juz received a call from mak-ngah that abang yusri's passed away.
before visitin him on sat nyte at NUH, i've effectively seen him twice in my entire life. so that hospital trip made it thrice. the fact that he's my cuz, cos he's ayah-ngah's son, really makes it seem like our relationship is pathetic.
we're related cos our fathers are brothers.
it's funny how i call my uncle ayah-ngah but i dun call my dad ayah. somehow, it juz works that way...
anyway, my cuz was sufferin from cancer. colon cancer, to the stomach & then affectin the liver in a very short span of 1 mth.
he really looks different albeit i've only seen him twice before. he used to be fleshy & bubbly.
that sat nyte, he was shrunken to a skeletal frame with a bloated stomach and legs. really pitiful. he coudn't focus well.. he muz hav been in pain. but he stil remembered me.
the last time we met, he wasn't married & now, his he's married with 4 kids.
imagine how long ago was that...??
but maybe this is better for him. to be rid of the pain & sufferin...
may he rest in peace...
amin.