finally... an update!
been a hectic looooong week for me. hence the hiatus in blogging.
results were in last week. they were okay but a bombshell dropped on me soon after.
okay now albeit in shock before.
anyway, im a bz, bz, bz lady... & there's the trip comin up nxt week. lotsa things to buy & pack.


currently in emotional state. i won't settle til i get some answers.


met nash & wana for our ayam penyet get-together yesterday.
was fun... been a while since we last saw one another. no.. it was last week.
haha!
seems quite a while.


been a long day today. went out with mum from mornin.. well, 11 is early for me.
it was a shop-and-walk-til-u-drop day.
bumped into yonghua at PS. been a few years since i last saw him.
hell.. the last time we saw each other was on the day we collected our A level results.
bumped into someone whom i didn't expect to see. well, not really bumped.
i saw him & turned away. dun think he saw me or i'd think he'd hav recognised me.
anyway, that was a lil shockin. kinda had a dream bout hat not too long ago. a deja vu? not quite.
juz shocking. i can't imagine the reaction if that was to really happen. gawd... no.


i need my dose of crepe from marche's.
apart from suntec, does anyone noe where else can i find marche's? the one at heeren is currently closed.
im too lazy to travel all the way to suntec.


im tired now. my left eye has been twitchin.
this sux.
i need to sleep. but i can't. somehow.
i dun really noe wat i wan rite now.
seriously.
i juz noe i need to satisfy myself with sth before i can actually hav a peace of mind.
wat that sth is... only time wil tell.


i feel like hittin the beach. i need the breeze blowin against my face.
why won't it juz take my thoughts away with it?
highly impossible.
should i head to the beach now?
oooooh... i dunno. wat am i gonna do there alone anyway?
if only i had a car. i'd be drivin my sorrowness away rite now...
speakin of drivin, acap's gotten his license.. like 2 days ago.
congrats lil bro. 10 points.
i was better. haha.. i juz had to rub it in his face.
8 points & i've had my license for almost 3 years.
so now there's 2 drivers in the house y'all! hehe... since dad's no longer ard.
gettin a car? not anytime soon. that i can tell u.
mum's juz against gettin a car. too ex. yeah, i've to agree.
no matter how much mum's earnin rite now, it's diff wen u've both parents bringin in the bread & butter.
it was double, more than double.


life was blessed.
but things can be taken away from u in a blink of an eye.
life has its ups & downs. sth i've learnt since young.
but im stil thankful that mum is wat she is. stil providin a comfortable life for all of us.
but of coz, she cannot replace wat has been gone.
i've to accept life for wat it has to offer.
juz thot of dad. maybe cos father's day is comin & im reminded of all the stuff i used to do for him as a kid.
i'd draw him my fav pix, make him a card... it was arty farty stuff for him back then.
since i jolly well didn't hav money!! haha... well, i was in pri skul...
im juz makin myself feel miserable.
i should juz end here. hope the nxt entry would be on a more cheerful tone...