kinda like the effects of this...super cool! 

havin lunch at BK tekka mall...sungguh buruk! 

waitin...waitin...fallin asleep... 

baby drove while i look tired 

the many faces of me while waitin for bf... it was hot!! 

how hav i been the past week? same old same old.
yesterday was great considerin i haven't met bf in a wk!
bf & i had an early start yesterday. we drove out to the xtreme west end ard 10+ in the mornin. & we were out the whole of yesterday. didn't realize i was that tired til reached home last nyte & plopped down on my bed after havin had my bath. it was a pretty groggy mornin xperience. can't help it... & i've pix to prove myself! haha...


went ard almost the whole of spore.
from the west to central to east.
for a purpose of coz. wasn't juz goin ard for fun.
even tho i woke up late today, my back stil aches.
i feel so old. bleagh.


on a more boring note, presentation's comin up real soon. hav to submit ppt slides to JY (my lecturer) before this fri. done with my part. i juz hav to upload it. another pjct meetin on tues nyte. not sure if i can make it but i need to clarify some stuff with bernard. wil see how it goes...


& i've 2 blardy freakin tests nxt wk!! hav yet to study for them.
aaargh!!
i hate march! there's sooo much stuff to do! damn it! wil deal with one thing at a time. study for tests ferz den go kill myself over assns. i foresee sleepless nytes & more backaches.
not engagin at all...

pjct meetin was held in skul last nyte for the upcomin 2 hr presentation in a few wks time.
it was TIRING... we ended only ard 10.30 & by that time, my butt & back were hurtin like crazy!! aaargh!!
cos we sat on the wooden bench unlike the previous meetings which were held at YIH.
read: comfortable sofas & air-conditioned.
last nyte, we sat somewhere at engineerin. there were stil quite a no of ppl walkin ard skul by the time we finished.


this mornin wen i woke up, my back stil hurts & my shoulders are stiff like crazy!! need to request nina to give me a massage. she's the free masseuse of the house!! haha...
speakin of which, think i'll ask mie to make an appointment with one of the spa places for me. i really need some professional service to relieve me of this gnawin pain on my shoulders!


anyway, tuition was cancelled yesterday but it's on for later. im not supposed to hav tuition on tuesdays!! shuckz... sucky. & i hav yet to get started on writin my essays. im supposed to be startin on them now!! okay, okay, after im done with this post. i stil hav to read up on some stuff. leceh lar...


mie wans to go colour her hair & im goin with her to colour mine too!! yay!! juz not sure wen. hehe. we can colour our hair together-gether. fun?? hope so. haha. unless mie tells me i can't choose that colour or this colour.... u noe...mothers. oh well, juz waitin for the signal from her. most prob hav to go durin wkends. juz hope she tells me in advance so i can make that day free or sth.
anyway, i feel like goin shoppin again!!
but i walked the whole of orchard from far east to takashimaya & the clothes weren't that great for this season. maybe it's stil the clearin of stocks. haven't visited topshop but im not a fan of topshop stuff. even mango doesn't hav nice clothes this season. they had this top i liked but somehow it doesn't really look good on me. dun hav the chest to fill it out!! haha... it's those low-cut tops which only looks good if u hav a full chest. mie chose it anyway. tried it & it looked weird on me. but it was pretty. the colour i mean. looks damn great with jeans. there were these halter tops i liked but mie said they looked like pjs! cos they were in satin & lace. she told me she could buy for me those from wacoal & i could wear them!! haha... yar. told mie those were see-thru ones!! how could i wear them out!? madness...actually, come to think of it, the top i got from zara was see-thru as well. sheesh.


okay, enuf clothes talk. gotta go write sth for my essay. anythin!!
exasparation does wonders to my desires.
i digress A LOT from wat im supposed to do...

shaky hands = shaky pix. courtesy of bf & me 

against the backdrop of dusk 

my baby 

foolin around with the coconut tree 

this juz gives me a rush down my spine. wat a beautiful view... the sea provides such liberation 

takin in the view 

upon our arrival

it was a trip down to sentosa yesterday. juz bf & i. we drove down in his dad's car.
the beach provided a scenic evenin view.
the weather was perfect cos the sun was settin wen we reached sentosa.
didn't stay long tho cos it's pretty dark at nyte & there really isn't anythin else to see.
we drove around sentosa for a while before drivin off.
by 8+ most of the cars in sentosa were leavin. creatin quite a commotion.


