub the toilet everyday. wash the kitchen everyday. clean every nook & corner everyday. chores that bibik has to do everyday on top of cookin & washin & ironin.
helped with scrubbin the toilet on sunday. oooooh.. my hands. so dry after all that scrubbin & washin.
& wat do i do best? complain.
complain to mum of coz.
it's a gd thing i didn't hav to wash the kitchen.
if i hav my own place & i've to do all that, im definitely gettin a domestic helper!
gawd.. im no superwoman!
& to think mum did all that before they got a maid.
wow...


time for me to return to my hermit ways.
doesn't hurt to catch up on Full House too eh?

extraction of my wisdom tooth was the worst surgery i've ever gone thru. hope this is the ferz & the last time i do it!
it's not painful but... i dunno how to describe it. it simply makes me feel terrible. & my mouth is tired from bitin this gauze. & i feel woozy. i dunno why.
stil hav to return dis sat to remove the stitches.
sighz...
the tooth was sooo big lar! the dentist extracted it from my mouth after much pulling, & showed it to me. bloody & all. was quite freaked out.
he gave it to me to keep. should take a photo & upload it.
haha...
my jaw is sooo numb & tired.
i hate this. aaaargh!


usin my mum's pc now. laptop's givin me probs.
hope mum can help to fix it.
why...?!
acap's on his pc like 24-7 so his is out of bounds.
wat if i need to use it at nyte?
sighz.. this is soo troublesome.
addin on to my frustration.


thot of changin my skin but with me feelin like this, i guess that wil juz hav to wait.
& without my laptop, i feel so handicapped. cos all my data's in it.
photos...
im not makin myself feel better.
think i should sleep on it.

im finally done with the reviewin of worksheets. gawd... drawin shapes on the computer really tests my patience. wish i had that smart board thingee. grrr...
so skul is finally over for me. actually the last day of skul was on tuesday. this is 'homework' to be sent via e-mail. free til last wk of dec. yippee!!
come dec, ive to go for a surgery which i've yet to make an appointment. wil do it tomoro.
i gotta clean my room. re-clean in fact. i hate cleanin. now that bibik's returned to her hometown for a mth plus, there's no one else to help keep my room neat. i'll start tomoro cos im juz too farkin tired rite now. hav been sooo tired the past few days ever since that retreat.
i need to visit the spa, which reminds me i've to book for a slot.
ooh... it's almost the end of nov already. bummer...
but there're 'surprises' in dec which im lookin forward to. =)


i simply love hols. then again who doesn't? juz wish that the period can be prolonged.
it's not so much about travellin but the fact that i can juz bum ard & hibernate for endless days & nytes. haha... but i love travellin too. guess it's part of the 'holiday package'.


rite now, my head's spinnin.
til next update.. cos i need the bed now, more than anythin else...

with rachel ann 

my prize winners.. from left to right.. sabrina won the best progress award, victoria is 4th in the level & lidiya (she looks chinese tho) won the good conduct & best in Malay award. congratulations girls! 

isn't she juz so adorable? my P1 kid.. i love her! 

green group members 

white group members 

yellow group members 

red group members 

blue group members

mum bought it for me. on wednesday.
now we juz need to wait for everythin to be finalised.
there's gonna be contribution on my part so shoppin's gonna be a lil tight from now onwards. *ouch*
sooo many things to save up for. but im sure i can do it if i can learn to be a lil frugal with my money. somehow that sounds extremely thot-provokin for me.
i simply need to stop spendin money unnecessarily.... & to think i juz bought myself a pair of shoes on tuesday. sighz.


anyway, yesterday was the last day of skul for us. so we had a party yesterday & boy were there lots of food contributed by the most generous parents.
today, we had our speech day & im so proud of my 3 students, who clinched the 4th position in the level, best in conduct & Malay as well as best in progress. yay!!
it's finally the end of the year. as much as i hate to admit it, i do miss the girls. & i've had streams of e-mail comin in since thursday tellin me how much they've missed me. they're sooo sweet. & im so proud of them. even tho im new, hav only been around since september, we've shared a close bond, creatin quite an impact on me. a teachin experience i'll never forget.


