It's surprising that the jitters are here. Presumably, I thought that it only comes to one the night before... got that from talks with friends.
Truth be told, I'm nervous.
Not about the wedding itself, but about marriage.
It's a serious word that I wouldn't say, didn't have an impact on me before.
Marriage is a huge thing, and of course I thought about it a great deal before agreeing to take the plunge.
But now that it's nearing, this whole marriage thingee suddenly seems a lot bigger than it was to me before.

The responsibilities of a wife (gulp...), managing a household, weird stories that I've been hearing of domestic helpers lately... they're stressing me up.
Question is... Am I Ready?
I thought I was.
I have this theory where if I don't try it, I'll never know how ready I am for a certain task.
But this, this is unlike all the other tasks that I've undertaken before.

I need to have faith, in myself, in us.
Please.