feelin crappy & resentful (a lil) & ...
i dunno wat else to describe myself rite now.
im like... i WAS xcited then all the xcitement went away.
even today.
on another note, i made a resolution recently.
not sure if i can make it work out or not.
the temptation can prove to be too great sometimes.
especially in times like this.
i may be talkin in circles but it's for me to noe & u guys to read eh? =)


i've to attend a kenduri over at aunty faridah's place later.
it's after assar!! so late...
i wanna go out!
but mum says i can't get out of it.
so i've to put my plans on hold for a while til the evenin.
stil need to go home & change after that & stuff.
sky's gettin a lil dark. rain now but dun rain at nyte okay?? plz...


free rite now but i can't seem to force myself to study.
altho i noe im supposed to.
i juz can't.
wats wrong with me?
i'll end up asleep i noe. i juz woke up.
so that's not good.


i dun do anythin wen im at home.
not like i can do anythin even if i wan to...
all i can do at home is eat & study. & boy do i eat a lot.
esp durin exam period. im like munch, munch, munch 24-7!!
need to start runnin like crazy after exams man.
but i haven't gained weight. so i dunno why i wanna run.
i juz feel fat with all that consumption of junk.
& i literally mean junk. but nina always wonders where all that went.
haha...


im juz lullin my time away in front of the laptop.
feelin like crap.
wat a terrific combi.
im bored out of my life. i need xcitement.


no one's home. unless u count bibik.
acap's sleepin as usual.
so technically i've the whole house to myself.
peace & quiet.
im juz farkin bored.
maybe put on a dvd or sth. dunno wat show.
haven't kept up with the dvd collection.
can't wait for the evenin...