epidural?no epidural?
was readin someone's blog entry juz now bout her experience in childbirth which juz happened recently.my congrats to the new mother.altho her entry did freak me out a lil.she had to go thru long labour even tho her contractions had been felt for hours.pills had to be inserted in her vagina for the cervix to be dilated.& i think she had to wait for a long time b4 the cervix dilated to the required size.& epidural was requested by her to lessen the pain of childbirth.as i read thru it,i was pretty grossed out.cos i had the images in my mind....eeew...not to childbirth but to wat has been described by the blogger.
den i thot abt my future if im given the rezki to bear children.can i withstand such pain?long labour?errr...i def dun tink so.asked mie b4 bout her experience in childbirth and alhamdulillah she had easy childbirth for all 3 of us.& short labours too..the moment she feels contractions,she's ready to push.& no epidural.mum told me epidural's not gud.side effects.of wat?im not really sure..mum din say.but she told me childbirth is not too bad.not like wat is portrayed on the screens.banyak berdoa & insyaAllah its gonna be alrite.
i hope wat she says is true.i noe dis is way too early to talk abt childbirth since im not even married yet!ahha..stil hav a few yrs to go i guess...but i pray dat i'll hav an easy one wen the time is right.insyaAllah.& no epidurals for me...i hope.
& yes,i do feel much better now.threw depression out of the window.maybe i think too much.maybe i worry too much.but im glad its over.
tink i'll be workin soon at mum's place again.she juz called sayin rahmad needs someone to work for 2 wks.& rahmad's maisarah's dad.so i agreed while waitin for dr sandar to call me back.& if she does call back,i'll switch jobs.dun really like to work in PCD dept.worked there for a while laz yr.a mth.din wanna continue...juz can't work in a Malay env since the temp staff are ALL malays.maybe im bein racist.i noe i am.against malays dat is..or more precisely minas & mats.dunno wat the fark they talk abt the whole time.was always complainin to my mum den...haha.since we go to work together.complained in the car while on the way to work.& cik amir has to listen as well...but he doesn't say much.eheh.im bein a bitch but i really can't stand them!oh well,only 2 wks of torture & its gonna be over.im alone most of the time there & i dun really care.i noe the other staff since i've been visitin the office since i was a toddler.& they all go like,wow,latiffa's daughter?ure so big now.the last time i saw u,u were so small...duh.time flies u noe.eheh.but i din say dat of coz.juz smiled & nodded my head in agreement.but i can't rem all their names.its juz uncles & aunties.go pray at the 26th level also kena tegur.aunties dat i've never seen b4 come up to me & say hi since im latiffa's daughter.ahaha..at times,its so farnie to me.feels like a celebrity since im my mum's daughter.everyone noes her.rahmad even told everyone not to bully me or my mum wil come after them.ahah..yar rite.oh well,juz can't wait to start work now.my enthusiasm is the rate of stagnant water.but wat the hell,money's gud.yeah,money's def gud.*keching* here i come...
was readin someone's blog entry juz now bout her experience in childbirth which juz happened recently.my congrats to the new mother.altho her entry did freak me out a lil.she had to go thru long labour even tho her contractions had been felt for hours.pills had to be inserted in her vagina for the cervix to be dilated.& i think she had to wait for a long time b4 the cervix dilated to the required size.& epidural was requested by her to lessen the pain of childbirth.as i read thru it,i was pretty grossed out.cos i had the images in my mind....eeew...not to childbirth but to wat has been described by the blogger.
den i thot abt my future if im given the rezki to bear children.can i withstand such pain?long labour?errr...i def dun tink so.asked mie b4 bout her experience in childbirth and alhamdulillah she had easy childbirth for all 3 of us.& short labours too..the moment she feels contractions,she's ready to push.& no epidural.mum told me epidural's not gud.side effects.of wat?im not really sure..mum din say.but she told me childbirth is not too bad.not like wat is portrayed on the screens.banyak berdoa & insyaAllah its gonna be alrite.
i hope wat she says is true.i noe dis is way too early to talk abt childbirth since im not even married yet!ahha..stil hav a few yrs to go i guess...but i pray dat i'll hav an easy one wen the time is right.insyaAllah.& no epidurals for me...i hope.
& yes,i do feel much better now.threw depression out of the window.maybe i think too much.maybe i worry too much.but im glad its over.
tink i'll be workin soon at mum's place again.she juz called sayin rahmad needs someone to work for 2 wks.& rahmad's maisarah's dad.so i agreed while waitin for dr sandar to call me back.& if she does call back,i'll switch jobs.dun really like to work in PCD dept.worked there for a while laz yr.a mth.din wanna continue...juz can't work in a Malay env since the temp staff are ALL malays.maybe im bein racist.i noe i am.against malays dat is..or more precisely minas & mats.dunno wat the fark they talk abt the whole time.was always complainin to my mum den...haha.since we go to work together.complained in the car while on the way to work.& cik amir has to listen as well...but he doesn't say much.eheh.im bein a bitch but i really can't stand them!oh well,only 2 wks of torture & its gonna be over.im alone most of the time there & i dun really care.i noe the other staff since i've been visitin the office since i was a toddler.& they all go like,wow,latiffa's daughter?ure so big now.the last time i saw u,u were so small...duh.time flies u noe.eheh.but i din say dat of coz.juz smiled & nodded my head in agreement.but i can't rem all their names.its juz uncles & aunties.go pray at the 26th level also kena tegur.aunties dat i've never seen b4 come up to me & say hi since im latiffa's daughter.ahaha..at times,its so farnie to me.feels like a celebrity since im my mum's daughter.everyone noes her.rahmad even told everyone not to bully me or my mum wil come after them.ahah..yar rite.oh well,juz can't wait to start work now.my enthusiasm is the rate of stagnant water.but wat the hell,money's gud.yeah,money's def gud.*keching* here i come...
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