I had a great time today.
First up, Raudah's place to view her wedding photos & video. Nice nice, I like.
Haha... Like my wedding photos like that.
I'm still waiting to look at her studio photos. Got a glimpse of a few shots, they were gorgeous! I'm wondering how the whole album will look like. They got a really good deal too. Double bonus!
Then it was coffee break at Tampines with Haslina.
A catch-up session cos we've not sat down & talk for so long. Looked around for a while; looked at some 'bright' things.
Haha! You know I know ar Haslina? *winkz*
Quick! Tell me your decision! =)


It's Christmas now. So fast, too fast. It's this house's 13th Anniversary.
Happy Anniversary (to the house).
27th is drawing reeaaal near. Shuckz.
& to think I had a great day today.
I don't want the day to end. I've been feeling like crap at the end of the day for too long.


On another note, I hate it when I can't understand you.
I hate to guess others' feelings.
I need explicit confrontations. I don't read signs well.
The results of my personality test have confirmed that.
Sometimes, I wish you were different. But I wouldn't trade the world for a different you. Contradicting, I know.
*Sighz*

Back from the chalet & I'm fucking tired. Been sleeping & sleeping ever since I came home yesterday. It's what I do best anyway. Haha.


I went to bed with a heavy heart last night. Too many issues, one of it is regarding the end of hols, which is drawing very near. It makes me feel so blah. I hate it, I hate it so much! It didn't feel like this when I was in NUS. Think I still haven't adjusted to this whole idea of 'working'. Aaargh. I hate to even talk about it & it's the only way that I can let out my true feelings. Bleagh.
The rest, it's a jumble of issues. I just feel so fuckingly disgusted, irritated & pissed with just about everything else. The best part? I've no fucking reason to justify myself.


This is such a fucked up entry.

You said you would, but you didn't. Maybe you have forgotten.
Sometimes it makes me wonder, what happened to the bond between us?


I can't seem to relate to you anymore. Why?
Does this mean that it's my fault? Or you have chosen to shut yourself from me?
It's too tiring and depressing to think about it but sometimes, I can't help but reflect on it.
I don't wanna give a fuck but I seem to give a fuck about a lot of things lately. It hurts although I hate to fucking admit it.


Friendships are important but Mum's right. Friends come & go. Family comes first.
You have just proven this point to me.

from him




from me













cousins







3 heroes




my gfs who graced the event




frenz...







with his sisters... (& hafiz)




ladies from his side...




<3




I'm too tired to put up more pix. The hantaran pix & stuff...
It's a wonder I've had the patience to put up this many. Heh.
A simple affair where everything was mine... The baju, accessories & I did my own make-up. No rental, no photography, except for the services voluntarily rendered by Apek. Thx! & of course, Mum & Nina who went around snapping as well...


That day has passed, & a new title has emerged...
Addressing him as my fiance is something I have to get used to. =)

Even though I'm sooo damn shagged, I simply have to say I'm freaking elated!
Although simple, it was something I wanted. It was wonderful...
I love you baby...


Many thanks to Nashitah, Wana, Raudah (& Shahrul) & Maherah who made my day. I love you & I'm so lucky to have you babes as my wonderful friends!
& of course, not forgetting Haslina who has put in a lot of effort. Can't really quite thank you enough for everything...
*hugz*
I love you so much...
10 years of friendship... all that listening to my rantings & ravings... Thank you for being there for me. Always.


I'd love to upload my photos but that will just have to wait cos I'm sooo tired!
Good night my beautiful people...

It's here!
Woohoo!


That's gd news...
Bad news is the hard drive of my notebook has to be replaced. boo!
Sighz.. all my songs... at least i've managed to back up most of my pix wen it started to lag on me.
Jimmy came to my place last night, okay, make it Wednesday night since it's past midnight now, to rectify the prob cos it couldn't start at all!
So rebooted *ouch* (heart pain), then stil slow.. so had to be taken back to analyse the prob.
Really hope i can have my notebook back... SOON!
I can't bear to get a new one. I don't know why... this is gettin too weird.


But because of that piece of good news, I'm so upset.
I'm upset with Acap. He can be sooo irritating at times!
Gawd!
I do love my brother though... I'll get damn pissed with him at first, then I'll get upset.
Aaargh...


Too many errands tomorrow, telling me that time is ticking fast!
It's really happening soon! Okay, this is another piece of good news, as far as I'm concerned. Hehe...
With time ticking so fast, it also means that I only have another week of hols before school starts... again! *bleagh*
I really hate the feeling, really hate thinking bout it. Can't describe the icky, sick feeling I have in my heart. This is baaaaad....


Oh, I'm wondering if I should do sth to my hair next week.
Should I cut & relax it?
Or should I just let it grow & grow & grow? Like Rapunzel's... Haha!
Hair can grow right? Right?
So.. should I?
A question that leaves me with approximately 3 days to think about.


December's ending soon.. we're right smack in the midst of it.
I hate thinking bout it. I feel as if I'm still a student... Dreading the end of hols.
Oh nooo...


*Sighz*
I miss bf.. already. We met earlier. Even spent time at my place.
Digression, I know. But I can't help it.
I'm missing him so badly now.
Oh baby...

Poof!

Poof!


