I've been waking up dizzy the past few days and I retreat back to sleep almost immediately upon waking up.
It could be the effects of too much sleep since I was deprived of sleep for so long!
8 hours of sleep these days is perceived as too long by the body.
Sheesh.

I'm wondering if it's just me.
Maybe I should seek some medical help to aid me to cope with depression.
Everytime I think about work, I get sick to my stomach, it feels like all the bile is rushing to my throat and my whole system jams up.
I know everyone gets blues about work, miserable in fact for a handful, but mine is screwing up my life completely!
I can't sleep in peace... I even dream about work!
How utterly brutal is that?
And to think of the number of hours I have left till work resumes doesn't aid in providing me with peace of mind (and heart).
I keep thinking of what I have to do first thing tomorrow morning.
I'm nauseas just thinking about it. Really feels like puking now.
I've never experienced denial as bad as this.

I'm usually quite an optimistic person, so to speak.
More optimistic than half the people I know.
But seriously, there's nothing to look forward to at this place.
Not the colleagues, not the environment.
And even the food sucks.

How do I find comfort then?