can i stay near the beach?? it's so tranquil & the view is just gorgeous. coupled with the breeze. prob if i hav enuf money in future, i can consider buyin a house down at east coast road. that's the closest i can get to be near the sea. hehe. but nothin beats gold coast, aussie land. the beach houses are rite smack in front of the sea. by the looks of it, they're prob vacation houses. gorgeous tho. aaah... miss that. melbourne too.


speakin of vacations, mie's been talkin of spain & morrocco. either that or moscow, russia.
acap wants to go to freakin english land. why? he wants to visit all the stadiums.
gawd.
travel so far to see a patch of grass.
anyway, the destination hasn't been decided. not even sure if we can make it cos all 3 kiddos hav clashes in timetable. it's all becos of acap. poly juz has to start at weird times of the yr. told mie, juz leave him at home. haha...yar rite.
but spain would be nice. think it's like a medieval town or sth like that.
oh well, that's to be decided...


went shoppin with mie on sat!! love love love it!! cos i chose, she paid. hehe... bought a gorgeous top from zara... plus other stuff. nice nice.


anyway, nashitah's birthday was yesterday!!
happy birthday sweetie!!
22 already... =)


gotta do my work now.
& tuition's cancelled for today!! yay!!
short term happiness...

pretty, pretty wand 

love boat 

<3 overdose

last nyte was bee-yoo-tee-fool! & it was valentines day as well... not at all surprisin that everywhere, xcept sentosa accordin to dennis who spent his valentines day there, was simply jam-packed with ppl & vehicles.


bf & i headed to esplanade after dinner. we thot we could find a quiet spot juz to sit & talk. haha. wrong day. apparently, about 8000 other ppl had the same idea. wat a hotspot. anyway, we made do with it since we were already there. bearin in mind that we did not intend to celebrate v-dae, it turned out to be quite a splendid evenin wat with the love-is-in-the-air atmosphere & decor. ooooh...rewind back to the time wen i was in skul before bf came to fetch me. bought ferrero rocher & walked around the forum and came across this vendor sellin heart-shaped brownies. super sweet!! bought for bf. hehe...kinda like role-reversal here. anyway, bf loved it & that's wat matters most. he fed me those brownies while we were sittin at one of the many stairs at the esplanade area. =) sighz... im meltin juz thinkin bout it. haha... this is wat i call an overdose of love.


told bf that i want those heart-shaped brownies for my weddin... 1000 pieces!! or more...hehe. i wanna drown myself in them. i love brownies lar...& chocolates & ice-cream & doughnuts & all other sweet stuff. too bad dunkin doughnuts no longer hav their shops in spore. i love their strawberry filled ones. eeeerrgh...this temptation is killin me!! oh & guess wat?? i came across banners in skul sayin that old chang kee is openin soon in nus. & other food stuff as well. & i juz realized that there's an ice-cream parlour at yih!! juz underneath that bridge!! why is everythin happenin only wen im about to leave?? it muz be a sign tellin me to stop indulgin else i'll get fat!! haha... crappo.


ooooh...didn't finish my esplanade story. see lar...get so xcited over food. forgot all about my story. anyway, we took a bum boat ride!! haha...fancy us! & we're not even tourists!! bf wanted to take the ride badly & im easy with that. fed each other those rocher i bought earlier. it was a breezy & dreamy ride for us. too bad i didn't bring my cam. had to make do with my phone's cam & it wasn't that great since it had to be on nyte mode & the boat was movin & all. so it was kinda grainy. & the ride came with a purple wand!! soo pretty, i like!! time to head home after that boat ride since it was already 11+. bf has to work this mornin. last nyte was an overdose on sweetness & love. makin me one happy girl. =)


today, it's back to reality. boo!

