Freaked Out!!

had an extremely freaky dream laz nyte. maybe i shld say nightmare. yeah, that sounds more appropriate. dreamt that i was 5mths pregnant!! & the bez part was? it's this particular person's child (no, it's not my bf's. why would i freak out otherwise rite??)!! never in a million yrs!! apparently, i was raped (na'uzubillah). gawd...i'll never look at the person in the eye again. it's simply too freaky!! aaaargh!! why must i dream such dreams?! but it was damn scary...it really felt like i was a prego. woke up with a jump when bibik woke me up for sahur. astaghfirullahalazim...i still wanna go thru the nuptial ties & stuff before becomin a mom!


anyway, im in the middle of writin my term paper on Wayang Kulit, the art of shadow theatre. interestin stuff to read about but the prob always lies with the written part!! haha..cos i gotta collate all the info from the various sources and put them nicely to flow smoothly. & at the same time, take note of the page limit. there's juz too much stuff for me to ramble!! anyway, i'll manage it somehow. usually i'll hav to cut lots of stuff cos i simply write too much! can't write too little & can't write too much either. bleagh...limits. takin a short break before i resume my task & stop digressin too much (like updatin this blog). hehe...wil perform my zuhur prayers soon i guess. okay, hav a gd wk ppl!! there's too many hols this wk!! njoy!