:: confused ::

:: confused ::


i never thought i'd feel this way.
suddenly im havin mixed feelings. im like thinkin.. is this rite? is this wat i really want?
i'd imagine myself in that position.
how would i react? juz to reaffirm my emotions.
im so confused rite now. i need a breather.
i browsed thru snapshots hopin to revive sth in me. it didn't.
feels like a confused teenager. which totally sux at this age.


anyway, im supposed to meet sarah this sat.
hav plans to shop. at least lookin forward to that.
plans for the rest of the day not yet confirmed. dun wanna barge in on her & her bf.
bf has yet to tell me if he's accompanyin me.


results out soon. this thursday at 3.
im anxious, excited.
sometimes i wonder.. if this is the cause of my emotional instability.
i hate waitin. for anythin.
maybe. i hav a feelin it does. i always get a lil irritable durin periods like this.
i waited for 2 wks.. somehow these last few days are takin its effect on me.
hurry hurry... cure me of this anxiety...