i think i juz created a mess in the reference office of central library yesterday. was searchin for a thesis i wanted and it was supposedly in reference office. went there but the thesis in question wasn't there. missin i guess. the staff were searchin high & low for it. in the end, they wanted my particulars and would contact me once the thesis has been found. thanks to me, now the staff are havin a headache. but it's good that i brought it to light rite?? at least they're aware that they are missin that thesis!! a pretty important one at that too since it's stashed away in the reference office...


woke up at 1 today but im stil sooo sleepy. think i'll hit the sack after this. hav been doin research for all my term papers. time to hit the lib and bug the lecturers again on mon. oh speakin of which, i've a health checkup in skul on monday. so early start before tutorials. then tuition again. im like endin at 6 everyday because of tuition. so bleagh.


gotta go catch I Not Stupid Too for research. gonna drag mie so she'll pay for the tix! haha...so mean. but at least there's company rite?? and im not watchin that movie for leisure...gotta take note of the representation of spore's youths and the issues facin them. heard it's good tho. but can't draf the bf to watch it cos he def won't waste his money on chinese movies!! not even for me...sighz. haha...such a spoilt brat. well, can't help it if he's the one spoilin me. bf always says im spoilt but he's the one who's indulgin my every whim and fancy. well, most of the times. can't jolly well blame me for it rite?? heh.


okay...im beginnin to feel delirious. seriously in need of sleep. im such a bum. okay, lights out ppl. at 4 in the afternoon...

in skul lib rite now. wastin my time away before lec at 4. it's so blardy diff to type with this freakin keyboard lar!! aaargh... too lazy to bring my laptop to skul.


zapped notes for understandin careers pjct presentation from hssml i.e. biz lib. hav a few more bks to zap from central lib i.e arts lib. & im so tired oready. tired because im bored i guess. hav to meet seya later down at the forum to get my notes from her.


watever it is, i can't wait for 6 this evenin & i definitely can't wait for the weekends. come & bowl me over!! i need the weekends to complete everythin i need to complete. haha... that sounds like a totally borin weekend. i mean of coz i'll hav fun & go out & all but i stil need some geeky time to do my stuff. oh well, it's already the 5th wk this week & after nxt, it's the mid-term break. time sure flies fast.


okay, wil go find the books i need to zap now. til nxt update yeah?

had a lovely surprise by bf on monday. but he was sooo mean to me! especially wen i was stil in bed and stil in my groggy state of mind. he was supposed to be workin that day but somehow he applied for leave only to be granted later that mornin. so he called me ard 11 and put up an act which i was pretty used to him doin it on his frenz but not me!! never before until that fated day. anyway, it turned out that we went for the gamelan performance thingee together and i enjoyed it even more compared to goin for it alone with frenz. that's wat his presence does to me. =) had dinner with the gang. crazy dinner with peals of laughter every now and then. haha... then we headed to kallang river to chill and njoy the wind and each other's company. i love it. he always puts a smile on my face.


then things changed on tuesday. he fetched me from skul and i was late & i juz didn't hav the chance to tell him that i'd be late since tut ended late like crazy that day. so he was pissed that i didnt' inform him. he didn't mind waitin juz that i should hav had the courtesy to inform him. that was my mistake. i admit. then i said sth which hurt him. but i swear i didn't mean it that way at all. maybe im juz not cultured enuf in my words. told him to leave and i sat and pondered. a part of me can't take any more of the emotional tiffs. i was pretty hurt by wat he said as well cos i never felt that way. i felt so distraught and it didn't help that the wind was howlin like crazy that evenin. it seemed to dampen my spirits even more. anyway, he called me soon after askin to go for dinner. i agreed even tho i was stil sore bout the whole thing and feelin pretty embarassed. but who was i to say anythin wen i had said such hurtful things?? i was pretty quiet the whole journey. he tried to lighten things up by always talkin to me. i noe that it was his move in makin things seem better. & i didn't wanna make things worse anyway. so we had a normal conversation. went for coffee at coffeabean after dinner & headed home after that. apologised again. he was juz so sweet & lovin. guess that's why im so in love with him.


