last nyte was a teary affair. i dunno why but unwanted memories flooded me. hate it.
i dunno why it came back last nyte after puttin it behind me like ages ago.
wat is it tryin to tell me?
& dreams i had last nyte weren't exactly comfortin either.
there's no one to talk to... no one that'll understand. even if there is, i don't think i wanna talk bout it. kinda contradictin but that's juz the way it is.


i dunno wat to expect of myself. how can i noe wat to expect of others?? this is drivin me nuts. once again, i keep tellin myself to take things one day at a time.


i feel so miserable... drownin in a pool of emotions. sometimes, i question this existence.