today was the last day of my puasa 6! yay! haha... & i've paid back all my fastin debts since i missed 6 days of it as well. hehe... free for the rest of the yr! til the nxt ramadhan...insya Allah.
was cravin for sooo many things in skul this wk cos everyone's eatin xcept for me. was cravin for pizza from grinnin gecko so bad... & think im cravin for so much cos menses is comin again. haha...kinda like a monthly cycle of piggin out. but nope!! gonna restrain myself this time. lost weight durin ramadhan & i intend to keep it that way! uh huh! yes sirree! 53kg the last time i weighed myself on eid itself. not sure bout my weight now although eid hasn't even been a wk. too chicken to weigh myself! haha...wil prob check again after this. im aimin for 50kg even tho i noe i'll be a walkin stick. i already feel sooo light now... haha...let's see how it goes. anyway, im not the type to reject food so we'll see. =)
lec at 8 tomoro. last lecture. woohoo!! but i've plans with eymani & idzhana tomoro to study urban soci together. received my midterm paper for urban soci juz now...got a b+. pretty glad cos i thot i'd do terribly for that paper. hee!
things hav been goin well so far. juz gotta sit down real hard on my ass & STUDY. goin out with bf & frenz this sat & nash & tk gang on sun. yet to confirm whether i'll be goin out with farhan on friday. somehow, not really sure whether i wanna go out with him. told bf bout it & he's okay with it but i can already foresee the high level of uncomfortableness with him cos it's juz gonna be the two of us! aaargh... how weird is that?? we're goin visitin to teachers' places but stil...haven't given him an answer so we'll see. stil hav tomoro to confirm with him whether i'll be goin with him or not. aaargh...i really dread this. if i do go out with him, it's gonna be super uncomfortable for me. if i don't, it doesn't seem very nice cos we've been frenz for sooo long. how? how? i hate this. i haven't been out with another guy, alone, juz the 2 of us for 7 yrs!! the onlly guy i've been out alone together is with the bf...which is THE understatement of the century of coz. aaaargh...we'll see. somehow i feel like im bein pulled apart at the seams.
oh & need i mention that zoukout's gonna be here again? 10th dec @ sentosa as usual. can't rem which beach. sounds like fun. =)
okay, if i wan my study plans to be carried out successfully tomoro, better start studyin soon. gotta read the readins, again, for some cos i can't rem!! hehe... guess it's my cue to go now...toodles!!
was cravin for sooo many things in skul this wk cos everyone's eatin xcept for me. was cravin for pizza from grinnin gecko so bad... & think im cravin for so much cos menses is comin again. haha...kinda like a monthly cycle of piggin out. but nope!! gonna restrain myself this time. lost weight durin ramadhan & i intend to keep it that way! uh huh! yes sirree! 53kg the last time i weighed myself on eid itself. not sure bout my weight now although eid hasn't even been a wk. too chicken to weigh myself! haha...wil prob check again after this. im aimin for 50kg even tho i noe i'll be a walkin stick. i already feel sooo light now... haha...let's see how it goes. anyway, im not the type to reject food so we'll see. =)
lec at 8 tomoro. last lecture. woohoo!! but i've plans with eymani & idzhana tomoro to study urban soci together. received my midterm paper for urban soci juz now...got a b+. pretty glad cos i thot i'd do terribly for that paper. hee!
things hav been goin well so far. juz gotta sit down real hard on my ass & STUDY. goin out with bf & frenz this sat & nash & tk gang on sun. yet to confirm whether i'll be goin out with farhan on friday. somehow, not really sure whether i wanna go out with him. told bf bout it & he's okay with it but i can already foresee the high level of uncomfortableness with him cos it's juz gonna be the two of us! aaargh... how weird is that?? we're goin visitin to teachers' places but stil...haven't given him an answer so we'll see. stil hav tomoro to confirm with him whether i'll be goin with him or not. aaargh...i really dread this. if i do go out with him, it's gonna be super uncomfortable for me. if i don't, it doesn't seem very nice cos we've been frenz for sooo long. how? how? i hate this. i haven't been out with another guy, alone, juz the 2 of us for 7 yrs!! the onlly guy i've been out alone together is with the bf...which is THE understatement of the century of coz. aaaargh...we'll see. somehow i feel like im bein pulled apart at the seams.
oh & need i mention that zoukout's gonna be here again? 10th dec @ sentosa as usual. can't rem which beach. sounds like fun. =)
okay, if i wan my study plans to be carried out successfully tomoro, better start studyin soon. gotta read the readins, again, for some cos i can't rem!! hehe... guess it's my cue to go now...toodles!!
posted by Jannah @ 9:39 pm
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