come monday, it's our staff retreat. so much for retreat.
runnin ard fort cannin, gettin myself hot & sweaty & tired.
gawd... how i dread monday. then it's meetings on tuesday.
dun hav to come back for tennis trainin durin the hols as the girls dun wan them since their private coaches can do the job. so im free! =)
aaaah... time's passin by so fast. lots of events happenin in dec. & it's already mid-nov!
hols are here... once again!

gay ad material 

 

sleepy-faced bf. dun blame him. he was workin the nyte before. 

imitatin the very 'in' kawaii pose. lookin soo irritatin! 

yesterday was the first raya outin for both bf & i. a convoy of 6 cars! we had over 20 ppl.
can u imagine the shock that ppl hav wen we went over to their houses?
drove his daddy's car.. so tiring to be drivin ard the whole day! oooh.. my legs. cos it's a manual car.
then it was karaoke session at nyte.
yes, karaoke in our bajus & all. wat a sight. haha!
who goes for raya outin & comes home at 3+ in the mornin?! well, we did.
sent back his daddy's car & bf sent me home.
so today, i'm pretty much zombified.
didn't take a lot of photos. think i juz lost the art of camwhoring.


& it's back to work tomoro... sighz. weekends are oooveeeeer!!
another early day tomoro to settle some stuff.
ooooh... i hate mondays!

it has been a bz-bz-bz week!
today is the only day of the week that im actually able to breathe...
exams ended on monday so it's been marking... checking of marks... going thru the papers with the girls... item analysis... calculation of progress... parent conferencing timeslots to confirm... the list goes on. gosh!
today's a holiday for all of us so finally... some space.
tomoro, it's back to skul. more work. plannin to actually head down early to settle the admin matters like the extremely troublesome skul cockpit. talk about idiocrasy of a system.
it's so blardy leceh!
& it can only be accessed via intranet. hence adding on to the lecehness. aaaargh.


last nyte was definitely a breather for me.
chillin with the bf never fails to bring my spirits up even tho it's in the middle of the nyte!
altho im pretty much dead today cos we only got in ard 5.
& i had plans to drop by nus today to collect my degree scroll & transcript.
which i did by the way, after much stretchin & psycho-ing. haha.
tellin myself to get out of bed to get it done cos it's the only free time that i hav!
transcript's real pretty tho... with the nus crest as the background.
thot it's juz gonna be a plain piece of paper. haha...
anyway, there's been plenty of changes in nus. couldn't believe all that was done after i've left!
for one, the IBS is no longer the bus ride to your death. haha. it used to be.. literally.
we'd rather take the sbs service to science than travel in the IBS.
& they're brand new buses which are much more spacious with ample walking space... WITH (i juz hav to add this in) smooth engines! haha.. if u ever were in nus, u'd noe wat i mean.
the old buses used to roll back on the slopes cos nus is juz so freakin full of them, which emphasises the location.. kent ridge.
they hav subway now. y didn't they hav it wen i was there?! sighz... oh & not forgettin the xtremely oily, deep fried food from old chang kee as well as a New Zealand ice-cream parlour. ooh... & grinnin gecko's had a revamp too. one of my fav places to hang out cos of the food. haha... cos there's pasta, wen im sick of the deck's food.
sighz... watever it is, i miss skul. no, change that. im in skul like everyday... i miss nus & the life there. & the fact that there's atm machines in nus cos now, im always runnin out of money in skul!! too used to the concept.
i miss student life where all i had to do was mind my own business, do my own work, be responsible for my own actions, hold out my hand whenever i need more money... hehe.
no more. sighz.


it's bedtime. i feel like a kid.
cos i need to wake up early tomoro. hate the word. e-a-r-l-y.
total turn off. esp wen im not a mornin person at all!