anyway, im done with my truckload of assignments for this week. xcept to think about my ind pjct for understandin careers. juz haven't had the time but i gotta do it soon!! there's lesson tomoro & i haven't come up with anythin for the pjct. this is sooo frustratin. im juz dumped with assignment after assignment after assignment. okay, i really hav to think of sth by tomoro!! & visit the lib to loan the tons of books that i've requested. ooooh...im beginnin to hate tomoro & it hasn't even started. come to think of it, it doesn't seem like i should go to sleep tonyte. there's a million things to do!! speakin of which, guess this is where i'll end for now. ta!!

haven't updated my blog in a while. so unlike me. well, i've been busy. this & that. not really settled in skul yet & skul work is mountin up. i stil hav some case study crap to analyse. lit review for pjct presentation to search for. presentation outline which i've juz done up & essay outline... all to be done in these few days!! i couldn't wake up for a make-up tut held on sat cos i was excruciatingly tired!! yes... it was painful. too tired that my body aches. everywhere.


anyway, it had been an eventful wk, met up with an old fren on fri. nadiah, my childhood fren, is leavin for aussie land on the 14th & my mum said it'd be good if i could meet up with her before she leaves. so i thot, y not? been a long time since i had a talk with her. we used to be pretty close cos we had math tuition together taught by our mums' fren. & my tutor's daughter is also our fren. okay, that's another story altogether. we're all linked up thru our parents. anyway, nadiah's mum & mine are best frenz since way back in their pri skul days. so we're practically frenz ever since we're little tots. lots of photos & memories back then cos our families always spend time together. anyway, she's a yr my junior & she's leavin for aussie only this yr when she should hav gone last yr since she graduated from TP last yr but her course only has 1 intake in feb so she had to wait almost a yr. we caught up, seriously caught up, on all the lost issues. wen we talk, we can really talk. haha. we lost track of the time that we missed the last train & the last bus home that we had to take a cabbie home!! yeah, well, if it's 1 in the mornin, wat can we xpect rite?? haha...we totally forgot bout the time til her bf called her. we planned to meet up again soon before she leaves on v-day.


met bf on sat where i indulged myself at mph which is huge & it sets off excitement in me to see sooo many bks!! i wanted to buy everythin i tell u!! & no, im not a fan of shopaholic & gang kinda stories. i love biographical bks of women who've been thru emotional torture, deprived rights... the works. & fantasies too like lord of the rings for example. yes, i bought the trilogy collection of books before watchin the 3 movies at the cinema. it juz feels sooo different to be watchin the movie cos certain scenes hav been changed or juz removed completely to provide a better flow to the storyline i guess. anyway, it's easier to pen it down than to create a movie anytime of the day, rite? so i bought myself memoirs of a geisha even tho i've watched the movie twice!, chronicles or narnia & da vinci code for acap which im goin to read it too after he's done with it. charged it to mum's account. haha. of coz i've informed her beforehand but it feels so different to sign my platinum and gold cards compared to signing my own cards. i kinda feel like i hav to be more careful with expenditure wen im chargin to mie's account contrary to other's perceptions of juz goin on a crazie spree by chargin it to the parents. unlike signin my own cards, i juz sign them. wat the hell?? it's my money anyway. so i've got new bks to read & im excited!! BUT im also pissed with the fact that i've to prioritise skul's readins ferz....grrr.


anyway, it's off to NAFA tomoro with nash, wana & ho to watch some gamelan performance if im not mistaken. can't rem the e-mail i received cos i read it such a long time ago! like last wk. haha...so long lar... im juz preoccupied with other assignments that i can't rem these trivial matters. hope to squeeze in a trim as well before that. wanted to go for my hair treatment down at jean yip but i don't think i've the time. & i stil hav to visit california fitness somewhere this wk. maybe i'll go on wed or sth. time is really not on my hands these days!! so many things to do, so lil time. so i end up havin to finish up my stuff in the middle of the nyte. i noe i'll be super tired the next day but no skul for me tomoro. so no worries.


hmmm, think i've gotta go now. been sittin down in front of the laptop ever since i came back from dinner with mie. & i've been stuffin myself like crazy wat with chinese new year visitin & all. okay, nytez all! it's been a hectic wk...hope this wk wil turn out better...