Was what happened to my money after splurging at MAC (again!) earlier today.
I've been zonk bleu-ed. Haha!
$250 gone the moment i signed on that piece of paper. Well, technically the money's still intact but it's untouchable.
I just kept on buying & buying... everything seemed 'buy-able'.
& it helps that my purchases came in a nice christmassy drawstring bag =)


Oooh.. & it's coming... real soon!

the more i think bout it, the more jittery i get.
apparently im not the only one. but i think im feelin it more.
is this normal?


met bf for an xtremely late dinner last nyte.
who has dinner at 11p.m? haha...
it was dinner cos i didn't hav my dinner at 7 so i was super hungry & i cannot take another meal of nasi briyani/minyak. dunno wat's the difference & i can't tell the diff either.
i really needed sth soupy & noodle-y!
remembered abang dan told me there's a hong kong eatin plc near simpang so dragged bf down to give it a shot, hopin it'd be open.
& so it was... we had a sumptuous meal which came in a ginormous serving & an even bigger bowl!
such satisfaction...


albeit comin home at almost 4 this mornin after 2 long tiring days over the weekends, i always feel a sense of serenity after meetin him.
thank you baby...

after 2 straight days of babies galore, i willingly surrender myself to my bed.
2 babies, 2 cukur rambut functions on both sat & sun.
from morn til dusk.
i am so freakin tired!!
& everyone seems to be havin babies this year! i've only seen that many babies in the nurseries...


more events comin up dis week. oooh...
lunch & shoppin dates comin up. waitin patiently for it's arrival too, which is supposed to be due this comin week.
can't wait for tuesday! i personally think it's a generous amount albeit receivin a pro-rated bonus.
but more than half wil go to my savings.
then there are essential things to purchase this mth... more money!!
*aaargh*
im tryin to save as much as possible.. hopin to spend my money as per normal this dec.
prayin hard that i do...
ha ha.. & im already churnin out a shoppin list in my mind as im typin this.
wil try, wil try...


it's barely 8 & im ready to retire.
gd nyte... hope tomoro brings about a great day for everyone...

chatting with my ex-student on msn now. after chattin with a few of them, i find that their choice of nick can be really narcissistic!
seems like they're all missin me. haha! i've missed them too...
but im not missin skul yet. & im not sure if i'll ever miss skul. i'll prob miss the hols more.
heh.


nad's back & i can't wait to meet her. she's goin back in feb so that stil gives us time to hang out.
but she's tied down while im free these hols. im not sure if i'll be able to get away wen skul starts.
*sighz*
wish i can complete my masters too.. without havin to work first. heh.
im stil waitin for the day for mum to tell me, "okay, im payin for your post-grad education & you don't hav to pay a single cent."
gawd, i'll pack & leave the very nxt day lar!
but.. it seems that i'll hav to pay back even if she does pay for my education first. & i stil need 2 years of workin experience. so there, questions regardin my existence in the absolutely unappealin workin world hav been answered.


on to another topic...
i went down earlier with the intention of wantin to make an appt with the hairdresser.
but... they dun accept appts. first come, first serve.
i can always make an appt with jean yip but i need to factor in the travellin time.
even if i do hav it, there's not gonna be enuf time for me to travel here & there!
so leceh lar...
*sighz*
time sure flies...

2 days have passed... I've not touched that corner.
I'm too lazy.
I have been spending money though over the past 2 days.
*ouch*
I can't wait for payday. Really.


Anyway, I'm real happy with my stash of books from the visit to the library earlier today.
4 fat books to keep me company. Yayness!
Plus all the junk I bought.. Should keep myself happy & my tummy full for quite a while.
What with all that chocolate I bought from Chocz, yoghurt, more chocolates, old chang kee stuff...
Oooh.. & I got myself an organizer for 2007 from marks & spencer. So pretty. I like! =)


Okay, enough spending for now. I don't wanna do my math for my expenditure this month.
Too scary.
I'll just live in denial till the next pay comes. Heh.
However, since im such an organized person, I do my math for my expenditure every month.
So i did my math for this month as well.
Aaaah.. the mounting figures are freaking me out.
So... say no to shopping!! At least till the 12th...
I'm just going to stay home & keep my tummy full in the meantime.

this is the 3rd time today that im bloggin!
*gasp*
goes to show how free i am... even wen i did wake up at 1 this afnoon, & stil managed to clean up my room! im juz left with the 'entertainment' corner... tomoro. definitely.
im sooo shagged out.


oooh... & im cravin for doughnuts! dunkin doughnuts to be precise.
after catchin oprah earlier, nothin i ate satisfied my sweet cravin. u see, oprah featured this "crispy creamy doughnuts" & i've been mad about sugar since then.
the only kinds to get in spore are those from bakin boys but i stil want my dunkins!!
i've been dumpin the choc in the microwave but no... im stil dreamin of those jam-filled sinful delights! coated with sugar... yumz!
i foresee a trip to jb soon! haha...
anyone up for it?


speakin of which, think i'll be meltin choc in the microwave again... after this post.
at this rate,
how am i supposed to lose 2kg to reach the desired 50kg mark by end of nxt wk?

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gmail is sooo gawd damn slow! *aaargh*
so frustratin...


wonder wen my baby is comin. mum talks as if i've my baby now.
ha ha...
maybe by then it'll be here, maybe not.
who noes?