stress for this week is over. hopefully it turns out well. wil hav to wait a few wks for results i guess. it was pretty okay to me but dunno lar... these things can't say at times. but insyaAllah...if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. i've put in my effort..the rest is tawakal...


after what happened earlier, i feel that i've somehow matured in my emotions, thoughts...never thot it'd happen to me in the near future but it had. beginnin to realize that hey, im all grown up now. it's a totally radical new feelin... but im stil dealin with the childish side of me, the hyper talkative me who juz speaks nonsense wen i feel like crappin...haha. so not an 'oldie' kinda feel.


oh well, that's life i suppose. & before i even noe it i'd prob embark on a new journey of life like marriage. it's too soon to talk bout it now but it prob won't be in a matter of few years down the road. woah..im scarin myself!!


bein young only comes once cos u hav to live as an old person once that phase passes. so njoy youth everyone. no, not in the wild sense but in whichever way you find tranquility with ureself, contentment & enjoyment. it can even be bondin time among close childhood friends or close frens & the likes. dun hav to club to seek enjoyment. there's so many other things that life has to offer the young... maybe i grew up too fast. maybe i tried too many things too young but it has done me well.


i've been ponderin bout it for quite some time. time really flies...