I'm trigger happy to be able to blog every single day that I'm at home.
It's a wondrous feeling to just have me-time to express my thoughts and ideas.
It's such a liberation!
Come the start of school again, this privilege will be stripped off.
No wonder I'm not in the best of moods when school resumes. It must be all the bottled up feelings and thoughts which I can't get them out of my system that have been causing my depression!

I was up early today and managed to complete some work before I went out to get some shopping done. Essential shopping.
I wouldn't have dragged my ass out of bed if I didn't have to stock up on supplies.
Speaking of moving around, cab fares these days sure are expensive! I was deprived of driving for 2 days: yesterday and today. So I have been popping in and out of cabs to get around.
Simply because I'm too lazy to take the bus and mrt.
But the cab fares sure did burn a hole in my pocket. I must have spent about a hundred bucks on cab fares just these 2 days.
Ouch.

Back to getting work done. I'm left with a work review to complete.
I'm wondering if I should e-mail my mentor a copy.
I find it silly to reflect but well, that's how everything is done these days.
Seriously, what's the point of relecting once every few months when nothing is done to address my concerns?
Crap.
There are times I wished I could express my unhappiness.
Sighz. I know that can never be a reality.
I'm stuck in this facade of living up to expectations. It can be very stifling at times.
And everything has to be phrased constructively.
Damn it!

Amidst all the unpleasant thoughts running in my head, I'm elated thinking about those yummy muffins I bought earlier! I bought them from the branch at Shunfu Road before but it's not as good as those sold at Tanjong Pagar. So I hopped into a cab from Orchard Road to Tanjong Pagar and bought 10 yummy chocoloate chip muffins! I can't wait to devour them!

But as I was walking down Orchard Road and even during the journeys in the cabs, I thought about an acquaintance who has been abused (from what I heard) and I felt so sorry for her even though I have always thought she was a weird character. I hoped my msg helped to remind her that there are people who care about her.
Then I thought about when the fiance's sister-in-law would be due.
And other random thoughts that won't be running around in my mind if I had been driving!
I would be cursing and singing instead.
Heh.

And of course I thought about when I can actually break fast with Haz.
Babe, how bout next weekend?
I've been racking my brains thinking of a place to eat but I just can't think of any.
We won't eat much for break fast so there's no point in going for a buffet spread.
And I'm not craving for anything. Yet.
So Haz, if there's any place in mind, just drop me a note yar?

Since my eyes are droopy, it's best to take a nap now...